long time didnt write blog
suddenly want to write
because
the love from my heart to his heart
HAVE INCREASE LA!!!
up level up level...
erm...
i feel i was chg alot..
i had chg to be a real girl
ya la
i knw
i am a girl
but now
i was trying to be a real girl
i wanted to keep long hair because
i want him to fall in me
but
now i feel i am disgusting with it
am i??
i duno la
wat for i want him to stay with me
and i tidak berhak
to want him to fall in me
i thk
i just need to stand behind him
wait until the day he saw me
if he doesnt saw me
i will just wait
until i feel regret
until i feel boring
until i found a new 1
i am very thankful to him
he makes me forget the love from chrissen
the girl who i love i wanted to die
the girl who make me start feel the true love
the girl who make my cry mostly evry night
the girl who make me become a lessbian
dominic
he pull me back to normal
maybe he doesnt knw he did tat to me
but as i knw this secretly myself
thats enough la..
i thk one day
i will tell him the truth to him
hopefully he wont hate me
bcuz i was a lessbian b4
and he knw i was a lessbian
i love him because he know how to play rubik's
i love him because he taller thn me 1 head
i love him because he is a teacher's favourite student
i love him because he is different for me
i love him because he is good in maths
i love him because he luks like a child whn he smile
i love him because he didnt talk during lesson although his fren is talking so loud but he didnt join them
i love him because...
i want him
i miss him
i love him because i love him
the reasons i love him is uncountable
but i duno wat his feel to me
i really wanted to try to ask him
wat he feel to me
but i scare
i will disturb him if i ask like tat to him
so i will plain to ask
maybe after form 5
but i scare he will go out from malaysia to a better country
to study
who call he born from a rich family
wat to do..
let it go naturally la..
but
i scare
he will not like the new me..
which is long hair..
high heels
maybe sexy
wateva la!!!
dun care
i was shock
today i went to ts
n i saw chrissen
with her gf
i didnt see her gf properly actually
n i just went off..
i was happy
bcuz i didnt thk to much after i saw her
i didnt fall in her again like last year wat i did
meanz
i love dominic is
not a crush any more
not a puppy love any more
is true love!!!!!!
maybe haven until love until want die like last time how i love her...
but at least
getting better la..
haha
duno wat to write already
conclusion
I LOVE DOMINIC
