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Wednesday, March 30, 2011

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sad-nya~
u knw wad??!!
i heard sumthing
bt all of this make me down sangat
haha
cant accept it!
T.T

1st

last year after breaking up with alex
i'd being so lonely
no
should say i cant used to the loneliness
so i alw called lui n talk on the phone
for like 1 hour or more
btw
we both alw moless each other
XD
we both alw stick together
*even now
i mean in the scol la
n one day
lui told me tat
her mum tot i was a lesbian n im couple with lui!
DENGGGG!!

2nd
last year when genting with JALA n jin's jiu jiu
me n jin took sooo many pictures
n sum pic we just act like we r kissing
but
OBVIOUSLY WE R NOT!!!!
n 1 day ali's father saw our photos through fb
n he ask ali
AMELIA GAO GAY ARH??
DENGGGGGGGG
T.T

3rd
nowadays jin vr gud with LEE JIAN JIE
who is our badminton coach
n 1 day
he asked jin
HOW COME I CAN BE SO WITH U ALL(jal)
T.T
am i seen like so different??
wuuuwaaaaaaaa

nvm
i just face thr truth
T.T

finally i knw wat my image in others eyes
fine
suddenly feel like wan to cut back my hair now
because its useless
@@







Monday, March 28, 2011

'simply'


said wanna read bio
slowly become fb
slowly bcum watching show's video
slowly become learn the dance steps
*n u could not knw hwo smelly am i now
n slowly become updating blog
wahahaha
taufu! sry!!
XP

...............




你知道么?
我喜欢你笑的样子

你知道么?
我常常很想你

你知道么?
我清楚你的习惯

你知道么?
我记得你跟我说的话

你知道么?
我明白你的一个眼神、一句言外之意

你知道么?
我喜欢你认真的表情

你知道么?
在我心里你很棒

你知道么?
你是我的榜样

你知道么?
我保存了好多
关于你

你知道么?
我把你看得很重要

你知道么?
你说过的歌曲我都下载

你知道么?
那首歌
成了我的单曲循环

你知道么?
你讲的笑话
我背的比英语都牢

你知道么?
你不知道

好多 ……



即使很忙
依然想陪你

逛在街上
突然想起这个你喜欢吃
我总会突然想打个电话
想听听那熟悉的声音

我们不是恋爱的关系
却明白这比友谊特别
其实我们都明白
在我心里

很重要







meaningful?
=]






我给你靠




.

Saturday, March 26, 2011

Happiness


ytd
ah tukk sprained his left leg
=.=
is an accident
but if u do warm up
u will lower the percentage of injuring
dun blame the bad luck
if you kip thk tat ur back
u'll alw bad luck
thk positive la~
want competition jor
PBC want c WENJIE n GINWEI
take medal back d lae!!!
hahahaa
recover soon
pray for you
=P


ytd 2.00am slp
b4 slp check my phone n arrange something
n accidently press ALEX's number
n it automatically call
n i kip press end cal
it just cant work n lag thr
finally it end call
but suddenly
received a miss call msg from ALEX*my ex
0.0
so i call back her
she dint pick up
so i just leave it
n my phone rang
pick up
i just say sry bcuz i accidently press
she asked hw was my lfie going on
i said nt bad
*actauly i tell the same ans to everyone
n tell my short story
she asked me not to thk too much
n i said i didnt
i just let it go naturally
she said i alw imagine too much
yea i knw
but i'd controlling myself
but seriosuly
i nt thinking too much!
she had gf edi~
her life seem like going on very well
with happiness n joy
after end call
i feel nth
without jealousy or envy
just feel happy for her
hehe..
it means she is the past
but i thk for a moment
when will she feel happy to me?
hahaha
well
i'll show how happy n nice was my life soon
hahahahaha
 wateva la~
bcuz i love my life now
btw..
i feel now my life is nice n peace
with happiness
but
i just scare
the hurt n the tears with come after the happiness
yea it sure will come
n i just hope it dont cum so fast
let me enjoy more
smile more
laugh more
be more strong
tears give me weakness
n u knw
i hate being a weak person
actually most of the reason is because after breaking up with her
she taught me a lesson
be in a relationship after u'd fall n make sure
the one you loving love you too
n the fear of scare became weak is come from after breaking up
the feeling of lost
life like so emptiness
unmeaningful
and thx for JALA pull be back from it
thx for them make me at least work a little bit for PMR
if nt
i don't knw wat will i be now
hahahaa


the conclusion is
i alive with happiness
n the past really had passed
n i love the new life im being
=) 












