i actually want to keep it deep inside my heart
to be a secret which no 1 will know abt it
but i really nid to shout out my feeling
blog is the best place to let me shout out
cause no body c
hopefully in the future
i will reread all the articles
and then i will smile
and felt that im better thn the time i was younger
cry-yer
acrtually the normal word is cryer
BUT TAT IS ANOTHER MEANING
wat to do
i just like to create new word
but wat i want to say is
im not the person who likes to cry
i duno who can listen to my shout
i duno who want to listen wat i felt
today in clas...
i not feel like want to talk to any body
although priya
although louisa
although crystal
although xin rou
i also dun feel want to talk with them
ya rite
i gt talk with shalina n kajol
but i think tat just a talk
but i really wan a person who can really listen to me
who can really teach me how can i do
to correct the mistake
to dissolve the mad-ness
which hide deep inside my heart
the whole day i just sit at my own place
doing maths
talking
al that
i duno wat im thinking
i duno wat is the thing that make me feel annouying n stress
i just feel very stress full
feel very annouying with wat my life going on
during recess or any free time
i alw talk with artisha temisha...
sumtimes aso priya
im vr jlus that their life is so nice n
dun hav the stres..
the happiness..
the childish
im trying to think or be the childish 1
but
i duno why
i alws will be the different 1
example
when the time i feel want to be serious
they feel like it is just a game
when the time they so serious
i will just feel that
they are so childish
i duno why
i just feel i cant
i cant
mix with them
although is temi or artisha
i will just sit beside
and act like im listening
but actually im thinking sum others thing
but i duno wat am i thinking
another
band
i feel tat im not suitable to take any jawatan
im just suitable to be the normal 1
members feel lik im makeing funwith them
im trying to be vr strick
but they feel lik im just plying with them
and then in the end i will just smile to them
tatz all
and sum of them feel i hate her
she is trying to tell me that im hate her
but i dint
i duno why she will feel like that
i just feel upset n dissapoited to myself
i duno wat i do
i feel im not suitable to take tis job any more
ya rite
for them
im gud in plying fast n loud beat
but for me
say the truth
im not gud at all
n knw how to ply
doesnt mean that and teach the junior
i really dun hav the passion
sum member they alw absent
and whn the time they come
and i nid to re-teach again
if i say i dunwan you to involve in concert
i can 100% comfirm
they will they sumbody
sumbody tell the president
n then the whole band knw
and thn president cum n talk to me
fierce aso cant
soft also cant
i reli feel want to kill myself
and ply songs
other member also dint get scold
n im the 1
as the percusion leader
alw get scold
im not dun like wat sir scolded me
ya maybe i alws ply to loud
n no feeling
but i alr enjoy the songs!!
deep inside my heart is singing the too
n he told me that i dint luk at him
but i alw dint ply with following the score
but...
maybe
im not wat i think
im not the 1 which suitable to be the leader
i dint felt want to cry
i just feel dissapoited n upset
to wat i did
wat i play
can any 1 help me to solve the problem?
lastly
dominic
i will swear
i will wait for u
until the day u saw me
or until the day i chg my heart
DOMINIC CHEAH SZE JEN
I LOVE YOU
