Sing a Long songS

我喜欢你的眼看着我的眼

我喜欢你的脸贴着我的脸

我喜欢你的手牵着我的手

我喜欢你的口吻着我的口

时间在改变你不要改变

因为我很爱你

不想要你放弃

爱情

尤其这段得来不易

我爱你

真的是很爱你

所以想

就这样继续爱下去

因为我们知道

这天终究会来到

所以不计较

只要彼此可以过得更好

当初爱的是你

当我哭时也是你

在我的身边

让我尝到有被爱的感觉

谢谢你的美好

我绝对不会忘掉

虽然那滋味

慢慢地 慢慢地 淡掉

今晚我们见面

算不算最后一遍

答应自己不流眼泪

我们在散步 我们在惨酷

心里早预估

谁要说出口 谁要当凶手

你还是我

我们的全部 所有的全部

只要再一步

就能够解脱 就能够拥有

得到自由

请你不要

cry like this is a surprise

哭出来

only make things更难捱

我的爱 并没有改

是时间作怪

Girl you know

that, right?

嘿 你把你眼泪擦干

嘿 你把你脚停下来

one more step

thats all that

we have left

 

 

你做了选择 对的错的

我只能承认 心是痛的

怀疑你舍得 我被伤的那么深

就放声哭了 何必再强忍

我没有选择 我不再完整

原来最后的吻 如此冰冷

你只能默认 我要被割舍

眼看着 你走了

如果这不是结局 如果我还爱你

如果我愿相信 你就是唯一

如果你听到这里 如果你依然放弃

那这就是爱情 我难以抗拒

如果这就是爱情 本来就不公平

你不需要讲理 我可以离去

如果我成全了你 如果我能祝福你

那不是我看清 是我证明 我爱你

灰色的天空 无法猜透

多余的眼泪 无法挽留

什么都牵动 感觉真的好脆弱

被呵护的人 原来不是我

我不要你走 我不想放手

却又不能够奢求 同情的温柔

你可以自由 我愿意承受
把昨天 留给我

虽然收敛了许多的情感,

还是泄漏了我的不安,

于是你开始冷淡,

我也开始问自己该怎么办?

如果你知道我的遗憾,

千万不要再不以为然,

我的生活已经混乱,

到处飘流却始终靠不了岸.

这是我最后,最美,最真,最心碎的留言.

喔....爱我好吗?

我愿意让伤心再来一遍,

只要你留一个位置给我,

哪怕是在你心中最容易被忽略的角落.

