untitle

sis backed

n it change my life from abnormal become normal

haha

but i prefer abormal life seriously

T.T

reflash wat had happened last week

mum birthday

i read jin's blog

she spent 400 ringgit for the present for her mum

n cakes n celebration n everything

n sis called mum tat day night n sing out loud birthday through hp

me??

i nt feel guilty

just feel..

*duno how to describe the feel

maybe is guilty?

or others?
wateva, i duno

cause i dint even said a word to her

ahahaa

birthday only

nothing special

XD

she got her bf enough

i wish her silently enough

haha

holiday

*happening now

few like sooo empty

don't knw wat to do to spend the time

ds n ds

read book n read book

if im nt mistaken

the game>YOSHI ISLAND

*last post that i mentioned

have 6 level

each level u need to kill 2 kings

n the total maps of each level have 10 maps

*i duno u can und or not but wateva

im trying not to addicted with it

because i can get addicted easily

n will end it until i pass everything

so

i try not to ply too long

n just now ply until backbone pain

because i sit in a wrong position for sooo long

until pass the map i only move

@.@

macam orang tua

sis used pc for the whole day time

n i just use awhile for the evening

later 6pm gonna wake her up n let her ply back

T.T

n she watched SECRET GARDEN

秘密花园

which she left off from the episode 13 last year

duhh

whn she start watch i str8 on my ds

i dun like to watch love story

which is like this kind

over romantic that kind

because i dont want to think too much about it

because it's impossible happen in my life

don't want to be a dreamer

live as usual with the truth n reality

wahahaaa

sorry la

girls is like this

because i dont want to step back the past

wanna tried the feel of in a relationship

so just accept without love

in the end get nothing but feeling of guilty

lalalalalaaa

whatever

let it go naturally like what i said

hahaa

when it's the time to come

it will come automatically

if it's belongs to you

it will comes to u too

but if it's not belongs to you

u can't get a thing although u want it so much

lalalalalaa

*dont want to talk non-sense any more!

2mr is the JALA DAY!!

hahahaa

actually what we gonna do??

tak tau pun..

XD

06.53pm

i thk is the time to wake my sis now

*don't want to be a dreamer

ALICIA KHOR CHEE YAN!!!

nahh

special for u la

ALICIA KHOR CHEE YAN!

for welcome u back la..

hahahaa

just come back than keep talking jor

the whole dinner have been chatting

seem like around us have nobody

hahahaa

telling ur LOVE stories

n i tell mine too

XD

n after u come back

keep listen to malay songs

=3=

but seriously

nt bad

XD

hahahahahaa

n sis introduced to me a song

called SATU MALAYSIA

which the song junwen just shared

ahahaha

so ngam

XD

a little boy that said she is the MOST lenglui among her friends 1

she song dao.....

XD

with the certificate..

ya la..

dun keep showing off abt ur

BEST GUN SHOOTER AWARD LA

if i go for it

i will win for all of the sections 1

XD

ahahaa

lalalalalalaa

should say my life chg back to normal or become abnormal??

i duno wat can i say la

hahaha

aso duno today flu is because of u too miss me or nt

ahahahaa

no nose let me wrab until injured jor

touch harder thn feel painful alr

>.<

i cant slp at ur place jor

i need to wait computer for u to finish use

n i'll get scold if i put too much stuff on ur piano

n i cant make my room become too messy alr

T.T

but thn i'll have a free add maths teacher alr

hahahahaa

bt thn i need physics more

hopefully u willing to sacrifice for me

XD

n after dinner

sis skype with kawan n talk secret

haiz

i pandai pandai balik bilik lo..

=3=

between

LEE CHONG WEI WON!!

*my pray gt use 1..

T.T

gam dong..

but my ex>>

koo kian kit n tan boon heong

haiz

dissapointed

have been so long dint c u both win again liao

T.T

wateva la

gambateh

XD

n thx wj for tellig the results!!

 wahahahaa

in room.....

ply YOSHI ISLAND.ds during waiting results!

wahahahaa

gamebody d YOSHI i'd pass jor

this seems like more challenging!!

n read this book too

bought long time but dint really read

n its abt after breaking up

the girl wanna to kill the guy

n trying to figure out the way to kill him

@.@

ya

scary

but nice

hahahaa

but thn

nowadays girl got so scary mou..

n sry im nt..

