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Saturday, October 30, 2010

Cousin + Friends


hehe~
selection of the day..
hehe
nothing special la
badminton again lo
but + gathering la
n badminton aso add 1 more ppl
who is my beloved cousin
hehe
hahahahaha
fun day
for me la
but i dun thk is a fun day for my frens
XD

exspecially jasper lo..
he said he not feeling lik tat
but i feel is
he sitting alone there oni
n the harrencce yak si!
say we both couple..
bak chi lo..
=.=
today he just luk so kesianz
joseph dunwan cum pui him
want his DOTA..
XD

whn the 1st gathering all shocked im amelia
today aso shocked
should say yesterday alr
over 12am jor
XD
the 'michel'
he dint even knw im amelia
after he see the magazine oni knw tat is me
even last time gathering met b4 1 aso shocked!
i thk bcuz of my hairstyle gua..
nvm
forgive them..
XD
but!!!
joseph keep on said i make up!
wat the
go ply badminton with make up??
u wan my whole face black color mae
egg bagss alr so black
n wan to add more black mae..
I SWEAR I DINT!!
suan liao
T.T

haha
attention to all girls..
plz do not let ppl wait
its not make others feel urself is so...
erm...how to say?
aiya...und thn can la
it will just make me feel
annoying
k??!!
if ur awhile mean is 1 hour ++
i willl just feel like smacking u..
^^

Friday, October 29, 2010

Imagination


i dun like to watch those drama
or movie
which is sweet n
very hard to happen in real life
u nid to forgive me
the reason i hate it
is because
i dun like to imagine
n in the end i cant get it


everygirl hope can get loved
from the one they loving
who they wanted
some they just wan a handsome 1
some they just wan the one who really love them
imagination n dream
it can make a person get mad
and just simply find a ppl
n get together
they just wan to try the feel
yes
im the example



if really hurt
if u had fall
u fall because u r choosing the wrong 1
nobody loves to get hurt
n everybody
wants to get love from others
nobody want others to hate theirselves
frens ask me
if the 1 i loved b4
start to chase me
am i will give up the 1 im waiting
n turn to her
if last time
i will
but now
i wont
although i really wan
i will try to control myself
i dunwan to get hurt anymore
it make me feel sorry to the 1 im waiting
i dunwan to lose it
anymore

maybe its puppy love
but im wishing it can be forever


so
when i can reach the day?
i mean
the day i wear a white dress


sorry
this is the conclution
of watching to much drama
so forgive me
control control control.........

Monday, October 25, 2010

RESPECT?


i duno wan to respect u
i really wan to respect u
but u make me confusing now
plz do not steal others love plz
u r single P
but
u havent taste b4 the feel without a father
wondering why
why must the god make so much children
but
most of them dont have a proper family
or should i say
why must human being so sucks??
whn the time u dont have
u want it so much
whn u have it n u nid to take care of it
u find others
do u knw wat is the feeling of shame
i just feel like
im sorry to their family
please
GOD
finish it


Monday, October 18, 2010

CHANGED~


change jor hair style
TB to GIRL GIRL
actually i dunwan like tat 1 lae
i feel not suitable for me lo
take photo only can act cute shj
next time 1 whr boy abit aso chat chat alr
but if too boy aso canot 1 ma
who can teah me how to do lae???
mum kip on say
if u can whr skirt thhn gud lo
i can
but i dunwan to
cuz i hate the feeling whn wind cross over my legs..
XD
november wan to cut again
forgive me
malaysia is really very hot
why im not boy??
if not i can naked upper body
and is normal for every1
but girl lae..
T.T
take pic canot act cool
so must act very very cute lo..
XD
sengaja 1
if not no special jor ma~
SLECTION~
XD



wear my sis hair band
which she never wear b4 1
XD
i wear it 2nd time jor
hahahahaha
ACT ACT ACT!!
NOT REAL ONE!!
IM NOT BITCHY K!!!

of cuz i nid to tie hair go scol
PARIMALA lae~
disiplin teacher la
so i must clip up lo
sumtimes to hot
thn just tie up the front part
so everytime cum back homr
my hair will be like
DRAGON BALL!!!!!
buahahahahahahahaha
but at least this look i can act cool abit mah~~
duno wan to becum tomboy lae~
or a normal girl??
but i wan to be special lae!!!
XD


the only reason i cut this kind of hair style
sure because of sum1 gae
but i duno
am i
choosing the correct 1?
=D

PROUD????