时间它一声不吭

仿佛停顿

我不睡但是也不困
爱原本应该能和被爱对等

你说那怎么可能

我太过天真

当你在我额头轻轻一吻

我竟然会哭的像个小女生

你说我的付出让你于心不忍

那个时候我恨你是一个好人

心还是会疼想你在零点零一分

幸福的人都睡的好安稳

寂寞太会见缝插针

我拿什么来和它抗衡

心还是会疼在想你在零点零一分

痛苦的人都醒着被并吞

放眼望去是座空城

没有一个怀抱可投奔

我需要你 我需要你爱我

来感动我 我愿意跟你走

我需要你 我需要你给我

一个梦 守护到最后

痛 会愈合 但谁能忘了这伤痕

将来的我们

不都依靠过勇敢 才透彻

说值得 不值得

谁不都是要继续去选择

如果真心能认定了

还怕什么阻挡着永恒

还是原来那个我

不过撂掉几公升泪所以变瘦

对着镜子我承诺

迟早我会换这张脸应对笑容

不算什么 爱错就爱错

早点认错 早一点解脱

我寂寞寂寞就好

这时候谁都别来安慰拥抱

就让我一个人去痛到

受不了伤到快疯掉

死不了就还好

我寂寞寂寞就好

你真的不用来我回忆里微笑

我就不相信我会笨到

忘不了赖着不放掉

人本来就寂寞的

借来的都该还掉

我总会把你戒掉

比想象中更痛 你真的没回头

我命令眼泪不许失控

回忆不跟你走 都挤在我心中

我就有责任让它值得被珍重

谢谢你曾让我难过

谢谢我没有想太多

当爱情左盼右顾的时候

我眼泪都笑了 谁还想哭呢

再勇敢的站着 找回光和热

面对你的时候 我不会舍不得

因为你已是过客 因为路有些曲折

是美的

心碎成了沙漠 就快开凿绿洲

我没有时间不知所措

你温柔的双手 本就不属于我

又何必在乎它以后属于谁呢

谢谢你曾让我难过

谢谢我没有想太多

当爱情左盼右顾的时候

你眼泪都笑了 谁还会哭呢

来不及完美的 就唱首骊歌

想起你的时候 我不是卑微的

反而我没有遗憾 因为我已爱过你

深深的

 

除了恋爱我们还幸运地拥有

和好朋友聊情人的快乐

讲另一半可爱地做了些什么

总让幸福又甜蜜了许多

我们在上一辈子一定是情人

才有这么有默契的灵魂

我爱的他偶尔还把你当敌人

吃醋的天真让我笑出声

你是司机当我迷失方向

你是医生当爱让我中伤

你变乌鸦阻挡我太冲动危险地飞翔

你是白痴陪着我讲梦话

你是限制我心魔被解放

你是嫁妆是我最宝贝的收藏

你不点头的男人我不嫁

我是嫁妆请把我带在你身旁

嫌我吵的男人最好别嫁

Addicted

had addicted with it

i knw is not berkaitan with pmr

but it can train ur brain

so i feel not bad

XD

realize life had chg alot

last time

i though i wont study for pmr

but now im study for it

not so hardworking like others

but at least i touch the books

thx to my JALA la

haha

exspecially jin n louisa lo

alicia this daughter kesian cant stay back

so i duno how la

today her birthday

i mean alicia

ask lui to bring moon cake

as a brithday cake for her

1st alicia  likes to eat mooncake

but!

in the end

tis lui dint bring

but luckt she brought candles

if not i really smack her!

so we use pao ganti as cake lo

hahahaha

ask lui to come down faster

jin n alicia aso cum down jor

just waiting for her ONLY!

n thn!

in the end whn the time she walk to canteen

slumber je

slow slow

ask u to cum down faster thn u go toilet!

yak si la!

not understand chinese izit??!!!

gek sei

so blow candle lo

she make a wish n blow jor

use friend who is eating thr punya forks

as a knife

cut pao

hahahahahaha

i creative lae

XD

hahahahaha

now thk thk my birthday

still gt...

4months++ bah

haha

but tat day go ISKL

for band concert

combine with other scol

birthday aso nid so sam fu..

dunwan wake so early d lae

hopefully

its fun n nothing wrong with the concert

like tat

i thk it can be ok bah

XD

after tat go back slp

but cant slp late late lae!!!

gt scol after tat day

T.T

suan la

ask the drums

no

my metal sticks sing birthday song for me

wakakakakakakaka

still gt 1 week thn pmr

but tak ada mood to touch the book now

i duno 2mr i wll or not

but now im just have the mood to ply SUDOKU!

XD

wakakakakaka

long time dint toich my violin jor..

piano aso seldom alr

n seldom sing jor

but keep on drawing now

just now go c youtube

n found sumthing abt shin chan

feel like crying

555

bcuz of shin chan's father

i mean the author

n gt 1 video is doraemon combine with shin chan d

both of that is my favourite lae!!!!

n both of their father had die

T.T

realy touching me lo

555...

duno gt 1 day i create a cartoon

 like both of them or not

thn im their mother..

if can

i very hope to be shin chan's mother

XD

hahahaha

power puff girl aso can

im gud in drawing power puff girl

XD

nid to continue my SUDOKU jor

n hor

who can help me find shin chan's theme song..

the begining 1

i cant find tat!!!!