*nt HER anymore

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

冷战


做人不要想太多
如果想要知道事实
请讲出来
问你想问的
若不想问或不敢问
就别问
问了过后
得到的答案就是答案
你说要好好讲
不要伤感情
我们没做什么
就只是你在那里想太多
给了答案
自己要开始冷战
我无话可说
因为是你要的
是你开始的
就由你来结束
因为我不想为这些无谓的东西烦
问我们想怎样
那我也想问你
你到底想我们怎样?
我们的性格就是这样
接受不到就别接受
生活好好的
就别拿事情来搞
若你需要
找工作不是问题
别每次把自己说到那么委屈
别每次把自己说到那么伟大
不管怎样他不是我爸爸
不管怎样我们还是不想和真正的爸爸联络
他要对我们怎么好他的事
很感谢但我不能为他做什么
我生来就是一副苦瓜脸
没有理由要我笑就不想笑
你们俩的事
你们开心就好
做人不要那么感情用事
这不会让人感到感触
只会让人反感
不管怎样你还是第三者
我们已经接受这个事实
也想要你在未来的日子过得开心些
不反抗并不代表不反感
反感并不代表讨厌
不讨厌并不代表喜欢
对他的感觉只是平常心
他怎样都是不忠心的男人
对你,对我们再怎么好
可能只是虚伪的表现
你们大人的世界别扯到年轻人的世界
你们开心
我们也开心


无言以对




Saturday, March 19, 2011

bad luck-nya~


today is a shinny day~


ytd badminton
vr vr vr bad luck
>.<
early in the morning
pack my bad everything
ready go out liao d
mum asked me to help her throw rubbish
okay lo~
b4 go out
i take my HL milk cum out
left like 1/4 like tat
n just drink it as my breakfast n lunch lu~
ahahaha
i use my left hand hug my HL
n use 1 finger hangging the rubbish
n right hand holding the key
whn i pass out the rubbish bin
i just throw wat i take at my right hand
BANG!
vr loud d sound
tat time i oni felf sumthing wrong
n i luk at both of my hand
my rubbish still here!!
but my key lost jor
i luk at the rubbish bin
MY KEY!!!!!!
sumore tat kind of rubbish bin is vr vr vr tall 1
until my shoulder like tat 1 lae
n lucky they just clean the rubbish bin
but thn stil gt abit bit liquid
duno wat lei gek
@@
i try to take
walao..
cant take!!!
suan liao
i put down my bag everything
n luk around
no ppl
k!
55!
half of my body go inside the rubbish bin !!!
deng!!!!!
damn smelly lae!!!!
arhgggggg
finally take it
i go back home
call my mum
ask her open the door let me in
wash hand n the key too
after tat i smelly my baju..
lucky tak ada smelly!!!
=.=

at badminton court
heng ask me ply b4 i start warm up
i ply lo
later oni warm
ltr wait till taufu cum oni warm sekali
ahahahaha
in the end
his warm up macam tak warm!!!
suan liao lu~
i warm sendiri
XD

after 10-12pm d badminton
walao
rm9
@@
pigi beli 100 plus
cum out
wan open tat time
let the bottle scratch dou!!!
walao
i ltr wan bok sat d lae!
T.T
i use my mouth to 'absorb' the dirt nia..
XP
why today so hak zai d!!
thn pigi bok sat alr
ahahahaa
1st time ply gun shoot game
wahhh
i vr za!!!
wj kip so high mark!
n our hand vr tired
n in the end
his hand skin cum out edi
=3=

as usual like tat ply badminton
just expensice sikit oni
>.<
thn keng gai keng till 6.15 oni san band
thn i sendiri take bus go back
walao
suddenly feel vr tired n takda energy
tadi tak ada pun
reach home 5 5 bath
thn pigi makan bak kut teh!!
after makan thn semangat jor
maybe is just nw bcuz of tak makan guaaa
nvm la
hahhaaa
thn slp lo..
actually wan slp till 11pm thn wake up ddt
in the end thn just slp till next morning
wake at 8am!
tak puas hati
slp back
10.30 oni wake up
next time dunwan slp so early jor
have been soo long nvr wake at 2pm alr
i wan pecah record d lae!!!
slp till 5pm!
last time my record is 4.40pm!
nw macam getting earlier n earlier bcuz of PBC!
XP
hahahaa


wan go out edi
bye~





pray for JAPAN~

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

JALA DAY!!!


