recall-ING

hmm..

seem lik tis year is goin to over

realize time go so fast now

n during tis year i felt

i hate tis year

its consider a year that always make me cry

but now

i think bck

i wont feel it any more

cuz the hurt make me grow

hmm...

recall..........

JANUARY

its was my birthday month

n i dun rmb whn it start

i couple with yvone

which is my ex

again

ya rite

she is a girl

a good singer

she love me

but i dont

but i just feel like wanna use her to forget about him

that guy name is dominic

i think some of u knw abt him

tat time i was still imature

cause i have been loving him since i was form 2

n he was lik a little child

who is just alive in games world

i started to feel lonely

and redo wat i did whn i was form 1

trying to couple

to make myself wont feel lonely

n i get together with her with no any feeling

i was trying to love her

but i cant

once i went tuition n i saw dominic

n i will just chg bck to the normal

sry ya

i plyed u

n thx for ur birthday present

which cost rm100

a big teddy bear

i lik it

but mum dun let me to hug it whn i slp cuz of my sensitive nose

sry tat i hurt u

as long u r ok now

=)

FEBRUARY

is going to CNY~

=)

i went bck to kampung during night time

which was a best time to back kampung

cause is nice to slp

hehe

but thn

this month i was being so freaking dark

bcuz of my beloved band

sports day is cuming soon

almost evryday stand under the sun n march

freaking tired

n i was carry the heaviest drum

QUAD

which is with 4 drums together

n i nid to ply it fast lik a octopus

ahaha

but i just enjoy it

but nt enjoy under the sun

n i get choosen for being a percussion leader

which is evryone cn expected

but i dun hope to be tat

wat i wan is just be my sis jawatan

who is a drum major

but thn

sumone is much more suitable to be tat

but im just jlus tat my sis cm play tat

n she dun really lik tat jawatan

n CNY

which is aso valentine's day

as usual

it passed with my single life

n 1st time my mum bough beer for CNY

like it

MARCH

hmm..

nth vr special

just is sports day...

almost evryday practice

is much more darker thn feb

n i compare to temi

who is my indian best friend

n im darker thn her..

n

in the whole band

i was the darkest..

even gt 1 indian girl aso

haiz

should i proud of it or wad lae?

cuz sum ppl wan dark aso cnt..

T.T

n i join lempar cakera

n lontar peluru,,

n i get lempar cakera 4th place

gt abit dissapointed

but thn at least i add some marks for my house

n congraz tat our house get 1st place

APRIL

hmm..

tis month i cried badly

cuz i lose merentas desa

which i target for so long

train myself for so long

reason is bcuz chg place...

i cn run long..

but nt fast

once i knw tat i lose it

i used towel to cover half or my face..

n i went to the place tat we gather..

n i sit on floor

n i really cry badly

whn back to scol

stil continue

dint eat at all

hmm..

2011's merentas desa

im coming for u

MAY

i started to feel wanna gv up to my percussionist

they seriously make me dissapointed

n concert is near

they attitue n attandence really make me feel duno wat can i do

started to feel guilty to all my senior

to sir

to the band

wat can i do now?

JUNE

is music month

kip promoting for band concert

as a publicity

kip go promote abt band concert during class

in the end

tat was a vr succesfull concert

which wont let those who dun really knw abt music 1 feel slpy

n in full seated!

thx for samantha

thx for wei qing

n thx for sir

n exspecially to band members

n aso ex senior's support

without u all

we cnt get this

we wont hv our 1st concert

^^

JULY

tis month actualy is just a normal month ya

but thn

i start couple with alex on tis month

cuz sumbody did sumthing

she spoiled evrything

including frenship in btw me n dominic

n this realtionship start with a game

bt thn

i just started to fall on her

but thn

evrytime i meet dominic

i still feel the same

trying my best to love alex more

n i rmb out annivesarry is on 21st of July

which is my 1st love

she from penang

she is a chef

she smoke

n she is artisha's ex

evryday talk with her through hp

with alex's subline

which actually belongs to artisha

AUGUST



we was sweet

we still the same

talk during midnight

acting like im studying

but 60% im talking to her

=P

but

she treat me getting colder n colder

we faught

n artisha appear

n some problem start

im envy

our friendship is goin to break

im still believing her tat time

n next month

she is coming to KL

SEPTEMBER

whn she cuming

she dun really goin to meet me

n she dun feel lik wanna meet me too

i felt

it was the time to end up tis relationship

i sms-ed

n u dint even ask why

ya rite

dun feel lik you loved me b4

it just a game

but

its nt a game for me

sry if i disturbed u

n thx for giving me a place

which is ur no.20 gf

n u came my 1st love

i lost my 1st love

i closed myself in my room

which is the room tat i alw talking to u

i dint cried

cuz my tears had dry

i listen to song

i plan to gv her a mashimaro doll

n i cnt gv it to her

since she dun even wan to meet me

i pass tat masshimaro to alicia to ask her to kip it 1st

since i dun feel lik wan to luk at it anymore

i plyed piano

i plyed a song which i practice for her bday for her bday

i rmb last time i ply is with joyfull

but i cnt feel the joy anymore

i feel nth

OCTOBER

pmr was soon

n i was trying nt to think abt it

ya

i did

i empty my mind for this month

but i fall in love with sudoku

so

i dint really study abt pmr

thk for JALA be with me

without u al

really hard to forget abt it

thz for rampas my sudoku whn i really fully addicted

so tat i at least study for sum subject

n pn chang!