T.T

i wan to put it as my ringtone

if any1 gt contact me la!

hahahaha

thx!

Night

MoongLight Sonata

haha

the tittle is weird

n tak berkaitan actually

i just write la

now almost every day blogging

like like

haiz

now sejarah text book is in front of me

but i tak semangat to luk at it la

Malayan Chinese Association

UMNO

Dato' Onn Jaafar

Sir Malcolm MacDonald

Dato' E.E.C. Thuraisingam

Community Liaison Committee

Parti Negara

Konferensi Nasional

Konvensi Nasional

Persatuan Islam Se-Malaya

haha

just now

friend's bf find her

n he ask me to take care of her

so sweet

of cuz i say yes la

but they both nid to belanja me makan SUSHI!

XD

wakakakaka

after pmr ready for becoming fat

now i alw protect n take care ppl

y no ppl take care me gae

dun say my mum

cuz i tak semangat to hug her n cry in front of her

no

i dun wan to cry in front of any1

haha

so

pillow~

u be my dear la

muakz

yesterday is moon festival

nt reli excited

if ppl dun tell me

i wont knw

but i ready to luk at the moon light

with my sejarah text book with chapter 3

abt komunis

XD

but

raining

=.=

wat the

can dun rain this few weeks?

after pmr oni rain la

u knw rain make me slp u knw

so cold man

i duno why

i thk im goin sick gua

cuz normally

im 'hot' blooded

haha

cuz i wont feel cold

although ppl around me cold until wan die jor

i will still be vr warm thr

i mean last time la

but now no more jor

i nw sensitive alr

dun sick arh

i plz u

*drink water 1st

had long time dint touch my DORAEMON tabung alr

cuz i nw have no reason to put money inside jor

just now go ask for job at perfection

i thk apply bah

haha

but money

i really nid u

if can

collect many many

buy the 1st thing i wanted very very much

since whn i was young

that thing is DOG

the dog i wan i saw is like 2000++

i duno i can earn until tat much or not

i just try to

cuz sum times i nid ppl to teman me

duno wat is the feeling whn having a pet

wan to train it until vr vr gud

sakai whn the time nid to sakai

serius whn the time nid to serius

but i thk my sis will be scream 24 hours thr

i duno la

if i alr collect enough money thn i oni tell mum la

hahaha

the time to study now

had wasted alot of time alr

but

forcecant anything gud

so

sejarah

i can read u

but i cant love u n rmb u forever

but i will try my best la

now if u r my friends

go infront of the god's table

n pray for me everyday

hahahahahahaha

muakzzzz!

just now saw the moon so bright whn the way goin back home

but now cant c anything

sad

MIC, MCA, UMNO......

for the STALKER

hahaha

this post is for the stalker

LOUISA LOW JIA PEI

hahahahahaha

dun kip on stalk me la

haha

i knw i vr attractive la

XD

duno wat to write la

dun wanna say thx

that today u tell me abt KOMUNIS lo

haha

i mean sejarah la

haha

alr und jor

haha

n thn hor

wish u can fast fast find 1 bf

cuz i can wait to should jie fu alr

XD

c u 1st lae

or jin 1st

me n alicia is waiting for u nia

XD

n im enjoying becoming the SINGLE LADY now

but u dun enjoy with me nw

n i prefer dancing beyonce's single ladies alone

XD

buahahahahahaha

n hor

u havent help me ask lae

wat she did tat night

haha

i dun care jor

just wanna knw

tat my di liu gan

good or not

hahahahahahahahahahaha

i wan bite u lae

u nice to bite lo

ur breast nice to PINCH

aso

XD

hahahahahahaa

nth la

i knw u will laughing thr

hahahahaha

GOOD NIGHT!

