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yesterday didn't really teman dou my hubby

sry arh dar

>.<

just a simple post nia

n hor i tell you

i cant wait to jadi hakka mui liao lae

no no

is HAKKA SAM POU!!

XD

hahahahaha

feeling myself so desperate lae

enjoying learning a NEW language

which is = HAKKA WA!

ahahahhahahaha

using tv to online

end of the post jor

so public writing this post lae

XP

♥ NGAI OI NGI ♥

♥ WONG WON KET ♥

HAHAHAHHAA 

family photo

everybody wants happiness

nobody wants pain

but you can't have a rainbow

without a little rain

have been 4 days never see my mum's face

if I did not asked sister

about mum whether came back or not

I really didn't know 

she had came back the so call home

and something touched my heart today

just now my cousin came my house 

for helped me fixed the modem

and he told me that my mother-in-las

*actually is my 2nd aunt

that they want to take a family photo

and they will ask me to take the family photo with them

family photo

did I have a family?

I wrote this in the dark

with a pair of swollen eyes

I can't fell in sleep

I cried

because of nothing

I don't know what I want

I don't know what I need

I don't know, 

what had happened to me right now

I felt like want to suffering from anorexia 

something weird is happening to me

but I don't know what it is

there's no problem happening

but then

I'm thinking something weird

hmm....

it's fake post

time to sleep

just take it as a joke

Wondering

one day I was thinking something

which is possible for everybody

DEATH

but I was thinking

DEATH when I was still this ages

I mean when I was still a teenager

what will I do when I know that I can't live long?

should I commit suicide since I'm suffering myself?

should I suffer myself until the God put a full-stop at my life?

or

should I leave my relatives and friends since that 

I'm troublesome for them?

what should I do?

imagine you are in this situation, what will you do?

I'm wondering what will happen next 

my result always at the bottom line

because of the laziness of myself

and now I'm starting to work hard

will something unexpectedly will happen?

there's a lot of mystery 

maybe something that is fate

but you will still have a chance to change the fate

I believe that

Do you?