*my geo teacher

thx for scolded me

thx for forcing me

so tat i cn

from tryer get E

n pmr i get B

ahaha

NOVEMBER

holidays was coming soon

n the last day of scol

is the day for band fairwell..

the whole november passed with my JALA

n starting to bcum MUI YAN again

went for interview

but

unsuccesfully

i dint get anything

tis month

i met u

n i fall on u

DECEMBER

full month with frens

sry to mum tat i leave u alone

bt

although i leave myself at home

u will leave me alone aso

i love u all

OLD FRIENDS GROUP

JALA

u all colored my holidays

tis was the best holidays i ever passed b4

its hurts

but

it shines too

whitout hurt

i wont be grow

i wont get experience

so

hope tat the net year will be a better year

with days with u all

*THIS YEAR, YOU ALL SAVE ME FROM TEARS



3 days~

3days

which is a very very fun days gone

3days dint went bck home

3days stay at louisa's house

3days have fun with all of my friends

who is very important for me

so

this post gonna be a very very long post

23rd of December 2010

start with tis pic..

the 1st day

went out with my beloved primary school friends

not as much as BBQ tat time..

but still vr fun!

b4 tat

i hv band practice

zz

actually i plan to skip half of the practice after take PMR result

who knw

my member just 2 cum!

it cant even take all the instruments down!!

is more worst than yesterday!

so

as my responsibility

i stayed

haiz

who call im PERCUSSION LEADER wor

haiz

tired d lo..

after dissmiss

i str8 run up with instrument

i sweated so freaking much

n i run out the scol

wait for bus cum!

go sm for do sumthing vr vr important

after run out from the sm

take bus go ck

*chow kit = ck

50 sens

from selayang to chow kit

tis is the good things wearing uniform

hiek hiek~

after tat take monorail

n go farenheit

sry ya

1st time went to this shopping mall which call FARENHEIT

feel the name so okward lo

XD

sang some songs

after tat start our games!

TA-DA~~

tis is....

sour +sweet+ salt+espresso +cappucino +nut+ udon

+ lemon +salad +chili+vegetables......

ahahaha

i aso forget the ingredients jor

=P

wei is the 1 most get drink 1

yee an lan yeng lik tat

wenjie vr high..

XD

during games~

ahaha

duno wat name

bt the 2nd game is call KILLER!

after tat

juan bck 1st

after tat syn yuan

thn san hui alr

sob sob

i dunwan so early go bck lae

TT

take monorail go ck 1st

n i oni saw

yee an 1st time wear sport shoes!!!

ahahaha

n sumore he cn tell me

ply badminton oni wear slipper d ma

lol

y his mind totally opposite of normall ppl 1??

zz

after tat i pui ben wait bus..

he gone

thn i wait rawang d bus go lui's house

walao

damn freaking lots of ppl lae

zz

lol

should i say luckly they ask me go earlier

cuz

bus drive soo slow

whn i reach rawang the sky is alr totally dark jor

night

i talk to lui

i slpt with lui

=)

talk until 6am

XD

ahahahahaaa

24th of December 2010

next day morning

zzz

i woke bcuz of too hot

her mum close the air cons n dint on the fan

zz

for lui is ok

BUT NO WAY FOR ME!

once i sweat

i will get mad liao

dint eat anything la

wake up thn go ply fb 1st

n really jlus of wei d lo..

get 3 tshirt man!!

1 of the tshirt aso duno who post to him 1

yerr

who can becum my santa??

T.T

n tat ppl is from rawang

n lui vr kelian

get yun wong by wei

XD

lui

if u lik him

can tel me gae

i help u do mui yan again la!

XP

ahahaha

after tat wan go tesco buy BBQ stuff

but girls are slow

so we start go out at 3pm ++

XD

biling balang....

finally done

reach home thn fastter vut meat all those stuff

freaking rush!

after tat jin n ali reach jor

i chg from white shirt to black

since my white shirt alr dirty

+ i dunwan to make it until more dirty

=)

we blow ballon for later wanna exchange present

realize im pro in blowing ballon n tieing aso

but 1 thing is

i scare the balloon burst!

i burst 1 which is i blow until too big

n another 1 ah gor sengaja za it whn i vr focusing on blowing ballon

T.T

hak sei ngo

i dun even dare to luk at the balloon whn sumbody wanna burst it

zzzz

my louisa

JIN

n ALICIA

forgive her

she dun dare to luk at camera

since she is the only 1 in JALA who dun SS at all!!