Growth

form 3- chapter 5- GROWTH
hahaha
swt
just now talk with alicia
talk so much
can say im the 1 talking oni
telling her wat will i do if im her
telling the moral
haha
n i dint knw im soo mature
more thn i think
haha
lol
but seriusly
i dint knw i will talk like tat lo
i feel my life so full now
n i alr statisfied with my life
i mean like the situation of family n friends la
actually i not tat worst lo
n so upset that my first love so fast fly alr
haha
first kiss consider havent bah
i mean the kissing with real feeling la..
XD
havent ready for hunting
but im ready for ppl hunt me..
hahahahahaha
realize she was playing me
sure gt abit disspointed lo
but at least i learn a lesson
not to believe ppl so fast
lucky i havent fall so deep
dint cry anymore alr
but i alr used to slp at 3 am lae
how??!!
ms wong say at least slp 6 hours..
if not
will sick whn pmr time
i dunwan lae
i wan better thn my sis nia~
wan go science class cuz i dun like BM
i mean like KH al tat la
wat mr ben i vr vr vr vr agree..
wat they all learn for wat ekonomi akaun al tat
is just vr useless
if wan to use for others country
is just nth
soo excited to learn add maths
n biology!
just now look at my sis biology refrence book
vr intrested lae
hahahahaha
no offence!
n now start become irri back
no la
should say i alw lik tat
XD
vr gud mood lo
cuz waiting for holiday mah~
buahahahahahaha
like to act cute now lo
n i realize
i luk so cute whn i act cute
hahahahahahahahahahahaha
do not vomit now if u love ur pc
XD
really ma
dun jlus..
plaining after pmr wan do wat
part time job
money
karate
play
gathering
outing
but dunwan eat lae
n im so hurt lo
whn the 1st day scol start
the 1st thing louisa told me
'wow!ur breast getting bigger n bigger'
wat the yak si la
u tot i wan arh!
so
kip fiting
i thk it will follow small bck d gua~~
buahahahahahaha

allah~
ah men!
amitofo
guan ying niang niang
yu loi fat zou
*still gt wat arh?
plz love me
dun make any subject fail arh~~
i love u
muakzzzz
XD

Change

everything chg back normal

i should be happy rite

but i duno why

feel like sumthing lost

i thk let it be bah

just havent used to it only

next day open scol

duno wat to do today

this holiday is like a dream

no

should say

from 21 july to now

is like a dream

it like so fast

and so

not real..

i really thk too much

wat i doing now

i will think of u

just now

take lift go up alone

n gt 1 malay ask his frens

'balik kampung ke?'

'balik kampung, balik penang..'

i duno why

why im trying not to thk

n now everthing around me

kip on make me thk abt u

now like to stay in my room

lean on floor

although is hard

but i just like the feeling of it

luking at the celing

listen to the song

but seldom on songs

just enjoy the silent

wheather like getiing colder thn normal

n i start scare the coldness

last time love to bath with cold water

but now although bath with hot water..

i will still feel cold

practicing violin..

last time fast song is betterr n more feeling

but now slow songs is better

n gt 1 song

i duno why

very gt feeling with this song

many times

ply this song

my tears will just cum out from my eyes

ply piano

still plying the same song

黑白配, *black match white

haha

memoriable song

last time ply with smile

feeling joyful

but now it lost

seem like a vr sad song

actually im ready for this so long

practice so hard

just wan to record down n send you with mms

send it to u

whn ur birthday

but too stupid

cant finish in 1 minutes

so i cant do anything for u

mashimaro had given to alicia

no la

just asking her help me to keep it

cause it really nothing for me

until the day reach

i thk the mashimaro

will come back to me

luk at my toys..

so many

but they is a empty space thr

haha

i still leave it

cuz

i believe the mashimaro

will cum back gae

but i hope it wont cum bck

cuz

it not belongs to me any more

i duno why i will feel like this

just leave it

actually now is still like normal

just lost a person that i should miss

and add a person who i should not miss

n i dun have strength to smile anymore

haha

so funny

im the 1 say it

but im the 1 hurt

why seem like

im the only 1 sad thr?