DANG DANG DANG!!!!
THE 1ST JALA DAY!!!
*but thn this pic nt very nice >.<

badminton training in the morning
hmm
i love today's training
cause nt much ppl
ahahahaa
1 by 1 train
but thn i nid more practice for the foot steps nia
thn i ali's baba fetch us go jusco dulu
jin yang ddly
ask her dun take her bag
she stturborn dunwan thn take down
i asked her to give me let me bring back home ltr cum n take
she still dunwan
arhgggg
suan liao
dunwan to fight juga
hahahaa
thn me n lui go my house dulu
i bath bt lui dint cause she takda towel n i dunwan help her wash aso
XD
ahahahahaa
wat kind of heng dai is this??
XD
after tat take bus go jusco
went fun hei dei
rush makan lo
ahahahaa
n me n lui actually duno wat movie tiket they bought
ahahaha

BEASTLY

sei yeh!!
choose this kind of movie zuo mokk!!!
very romantic
can say is a real life of BEAUTY AND THE BEAST
this kind of movie better watch with bf  ma
really mou ngan tai
wan hug ppl aso cant
cause beside me lui lae
dunwan hug her
XD

after movie
thn choosing place for keng gai
i said fun hei dei
ali said xiao tian tian
thn scissors paper stone with lui lo
i win go fun hei dei
lui win go xiao tian tian
in the end lui win
pigi xiao tian tian
sit down
expect they'll order
in the end
THE 1 WHO ASK TO CUM ASO DUNWAN ORDER
wat the
i str8 stare them
after tat str8 stand up walk out
toward fun hei dei
PIGI JIAK SAI LA!!!
DUNWAN EAT THN I WA SI!!
arhgggg







disscuss abt PBC d event
conclusion
go jusco watch I AM NUMBER 4
after tat thn chg station go sm
cuz jusco dun hv place tat cn gv so many ppl sit together
ply true of dare
killer.....
sry la
traditional ma
if nt
we duno wat in door game we can ply jor
hahaa












after discuss
thn san band
cuz ali gt tuition
n lui aso nid take bus go back
nid time aso
if nt her mum dl thn gg!!

b4 back ss dulu

with timer..





with my professional holding camera skill....XD








thn chg place
cz wan more ss
in the restorant vr shy shy
XD
macam sakai je..
ahahahaa




jin said suka i wear like this
i normally nt wear like this mae??
@@
but thn
i really love this pants
XD

n semua org paka slippers n im the 1 wear sport shoes
sry nia
cuz i vr scare cold
although i alw the most warm blood among u all la
but thn once i get cold i will vr cold
n will sneeze non stop
wear sport shoes is to cover my toes to avoid the coldness in the cinema
haha
hand pun under the ass thn cn alr
XD





i suka face lui lae!!!
ahahaha
lui!!
profile pic!!
XD



n last shoot!


nt perfect
but thn is the last shoot
n dun hv the other 1
so cnt delete!!!
*n i luk damn fat in tis pic!!
>.<

after teman lui wait bus
thn balik rumah
tunggu pc...

ss aso
XD



thn pigi tidur..
cuz i knw i impossible take bck my pc in tis timing..

after wake up
wait again
cousin suddenly cum
deng
i dint pakai bra lae
n mum n sis dint remind me aso!!
denggg
XD
ahahahahahaa
sumore just wake up ma
thn talk talk
n gv my toy car with controller
to my nephew..
n ge mei liang lae
T.T
vr bu she de d lo
but thn i kip it aso useless
haizz
bye bye..
my darlingsss...
T.T


after they balik
wait pc again
ss again
XD



nowadays duno why
forehead damn lots of pimples!!
>.<
NGO JIT SAO HM DOU!!!
nt enough slp??
too pressure??
thk too much??
@@
arhgg
wateva
i just DISLIKE pimple
n nobody like!

to PBC
the 2nd event we do outdoor d
cuz indoor duno wat can we do aso
pigi ply kites, berkelah, ply water
XD
ahahahaha
thn i can ply my big big toy car
which can run vr vr vr fast
n i cnt ply tis at house
no place for me to ply aso
XD

n 2mr band practice le
T.T
tis holiday for me tak macam holiday pun
haiz
why i join band jek
>.<
leader yang macam ini........
..........
SRY LO~
leader no nid rest d mae
leader wont tired d mae
leader cnt lazy d mae
N UR LEADER MMG LAZY 1 LA!!
HAHAHAHHAA
but thn i prefer badminton training now
XD
although badminton training is much more tired thn band
but at least no nid to lead ppl
just enjoy the day lead by ppl
hahahahaa