XD

time to slp

ply ds till too ci gek alr

hahaha

nose

dun sneeze jor

1 box of tissue had finished

n now u nid to go toilet n take the toilet roll liao

so be gud nose

dun sneeze

since u injured jor

*inner nose nt outer nose injured

*here we go...

come with me...

GAME~~

DANG DANG DANG DANGG!!!

this is my long lost DS!

wahahaaa

last few days gt take it out n ply

bt thn ddt ganti it alr

so i put it back again

n today

bcuz of ACCIDENTSSSSSS

i take it out again

duhh

i addicted to it again

wahaahahahaha

ACCIDENT??

no la

its just a exaggerate adjective

夸张修此法!!

HAHAHA

today i sleep sooo damn sweet

n nice

n my dream 1st time can get an ending during week days

n have been 1st time i woke up myself

i felt wrong

*my door is closed

n i saw light from under the door

n i open..

woowww

so bright

i ask my mum

你又搞什么鬼哦

忘记调闹钟，嘻嘻……

WALAO

tat face she gave me make me feel lik.......*yan zhu~

duhh

i duno i should be happy or wat

but thn my 1st reaction is went back room

lie on bed again

try to continue my dream~

b4 start dreaming

the 1st thing i thk abt is

JALA gonna kill me tomorrow

n i thk they are talking bad abt me

n asking me go yak si la

bla bla bla

n band members

exspecially percussionist

hmm

actually tatz gud for u all aso la

gv u all training

n practice the day without a leader

wahahahaa

but

THAT'S NOT MY FAULT

SUE MY MUM

DUN SUE ME!

XD

ahahaha

i cnt fall slp again

slp too much jor

10am wake up

mum just give me money ask me to go makan down stair sendiri

thn went out jor

T^T

i check all the notifications

n wanna ply ddt awhile b4 i went down

BUT!!

canot~

DUHH

gym is repairing or updating sumthing

arhgg

so i pigi download a racing online game

slow nya~

so i went down makan

the set meal online available for afternoon!!

but i hungry liao lae

n dunwan to waste my time

so i pigi beli materials for italy mee d

no la

actually i c the shop gt wat thn take wat lo..

thn go back home

cook myself

wee~~

taste not bad

ddt stil cnt work

thn install~~

used up to 1..30+ to done this thing

sign up

login

DENG!!

TAK BOLEH PAKAI!!

i vr dl my pc jor

maple aso canot

my most love d SDO aso tak boleh

@#$%^&

N THIS ASO CANOT!!

JIAK SAI!!

until the day gt $$

im donna donate u to rumah anak yatim!!

XD

tak boleh tahan

1 tang cnt ply

so pigi 2 tang sign up..

deng zhu xin

aso dun lik

cuz vr low level

no money aso!

closed

n pigi cuci baju

walao

my badminton shirts make the basket damn smelly!!

@@

wan faint liao..

thn cum back

1 tang finally done!

pigi main

作战实验室!!

INTRODUCE BY 副本team~

walao

get so many 强化石

song song

*sry for those tak main ddt d

ahaha

n tired liao..

pigi main nds

MARIO KART

target>>get every race STAR RANK

working..

*even now

thn pigi tidur~

wake up

makan

ddt

keep lose jor!!

ply 10 rounds

10 rounds lose!!

pigi fu ben

kip tio kick!!

walao

i 21 jor lae

sumore is just pogu normal je

ASO TIO KICK??!!

T^T

heart broken liao..

n ask for wenjie help..

XD

ahahahahahahaa

song song

n thx to ah shen aso

=P

after everyone slp liao

nds time

SOMEBODY dun let me kip fit n ply ddt

okay lo..

nds~

1st okay okay

get wat i want

but!!

got 1 race i get A RANK ??!!

WALAO!!!

ming ming all get 1st place d wor??!!

why A RANK??!!

NGO JIT SAO 5 DOU!!!

mou ngan tai

close mechine

tulis post ini

wahahahaa

2.19am~

if dint slp

will tio scold jor

haha

byee

这隔膜 这障碍 甩掉不留

才能有 空间去 拥抱交流

营养爱 要适当 关心问候

要不然 後悔也 只能泪流

多余的 无益的 甩掉别留

爱需要 时间为 彼此加油

健康的 爱才能 走到永久

温馨的 互动是 第一需求

*请跟我 走走走.....