UNFAIR!

but

i cant complain

cuz nobody can complain to

day dream is my hobby now

last time

song that i should not sing

but now is vr suitable for me

vr match

seriously

next day gonna met

al those

who feel we wont be last long

n those who wish us can last long

i duno how to face them

will they laugh

n will i cry?

i thk i wont cry bah

but i will cry after reach home

now like to close myself in the room

actually

nobody cum in b4

but it seem like

here is the most memoriable room

n meaningful room

haha

funny

but i like this room

whn i sad

whn i happy

whn i excited

this room can make me feel better

cry at this room

sing in this room

marry with it la

give me more comfortable

haiz

pmr

i hate you

sucks

dad just sms me

wat the

n ask me to take at least 5As

die la

i take how many As

u aso cant guard me at all

guard urself b4 u guard me

haha

i thk i used to th day without father

sister now is crazy to all those

'impossible' drama

yea la yea la

is sweet la

but

watch for wat

impossible aso

'dream too much

dissapointed more'

mum had forgive me

but

it seem like nothing for me

just like same

like to go out walk walk at nite

exspecially midnight

like the silent

the darkness

go minimarket but sumthings

not really hungry

but just like the feeling of walking alone

actually wan to buy beer gae

but no money lo

who can belanja??

I WAN TIGER BEER!

XD

i thk is enough alr

write so much but nobody care aso

thx for reading

完

你的一次又一次地让我失望

我也真的受够了

哈哈

谢谢你让我知道

‘旁观者清当局者迷’

的真真意思和感受

真的就给别人猜中拉

不可能的长久

自从作晚后

我发现

我的猜测

是对的

在你心里

我什么都不是

你连问个原因

都没有

真可笑

我尽然

还一直等你

希望可以能给你机会

我很想挽回

但

你一点挽回的意思也没有

我现在就告诉你原因

你一次又一次的泼我冷水

我很冷了

但

你总是给我温暖

但之后又把我从更高的大厦推下

让我遍体鳞伤

你对我的隐瞒

也越来越深

对你的安全感

也慢慢得变透明

你说你知道

但你有管吗？

你的借口

也越来越笨

我看不见你的累

你对我的冷淡

我也越来越腻

你不再像我们刚开始时候

那么得开心快乐

原来

‘会嘴说，做就另外一回事’

这句名言

也写得满对的

时间久了

也发现

原来

你不是我想象中的那样

在我开开心心的

充满期望

地对你说

可以见到你的时候

你却对我说

你只能花50块

原来

我老公那么没用

在我最伤心的时候

你却在你朋友家

很快乐的‘睡觉’

我不懂我是不是想太多

我也不想知道了

你的语气告诉我

9成我想的是对的

你知道我会失望

但

你却连寄封简讯给我都没有

开心到忘记我了吧

你说你会

'try your best'

来见我

原来

你所说的'best'

只是那样

你的不理不睬我也受够了

我应该给你带来很多烦恼吧？

对不起

所以

我想

对于我的离开

你应该很开心吧

我祝福你

我没感觉了

我也没力哭了

原来发呆的感觉

蛮好的

谢谢你的美好

HELL*

sad sad

like wat i dreamed

everything cancel

ter-cry jor

yak si

hate it

hate the feeling fall from the heaven to the hell

plz dun let me had a hot water bath

after thn pour ice water on me

i just now can feel polar bear sitting besides me

its sucks

be strong plz

be useful woman

haiz

conclusion

the world is just

no money no talk

so

we gt money jor

only can meet

i only can meet u

november i dont want too

n i hope we can until november aso

u stil cant gv me the

安全感

seriously

i hate it

just now laughing n crying

i thk i gt mental problem alr

haha

plz dun alw gv the reason

that u r tired

i dun wat is the meaning of tired

for u

hoho~

die lo

my daughter had step out the 1st step jor

but her mother havent nia~~

ALEX

i wan it too..

muakz

this friday i will try my best la

u aso try my best la!

i mean our 1st date la

haha

sei lo..

i miss u jor..

hehe

nites!

muakzzzzz

Overnight~~

just obernight n came back from cousin house..

i love their house

is the center of a moutain..

its not like genting la

but is cooler thn normal place

1st night wat i do is on9 n ply ps..

