the love

finally dominic n i talk back alr...its vr vr vr hapi n excited for me..although is just 1 word..nvm...
this few days..i chat back with chrissen...chrissen is my first love...we dint couple...we she was the first person which i love the most...n hurt the most aso...wateva...she cal me xiangqin...xiangqin is a love drama main character of the girl..n we both aso like it alot...n she say my atitue like the xiangqin so she cal me xiangqin...n she luk like the bf of the xiangqin...n in the drama...they both have married...so i sengaja cal her laogong...laogong meanz husband in english...n she accept alr la..n she cal me laopo(wife)...n it was fun...but i dunoy...i felt vr happy...n sweet aso..i aso duno y..i feel lik wan to together v her aso..a little bit meaning is just wan to couple v her..n i thk properly...how abt...dominic??ya..i really love dd aso...but i aso duno y..i will feel if i couple v dd...i feel vr cacat..but in oppesite...i feel if i couple v chrissen..i feel vr normal...izit bcuz i alive v girl..so tat i feel v girl normal...n the guy is like the special thing for me...so tat i feel couple v guy is vr cacat situation....i duno...ya rite...i aso love dominic...n deep inside my heart aso have the love to chrissen..its alr a mark...cant chg
ya rite..if really wan to balance which ppl i love the most...the ans is chrissen of cuz...when the moment i love chrissen...the feeling is like so true....the feeling just same like the coffee...is sweet n bitter too...n now let c dd...the feeling is lik just a puppy love to dominic...i duno...
not i contact v chrissen alr...n i vr less thk abt him any more..but aso gt miss la sure...just not so much like last time...i duno arh...just feel like aso wan be with dominic...n aso...wan couple v chrissen.....which 1 i must choose??