OutinG

outing with my beloved family

wakaka

go watch

Step-Up 3

唐山大地震

After Shock

first time seeing my mum cry

from the begining cry until the end

my sis aso cry la

but alr normal jor la

but sis cum n say i cold blooded

wat the

i gt touch la

tear gt cum out 1 drop d lae

but i touch deep inside my heart

haha

dont want to show

shy shy mah~~~

XD

2day makan alot lo

morning eat McD

+ 1 ice-cream

after watch 1 movie

eat sakae sushi

full until die jor

after watch another movie

eat another ice-cream more

want keep arh!!!

*but everytime drag n drag n drag....

 

wuwuuuuu

dear keep on cough arh!!!

sam tong...

T.T

wife???

wuu...

dear sick jor lae..

T.T

n im staying sooo far from her

i cant buy medicient for her

i cant do any thing

n i feel soo sorry to her

cuz i promise her that i will call her at night

n i ter-sleep alr

n my phone wake me

because of her msg..

n i wake up

is alr 12.30

i hate myself

i hate that im not around her

hate that i can be with her and force her

to drink water

to go see doctor

to rest

may god bless my husband

hope she can get well faster

just hope she can healthier

i miss u

nearer

erm....

realize im really fall on her

^^

i hope my choice is the correct 1

dear

no matter how others ask me to give up

i will stil continue to love u

i duno now my feeling to u gt until love or not

but now i just cant live without u

i just scare 1 day that u will leave me alone

i think im alr used to it

used to the day have u

not around me

at least in my imagination

seldom cry for a thing

but now

im alr cry for u 3 times...

haha

tatz meanz

u r vr important for me alr

haha

happy lo...

yeah~~~

the day meet u is getting nearer alr..

wakakaka

hopefully evrything is ok..

dun have problem

god bless~~~

i miss you

赖先生

赖安琪有个老婆
叫赖太太

冷

想你

去休息啦

没事

身边的人

不了解我的人

也不相信我的人

全部在叫我小心点

对

没错

他的确还在我心中

她也在你的心中

我很在乎他在你心中的位置

可是你却对我说

关于Dominic的是你不在乎

你也不想理

我不懂你的意思

你只会让我觉得你不在乎我

我懂

是我想太多

我真得不懂我在你心中的位置

我现在已用力地在挖

想把他从我心中挖出

把你种在那

在我心中发芽

我不要花

但我想要有像仙人掌那样长久的爱

像野草那样坚强

你问我我是否不喜欢你

我的答案很清楚了

如果我是不喜欢

一向爱面子的我

你说有可能会让别人那样讲我的男友而我却不出声吗？

如果我不喜欢你

我一定会在他们讲我过后的几天跟你提出分手

如果我不喜欢你

我就不会去求我姐帮忙

就只是要求她能让我跟你见一面

如果我不喜欢你

我就不会在他们讲你的时候那么的不爽

如果我不喜欢你

我就不会找借口来省钱

如果我不喜欢你

我就不会每天找借口要我自己晚点睡

如果我不喜欢你

我就不会在考试的时候

把电话贴在我耳边

只希望听到你的呼吸声

我想感谢你

你让我在我的人生里

添加了许多的笑容

或许有时添加了几滴眼泪

但我希望这是值得的

我不懂为什么

现在的我如此脆弱

但我愿意牺牲

别让别人说中

这只是个游戏

这只是的意外

我希望这不是梦

别让我不相信爱好吗？

别离开我好吗？

what the.....

what the heck!

ish!

evrytimessssss aso like that

whn the time computer suddenly gt problem

sure im the 1 using computer

f*uk

i duno y la

i just open the computer

n im alr feel something wrong

bcuz dun have the sound cuming out from the speaker

after that i go on the song

but nothing come out

i knw something wrong jor

go check my computer whether is the virus did this or not

but the function is ok

thn i go check update

i think is the program nid to update

i knw actually no nid to update aso nvm 1

but i just do it

i alr update the computer

not all the software

but at least gt over half of the computer

clean everything that is useless

but in the end nothing come out from the speaking

restart computer

also nothing come out

but gt 1 thing come out

is about the hardware thingy 1

i faster go install

but they say cant search the hardware

wat the

i plug out the speaker n plug in again

aso nothing come out

restart n restart

suddenly alex call

pick up

ask for help during chit chating for 15 minutes

thn she go back work jor

i alone their restart n restart

click here n there

try to use earphone

after that beh tahan

go call my beloved cousin for help

follow his instruction

aso cant work

suan

he said 2mr come for repair this stupid thing

feel vr thankful to him

arh!

sis cum back jor

get the eyes staring from her again

really want to dump the computer

exspecially the CPU!

T.T

breathless

haiz
i duno why
i become so weak now
bcuz of the little things than cry
i hate this
i hate to become weak
but i just duno why!
yes!
i wan to c u
i wan to met you
but
the god dun let me to c u
it makes alot of trouble
today
im really tired alr
i cant stop my tears any more
i duno wat can i do now
whenever i think abt this
i really cant stop my tears
trying to control myself
feel like want to call artisha
but
i dunwan
cuz they both sure wil fight
want to call others
but i dunwan to let others knw
haiz
sucks
i just want a peaceful life please
god
please
i dont want to leave her
i hope she wont say the word
i really want to be with her
not forever
but evryday