XD

i love to on9 thr

cause im using my soucin laptop!

i love the CRYSTAL EYES

XD

i mean the webcam la

so keep on webcam with others

like jaice lo

1st is wan to test the webcam

cause ltr i wan show my dear aso

XD

haha

cuz 1st time using my cousin laptop

and he slp alr

so i duno how to use the thing to take picture

i mean SS la

XD

actually i gt webcam with others

but she dint show me

i mean the she is chrissen

no is harrence..

chrissen is her last time name

she is the 1st one who make me fell the most

but we r friend now

after tat wait for my alex

sure i gt take la

XD

she trying to cover

but i so pandai

she cant hide d la..

XD

this is the 1 i love the most..

sexy dao

knw she gonna smack me

but MY BLOG!!

MY WISH!

XD

muakz

the next day..

go swimming

n 'ride' bicycle

*izit use ride?

walao

i though i will fall down but i dint

lucky

i had long time dint ply alr lo

n sumore is from the top the moutain to the lowest..

walao

fast dao

without moving my leg aso vr fast nia!!

but the wind vr shuang

n i kip on shouting bcuz of scare

sry neighbour.

XD

but

when i wan go bck

cham lo..

tired dao

XD

when i reach home

my little cousin's son

call nephew arh?duno la

slp jor!

n the pose he slp funny dao..

duno how slp aso

n i receive my dear msg

she going out at night

suan la

haha

but i still on9 until vr late

nt vr la

better thn last night lo

last night 3am++

today 2am++

XD

again webcam with jaice

but today better

ss myself aso

nice lo

after edit it more bright

cuz the place i sit is quite dark aso

thatz all la

next day

together with my cousins n makan with my mum

buffet steamboat again

just thin 1 kg

now wan me fat bck

die la!!

X(

anyway

if this holiday without this 3days

i think i will be boring until die lo

now is the time to concentrate on PMR!!!

after PMR

overnight at my cousin house

XD

and go their keep fit..

hehe

n use their laptop

thn my dear can c my face more clear

n another thing is!

it can make luk more fair..

XD

u knw d la..

she is my snow white lai d

hahahahahaha

muakz..

love you!

PMR!

GO DIE!

HOLIDAYSSS!

IM COMING!!!

PART TIME + MONEY$$$

IM READY TO HUG YOU!

WAKAKAKAKAKA

XD

Coffee-ing

again lonely night

a very big chance to see her face by webcam

but she just sms me that

she wanna go drink with her friends after she work

n ask me nt to wait for her

really not understand what she thinking

everytimes

she bad mood

or she almost fight with me

the next day she will go drink

she said after she drink

she can forget everything

but

so what

while drinking you are forget abt it

after u wake up

the problem is still there

thn wat for wasting money n time?

im drinking coffee

hopefully she can online

but i knw she wont

but i just hope

but im tired

wanna slp

but im keep on drinking coffee

everybody is saying that coffee

can make ppl wont feel tired

but why i cant feel the different?

i think

thr is the same meaning

to say that

BEER

other ppl say it can make u feel better

everybody will drink it 

when the time u feel sad

cause evrybody do that

so

u do so

it can say is a traditional

but

now is a modern time

do everything with brain

 hide from the problem

for me

is the most childish way to solve it

no

it cant solve problem

but

i duno

cause maybe

after few years

i will do like that too

yes

i love beer too

but i drink for fun

when the time im happy

maybe i havent walk through

what the problem u having

but

at i will rmb forever

what i write n say now

cuz i dun wanna to be like that

i dont want to treat my partner like that

i dont know in the future

my partner wil still be you or not

but i dont want also

cause i hate the feeling when u treat me like that

nothing is best when it dint walk through the hurt

so i just try to used to it

no

should say

i alr used to it

coffee

why am i still feel so tired?