TAA-DAA~~

tis is JALA member

after tat wen t down BBQ+steamboat

tis is our 杰作

actually tis put at there from JIN

but she just leave it n ask me to take care of it

n i forget abt it

so bcum lik tat lo

黑白丸！

XD

sooo 'artistic'

ahahaha

 

after tat

start exchange present with bursting ballon

i ask alicia help me burst it...

n i stand far far thr

T.T

n start our spraying WAR~

XD

ahahaha

just bought 10 oni

finish in 15 minutes

XD

after tat we use tis!

balloon + water in it!

hiek hiek!

so in the end

we all get wet

countdown with throwing ballong to each others

sry to adults

for making u all wet abit aso

xp

my camera aso wet liao

make the scene aso abit blur

but ok la!

at least dint block the face

X)

after tat ply true or dare

just 4 ppl

no true la

cuz we alr knw each other secret

so is

ONLY DARE!

XD

ahahaha

jin get d dare is

tell wei tat present is she 1

since lui suddenly talk abt tis

xp

alicia get d dare

is take her own pic n put as profile pic in 1 week

lui 1 arh..

hm....

call jasper

n tell i love u to him

me lae

my dare is

went into the fridge with wet body

n stay inside 3 seconds

lol

tat fridge is lik 0 celcius negative negative d la

ahahaha

tat night

lui bring me go to the top of their house

at the roof there

we sit thr until 5am++

we talk

we laugh

we luk at the star

we feel the wind

feel the cold

n we yawn

n we slp together

25th of December 2010

.0

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart

But the very next day, You gave it away

This year, to save me from tears

I'll give it to someone special ....

yo!

MERRY CHRISTMAS HUMAN!

ahahaha

lol

actually

today was the 1st day i really gt celebrate christmas

normally

just slp at home

but tis year is vr special for me

n i really have fun for it

seriously

i love tis year

although go many things sad

so manythings lost

but

i just enjoy it

although it had hurt

but at least gain lots of experiences

thx JALA n OLD FRIENDS GROUP!

u all r being the important charater in a life now

i dont knw the future will stil the same or not

but now

at least i feel

u r are seriously important

the only thing can make smile n laugh from heart to heart

I LOVE YOU ALL!!

took by lui

zzz

im the last wake up 1

XD

sry

this is my habit

although wake at 12pm

it aso vr early for me

today when to sing k with LOW's family

just me n lui

n ba n ma

ahahaha

realize ba so lik to sing

nt bad la

sry lui

for making u soo tired

stil cn slp thr

u arh

waste money only

cum genting sing k slp???!!

ahahahaha

actually i nid to follow my cousin whn bck kl today

but suddenly uncle ask me to stay to cing for 2 hours more

n he will fetch me home

ok

i told my cousin

aftert tat

continue

suddenly mum called me pulak

n say no key for me to go bck

zzzz

i really zadao!

so i went to lui's house overnight i more night accidently

zzzz

paper underwear

XD

26th of December 2010

today actually i nid go bck 1

but thn

JALA ask me to go genting again

zzz

i no money 1 lae

they beg me

n lui say cn borrow money to me

n gv discount for me

aso duno true or nt 1

XD

in car

jin's 舅舅

just 25 nia

hvnt marry

ahahaha

he drive freaking fast

is my target to bcum lik him

from rawang to genting

30 minutes reach!

during lining up

on 'ship'

lol

nt scary at al..

XD

JALA!!!

during waiting roller coaster

sry

dint kiss dou la

just too bored manna take tis kind of pic

XD

st mary's girl is open minded!

alicia~

cool lae

girl

actually u can take pic d

try ss la

XP

sun so bright n warm

but the wind is cold 1

XD

i miss it

cuz full jor

nid to wait for the next round

so i help them take photo la

ahahaha

but the funny thing is

cuz gt 1 girl die thr

b4 we ride on it

we record wat we wan to say

ahahaha

as our 遗言

XD

lol

actually nt scary 1 la

maybe bcuz i grow up alr

zzz

next time go ts try tat theme park la

maybe will scary abit gua~

XD

after tat sit aside n rest

+ SS!

after tat we went out from the theme park

thn ready to go bck

but dun feel lik goin bck

cuz we havent really feel the cold air

so

舅舅 Bingor~

as a VIP

bring us go a VIP punya car park

go to the top

feel the cold

so high ~

thn we start ss la

so nice~

i sit on his car..

hm~~

no nice..

cuz impossible u wan me sit on adults d car bah..

1st..

my mum's my vi dun have butt 1..

XD

2nd

they sure vr sayang their car d ma

peace~~~

k

i duno wat to write jor

so long tis post

1st 1...

=P

conclusion

i have a nice days with friends

i love you all~

muakz!

*XX, i miss you lae!