"leader"

this week...all form 3 go n study...no body lead percussion...who call all old member is form 3?!!!im the only 1 form 2 but im the old member..dania sure al me lead the new member..if not wan cal sarah wong mae..haiz..so i just follow wat dania say lo...but..unluckly...this week i sick alr...so dumb..no voice to lead..but finally i better alr..but i stil canot run...cuz gt asma wad..haiz..wateva la...just lead lo..i feel i really not suitable bcome the leader bah..or maybe i scare the new member will say i sombong..so not so dare to scold ppl...sucks...but finally they all knows how to play SJ1 alr...is alr done my job...BUT!yesterday...i saw hadaina n ask abt percussion..they say the next week aso wont come!!omg...i die alr lol....haiz...luckly im the normal member ...if not i really duno wat to do...but actually i hope to become a leader 1...but..better dun think about this kind of thing..if not all cry cry there..fight here fight there...better just do my own job bah...dun think too much..fastter over this week...no nid lead any more...