*cause you're amazing








Monday, March 14, 2011

untitle


sis backed
n it change my life from abnormal become normal
haha
but i prefer abormal life seriously
T.T

reflash wat had happened last week
mum birthday
i read jin's blog
she spent 400 ringgit for the present for her mum
n cakes n celebration n everything
n sis called mum tat day night n sing out loud birthday through hp
me??
i nt feel guilty
just feel..
*duno how to describe the feel
maybe is guilty?
or others?
wateva, i duno
cause i dint even said a word to her
ahahaa
birthday only
nothing special
XD
she got her bf enough
i wish her silently enough
haha

holiday
*happening now
few like sooo empty
don't knw wat to do to spend the time
ds n ds
read book n read book
if im nt mistaken
the game>YOSHI ISLAND
*last post that i mentioned
have 6 level
each level u need to kill 2 kings
n the total maps of each level have 10 maps
*i duno u can und or not but wateva
im trying not to addicted with it
because i can get addicted easily
n will end it until i pass everything
so
i try not to ply too long
n just now ply until backbone pain
because i sit in a wrong position for sooo long
until pass the map i only move
@.@
macam orang tua

sis used pc for the whole day time
n i just use awhile for the evening
later 6pm gonna wake her up n let her ply back
T.T
n she watched SECRET GARDEN
秘密花园
which she left off from the episode 13 last year
duhh
whn she start watch i str8 on my ds
i dun like to watch love story
which is like this kind
over romantic that kind
because i dont want to think too much about it
because it's impossible happen in my life
don't want to be a dreamer
live as usual with the truth n reality
wahahaaa
sorry la
girls is like this
because i dont want to step back the past
wanna tried the feel of in a relationship
so just accept without love
in the end get nothing but feeling of guilty
lalalalalaaa
whatever
let it go naturally like what i said
hahaa
when it's the time to come
it will come automatically
if it's belongs to you
it will comes to u too
but if it's not belongs to you
u can't get a thing although u want it so much
lalalalalaa
*dont want to talk non-sense any more!




2mr is the JALA DAY!!
hahahaa
actually what we gonna do??
tak tau pun..
XD




06.53pm
i thk is the time to wake my sis now












*don't want to be a dreamer




Sunday, March 13, 2011

ALICIA KHOR CHEE YAN!!!

nahh
special for u la
ALICIA KHOR CHEE YAN!
for welcome u back la..
hahahaa

just come back than keep talking jor
the whole dinner have been chatting
seem like around us have nobody
hahahaa
telling ur LOVE stories
n i tell mine too

XD




n after u come back
keep listen to malay songs
=3=
but seriously
nt bad
XD
hahahahahaa
n sis introduced to me a song
called SATU MALAYSIA
which the song junwen just shared
ahahaha
so ngam
XD


a little boy that said she is the MOST lenglui among her friends 1
she song dao.....
XD



with the certificate..
ya la..
dun keep showing off abt ur
BEST GUN SHOOTER AWARD LA
if i go for it
i will win for all of the sections 1
XD
ahahaa
lalalalalalaa

should say my life chg back to normal or become abnormal??
i duno wat can i say la
hahaha
aso duno today flu is because of u too miss me or nt
ahahahaa
no nose let me wrab until injured jor
touch harder thn feel painful alr
>.<

i cant slp at ur place jor
i need to wait computer for u to finish use
n i'll get scold if i put too much stuff on ur piano
n i cant make my room become too messy alr
T.T
but thn i'll have a free add maths teacher alr
hahahahaa
bt thn i need physics more
hopefully u willing to sacrifice for me
XD

n after dinner
sis skype with kawan n talk secret
haiz
i pandai pandai balik bilik lo..
=3=


between
LEE CHONG WEI WON!!
*my pray gt use 1..
T.T
gam dong..
but my ex>>
koo kian kit n tan boon heong
haiz
dissapointed
have been so long dint c u both win again liao
T.T
wateva la
gambateh
XD
n thx wj for tellig the results!!
 wahahahaa

in room.....


ply YOSHI ISLAND.ds during waiting results!
wahahahaa
gamebody d YOSHI i'd pass jor
this seems like more challenging!!
n read this book too
bought long time but dint really read
n its abt after breaking up
the girl wanna to kill the guy
n trying to figure out the way to kill him
@.@
ya
scary
but nice
hahahaa
but thn
nowadays girl got so scary mou..
n sry im nt..
XD





time to slp
ply ds till too ci gek alr
hahaha
nose
dun sneeze jor
1 box of tissue had finished
n now u nid to go toilet n take the toilet roll liao
so be gud nose
dun sneeze
since u injured jor
*inner nose nt outer nose injured
















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