Days n' Nights

yesterday dint really slp

i went to bed at 4am ++

but the situation

(overnite at my cousin's house)

i mean the air..

for me is abit dusty

so tat i kip on sneeze

n i use to slp..

most early aso 5am++

n i cnt fall in slp..

i went to living room

slp on cold floor..

tatz cold..but better

but in the end i dint slp..

i wait until my cousin bring his son go school

n i woke up..

i went  n bring his doggie out..

ply with him..

he seem lik wanna go out..n im finding sum string to tie it

but b4 i wanna tie..

he went out

n i dun even knw

i ran out quitely..

cuz dunwan to wake them up..

i was scared

scare tat he lost

n whn i ran out..he was just standing far their

n luking at me..

i ran their..

he ran to me too..

whn i hold him..

i almost cry..

cuz..

erm..

duno

just feel like..

scare...to lost him..

n i bring him go here n there

tis was the 1st time i bring dog out

ya rite

im noob

i dun really knw how to take care of a dog..

but im learning

n meng (another cousin)

said tat

im just lik

like dogs..

but its just awhile..

k

its okay

n i dun feel lik wanna ask ppl to give a dog..

i will just went and earn money to have it..

i said it tatz mean i REALLY mean it..

so i wont beg anyones anymore

although i really wish to

but i will just try my best n get my OWN 1

just feel like thx

to all of you who really scolded me

with reasonable reason

cuz u're just make me feel lik wanna live alone..

i mean use my only 1 strength

i mean myself without others

erm...

i believe i can do it

just tat i will feel guilty to mum

haiz

natural

JIN gone

i mean fly to australia for 1 month

no la

is just ALMOST 1 month

this month JALA becum ALA

nvm

jasper

u bcum JIN

thn bcum JALA alr

ahahahaha

hopefully australia gt another laptop or pc for her

cuz JIN alw is UPDATE n OUTDATE

XD

fun life with friends

i thinf if without love

i wont have any DOWN DAYS

nvm just let it be

cuz i wanna grow

haiz

hard to find husband alr

cuz i dun like childish guy..

i mean my partner

should be more mature thn me

n stronger thn me

haha

hopefully he is..

but anyway

i dint regret whn i knw im really falling for him

he is not really my type ..

but im just fall on you

LOUISA said

tat mean u really love..

ahaha

im proud of myself..

*i really mean it