Tee-HEE~~~
long time dint update
jusrt update JALA's blog
thn lazy update my own blog
XD

i dunwan to talk so much
if wanna knw the details
click
hehe

but i wan to repeat is
this was the day
i wil never ever forget it
i fall on the bowling lane
inside it
obviously gt scream
but not scary scream
but very very very pain
all of them laugh lo..
T.T
wat to do
im i saw my fren like tat i aso will laugh la
sumore fall lik kid
leg facing to the ceiling..
=.=
duno i should proud or not
cuz
like tat my fren wil forever rmb me
i mean in the future whn they ply bowling again
hehe

next day
whole body pain die
long time dint exercise jor
forgive me
walk like just doing sex like tat
XD
leg open open 1
hahahahhaahhahahahahaha
CHOI CHOI CHOI!!!

long the days im having now
MUAKZ!!!

Monday, October 11, 2010

Different


sis sitting behind me
reviosion-ing
she trial for spm now
n she so hard work n just for TRIAL
n im the 1 PMR-ing
but im FACEBOOK everyday
and finished 1 drama
in 4 days
which have 32 episode
each have 45 minutes..
i duno wat can i say alr
2mr still having 1 more paper
CHINESE
haha
no problem
just use my CREATIVITY
to create story
let the marker tearsdrop on my papers..
LOL
XD
hahahahahahahaha

life is going naturally and peacefully now
no more tears
starting to become childish
not saying in the negative way
i mean
im not thking so much
like last time
use brain when the time nid it
relax whn the time should rest
enjoying my single life
i thk now is not the time to say it
although had over PMR
prefering keeping silent n let it go
i mean
let u be happier in the future
although i reli want u
but not to force you
tears will make yourself sad
will make others sad, too
others happy
myself will be happy too
=)

let the world be a better place
for you and me
let try try try
just to be nice nice nice
let the world be a better place
for you and i
tat would be so beautiful to me

JALA
THX
all of you added lots of rainbow
n butterfly in my life
thx to coloured my life
hope it wil never end
n lets smile together






Thursday, October 7, 2010

ANTI-BEE!


OMG!!
from on!
i hate bees!
during exam arh
this stupid bee
cum n disturb me
u fly in ur world thn ok la!
y must u disturb me?
cum so near sumore!
i hide from u
u cum nearer!
i gt so sweet izit now?
or my face make u thk im a flower?
lol
i knw im preety like a flower..
XD

i really wan step the bee lo!
i thk the bee's face is like tat 1
1st exam
k lo
i forgive u
2nd exam disturb again!
sumore fly in front of my face
so nearer sumore!
N SO MANY ROUNDSSSS!!!
i thk the bee arh
sure like tat 1 lo!
curi ayam!
dunwan go find honey!
jin gak!
U MORE JIN THAN ME!!!
GO DIE!!!


ANTI BEESSS!!!

NO!!!
ANTI INSECT!!!!
ARHGGGGG!!!!


Sunday, October 3, 2010

STUDY?


OMG!!
everyone is studying
i knw
u knw how i knw??
cuz no one is online-ing!!
but
wat am i doing?
online the whole day!!
but i aso gt study la
but just duno why
i this stupid 1 just relax oni
the 1 who alw get As' 1 lae
study like mad
k
nvm
i knw im a bad student
haha
i believe myself can get wat i wanna get
just let it be bah
if i really try so hard
in the end i get nth
thn im gonna dissapointed again
so
do not wish or hope too much
but at least gt target
if not
the hurt u'll get will be double of your wishes
soi prefer relaxing~
XD
i knw
sure ppl say im useless
but just believe myself la
haha
so forgive me!
XP

HOLIDAY!!
IM COMING!!!
MUAKZZZZ!!!

Saturday, October 2, 2010



打开窗户让孤单透气

这一间屋子 如此密闭

欢呼声仍飘在空气里

像空无一人一样华丽



我 渐渐失去知觉

就当做是种自我逃避

你 飞到天的边缘

我也不猜落在何地



一个我 需要梦想 需要方向 需要眼泪

更需要 一个人来 点亮天的黑

我已经 无能为力 无法抗拒 无路可退

这无声的夜 现在的我 需要人陪



闭上眼睛 就看不清

这双人床 欠缺的 温馨

谁能 陪我 直到天明

穿透 这片 迷濛寂静



我需要人陪







《需要人陪》
王力宏
 
 
 
 

Friday, October 1, 2010

*QuestionS



hoho...
im gonna face all the questions again~
hahaha
not nervous at all
but aso not really gt confident wor
but relax oni la
last time UPSR aso relax oni
NONOnono...
should say every exam i aso relax
but this time better
cuz at least i gt touch the book
haha
last time exam i will just slp
internet
nw aso same la
but i touch internet with books..
XD
but i duno y
im just excited for PMR
waiting after pmr
wats will happen?
how my life go on?
comfirm im choosing science stream
but hopefully my science can get A la
haha
ambition arh
duno lae
suan la
fast fast choose husband marry thn can alr
haha
dunwan la
duno they trustable or not





haha
dominic
i thk im cuming back jor.
but i will just kip it secret
hope u like my 'present' la!
hahahaha