haha

duno i will get addicted to coffee or not

but i think

not bad aso ma

i dint had sugar or milk cream

wont be fat aso

like the original taste

its so quite

no music plying

just the typing keyboard sound

yesterday at least i can luk at u whn the time so quite

but now cant do anything

yesterday

when the time u ask me

not u love u so much

ask me not to treat u so good

i dint feel hurt

just

EMPTY

i duno wat r u thinking

n u ask me to wait for u 3 years more to clear u mind

i duno im miss understanding or wat

but u r just make me feel like

u r asking me to break up with u?

i dun knw

n i dunwan to think tat too

n u said u r bad mood

n u dunwan to tell why

alr said b4

face true to each other

i do it

n u r not doing it

n ur private blog

u say u dunwan to show me

cuz u scare me hurt

but u alr hurt me

i said i used to it alr

 but

u still dunwan

i duno

n i dunwan to force u

everytimes i start chging the way i speak

i mean im start angry

u will say

'want to quarrel izzit?'

hey

girl

can u tell me why

why u can angry but i cant?

n can u ask me to cool down at least?

everytimes im the 1 saying sorry

wat i do is just care too much abt u

u really make me dissapointed

u said

u can be the 100% husband

but i cant c it

n i dun wish to have any more

i just wan u to be with me

n at least u tell me evrything

but

u r just making me

getting more dissapointed

n more disspaointed

n i duno why

why must everytimes

whn she tell u sumthng

u must be so care abt it

a little things thn u feel angry n bad mood

ask u wat happen

dunwan to tell

reason?

scare me hurt

if u really scare that im hurt

thn plz just tell me everything

n do not leave me alone

whn i hope to c u

i drink last sip of coffee

its bitter thn just now

i thk is the coffee i put at thr too long time alr

n i start imagine

if tonight

u are webcam with me

i think

just now tat sip of coffee

will b sweet for me

although its bitter

neck pain seriously

really tired

but u havent appear

again dissapointed

haiz

again n again

nvm la

going to used to it alr

^^

lets smile bah

=)

like what i write down thr

night dear

muakz

i miss u

That's why (You go Away)

haiz

again bad mood

not only myself

she too

dont know wat she thinking

dont knw wat she wan

sshe asking me not to treat her so gud

but if hw u wan me to treat bad 

to the person that im loving?

u r the one make me feel

n u r the 1 ask me to stop

but y i cant be the 1

to ask u to stop thinking others?

n the 1 who can knw everythings abt u

haiz

really make me confuse

but is i willing to

please

do not ask me to stop thinking abt it

and ask me to give up

u cant ask me to give up

cause that is my heart

i want to love that meanz i want

u can ask me to give up

but doesnt mean i must follow wat u say

suddenly think abt 1 song 

is old

but nice n meaningful

Baby want you tell me why there is sadness in your eyes
I don't wanna say goodbye to you
Love is one big illusion I should try to forget
But there is something left in my head

You're the one who set it up
Now you're the one to make it stop
I'm the one who's feeling lost right now
Now you want me to forget every little thing you said
But there is something left in my head

* CHORUS : I won't forget the way you're kissing
The feelings so strong were lasting for so long
But I'm not the man your heart is missing
That's why you go away I know

You were never satisfied no matter how I tried
Now you wanna say goodbye to me
Love is one big illusion I should try to forget
But there is something left in my head

Sitting here all alone in the middle of nowhere
Don't know which way to go
There is so much to say now between us
There ain't so much for you
There ain't so much for me anymore