Try for YOU

Baby

we can fight like dogs we can fight like cats

a dirty laundry needs a laundry man

maybe the king and the queen should lay off the caffeine

Baby

breathe before you react

sometimes we do forget to behave

and we regret what we say

cause words are too weapons

if we don't choose'em carefully

ladies and gentlemen this is instrumental

if life's to be a bed of roses

i know i gave you everything you like

because you still give me butterflies

if we just try try try

just to be nice

then the world would be a better place for you and I

if we just live our lives

putting our differences aside

 

oh

that would be so beautiful to me

Are we just dangling in the middle of a galaxy

Well i'm stoked on gravity

To be stuck with you like flowers on the dew drops

Now let it in my direction

My direction is up when everybody's down

cause i don't mind being anybody's clown

I love a little lift cause i'm an optimistic

In an altruistic way

Cause basically this place is needing instruments of harmony

Spreading my philosophy of love and inspiration

Oh

these words I speak I commit to like a crime

with a rhythm i deliver i'm giving them a picture

of the reasons why

well it wouldn't cost a penny but could save so many lonely lives

from teary eyes

if we just try try try

to open up a can of understanding open up your heart

i'm just planting seeds

cause i believe

Black & White ?!

kaka

yesterday webcam with me fiance..

XD

firstly is using msn gae

but she cant c me orh

but i can see her

feeling like she very dissapointed

so fastter go download skype lo

luckly my computer very guai

listen to me

and line aso quite good

like 15 minutes than finished download jor

wakakaka

fastter install

sign up

log in

try to on webcam

YES!!

successfull alr..

we chat chat chat

until 2.45am

and my dear say i quite dark

and i say she very very fair!

i very gek sei arh!!!

wuuuuu

whr gt gf darker thn bf d..

yor..

suan liao

at the end lae

i take 1 photo

im touching the screen

but it seem like we r holding hand

wakakakakakaka

i know very sweat

but i very happy

and excited too

at the time

^^

need a whitening skin products alr...

miss you miss you...XD

muakz...

UseLesS

sometimes

i just feel im so useless

evrytimes

im the one make you angry

sometimes

i just want to know more about you

but im just overboard

and make you angry

sorry if i hurt you

my dearest alex

promise you i wont repeat the mistakes

love you

distance~~

realizing now adays

me n her

distance geting nearer and nearer

sometimes

i can feel that u r still gt feeling with her 1

but i knw

sure nid to give u sum times

to forget abt it

maybe myself too

sure i still gt a little bit feeling to him

but however

i just let it be

and trying my best to walk over it

creating a friendship in between me and him

and creating bridge in between me and my beloved 1

hopefully got 1 day

we can meet each other at the birdge their

hopefully wont leave each other

i can say i can be with you forever

cause future stuff

no one can know

i just hope that

i wont cry again

and u wont hurt again too..

no matter how short

or how long it would be

now i just hope that you wont leave me

and i wont leave you

can we promise each other?

u make me smile

=)

Cuka~

cuka lae..
in english call wat arh?
4get jor..
wateva

cuka lae
is a kind of sauce
that is sour
but alot ppl like it
its gud
and eat lo mee with it is very very nice
but i duno why lae
nowadays arh
ppl use it
as a word
that describe
JEALOUS

haha
can i say im always the 1 makan cuka lae?
i think my dear knew
n i think she is too
but she always makan silently
i feel la
dear arh dear
if u dun like me do something
please tell nia
i dont mind
cause if u always keep in side ur heart
is not gud for u
and me too
understand?

and dominic lae
for me is past jor
if can lae
i will talk to him soon
do not think too much!
did i ever tel u?
if u r not dare to talk to the person u love last time
and dont want to think about her/him anymore
that mean u are stil care abt her/him
face it
and create a realationship
is the better way
to let go..
always scare is just mean that u r care
c
the 'scare'word in side aso gt 'care' word
so
my dear
u knw wat i wanted to tell u la..

相公，您的娘子想你啦~
XD

=)

aiyor
i realize my blog all is abt my husband 1
haha
actually gt alot of thing i wanna write gae..
but hor..
too public jor not gud 1
=P

walao a
really fat jor
die die
very gek sim arh
but i cant alive without food..
X(
nak sing k
but duno who can teman nia
lalala
duno wat to write jor
cuz my mind all is my husband nia
XD
but i dunwan write arh!
ltr she very shuang there
wakakakaka
i knw angelia now is laughing jor

muakz
miss you

tired nia~~

evrydays
my dearest and i will chat until midnight
not so late
but at least 12++
im tired
i thk she is too
but im enjoying to hear her voice
sometimes
i really donm't know what can i do
cause
i want her to rest more
but in another way
i want hear her voice more
and
im not evrytimes can pick up her call
sorry arh my dear
make u so tired evryday
just talking to me
X(
and nowadays
i very got mood to study nia
the main point is
can hear her voice during study
but of cuz
i got study aso la..
wakakaka
and evrytimes
whn i nothing to do
i will be day dream there
thinking when the time she came to KL
where we should go
and what we should do
wanna take da tou tie with my dear
wna hug her when the 1st time i saw her
if can
i wanna hug her and sleep nia...
sure vr shuang 1
wakakakakaka
if it is possible
i hope we can live together
smile together
love each other
i cant say forever
cuz nothing can be forever

^^
i love your name
angelia tai ann chyi

^^

happy nya
i feel today me and my dear distance colser already lae..
i duno is i think too much or what
i feel im really fall in love with her jor..
how!!
is just few weeks nia~~
i scare if i happy until the top of the world
i will fall bck to hell again nia
i hope it can be forever
but i duno it can be or not
but i just wish to
Alex
i miss you