 

跟我 跟我 一直走 一直走

一直走到 能牵手的瘦

weakness = useless

again

i being so useless now

saturday

i thought before for absent from school for monday

to excape the essembly

becasue it is the day giving the medals to the winners

but than

that day

means today

is a bio day with experiment

and band too

n during sunday

i thought im okay

i'd give up everything and let go

but it wasn't

today my tears just flow out automatically

they are just announcing the name list of the winners!

n the tears had already flowing inside my eyes

what a bull shit am i?!!!

b4 the ceremony of giving medals start

i trying to smile during others presentation

make myself calm down

n not to thk abt it

i want myself to control n control

but

just during junior group

my nose started to feel sour

tears start flowing

until seniors

i close my eyes

and try not to hear anything

i close my eyes

although the tears still dropping

because i knw myself cant control anymore

as long nobody see

i dont know ali saw or not

others saw or not

i just let my head down

take off my specs

closing my eyes

hope this reaction can stop the tears flowing out

but obviously it can't work

duhh

why am i being so useless now?!

ya rite

like how others said

its just a competition

have winners n losers

n im the losers

n is the time learn

to give up something that is not belongs to me

n something that is totally impossible happen in my life

nt giving up for love or others thing

its just a simple thing

i just dun WHY am i being so inflexible n desprate for it

i should be happy for my darlings that win it

but i just no energy to clap for them

even showing the fake smile

actually i want to talk abt it n congraz them

but

i just cant do that

i hate this kind of attitue

being jealousy n envy??!!!

i always can't do that

ever

but why am i just being such a stupid useless human being

WHY CANT YOU JUST FACE THE TRUTH?!

see see

see see see!!!!

just writing a post

n nose feeling sour now?!

i just hate myself being so weak

hate it

ever n ever

i hate it!!

please

i dunwan to hate myself

seriously

Take care~

just now clean my so call 书房

not clean stil gt dust

but is much more neat than last time

double neat!

duhh

actually i dunwan to

but my mum wan me to

for wat?!

welcome my sister back to the SWEET HOME

which is the next sunday

i just nw oni realize

duhh

i'd been used the day being alone at house

n next sunday is the day ALICIA KHOR back home

no la

nt saying i hate u sis

i damn love u 1 k! XD

just tat now i really can life without anyone

n i'd already used to the day being alone

welcome u la welcome u la

XD

just now ask my mum bring me go shopping next sunday

she said need to go wangsa maju thr bring my sis back

n i ask her dun bring me go

cuz

i lazy n dun feel lik wan to step out the house on sunday

without any reason

*n need to wake up earlier if im nt mistaken!

n she scold me

U VERY HATE UR SIS MAE??!

yerrr

mummy arh

why u soo ddly d

i just dunwan to be sooo dramtic ma

n saying

JIE!!!I MISS U SOO DAMN FREAKING MUCH LAE!!

duhh

tatz nt my style

n after bring my sis

thn go home

wats the reason i go ??

she reach home alr aso will c me wad

ala

cincai la

go thn go lo

dunwan to explain n talk so much

btw

jie~~teach me physic n add maths

i need you lae..

hopefully u will teach me PROPERLY

n dun say u're NOT REMEBER!

IF NOT DL U!!

XD

n next next sunday

gathering

ppl..

go la

k???

YEE AN

JUAN

GINWEI

WENJIE

BILLY

MICHEAL

MAX

BEN

CHAI

N EXSPECIALLY TO TENG!!

teng arh teng

i duno u gt read my bloggie or not la

but thn just wan to tell u

u tot u quit ofg thn cn quit mae

at the cover seems lik u're quit

but in OUR heart u're not

u're stil the EX-KHEOW BIN'S STUDENT!

XD

ahahahahaa

sorry for being soo overbearing

BUT TATS ME

WAHAHAHAHA

so if u absent for this event

DL U 99!!!

no

is to every OFG members!!!

haha

haiz

family problem now

*it alws be

duhh

i'd used to the day without father

n i dun nid him aso

im nt being selfish or bad child

nt hate him

just tat dunwan him to get into my life anymore

he is annoying

useless man

duhh

im just telling the truth

i'd almost 2 years never see u

alw whn the time u call

it annoyed me

so i prefer dunwan to see u

even for the 100++ angpow

2 years dint take angpow from u

*include this year

dun need aso

mum having bf n she is enjoying her life now

n u called her

n said tat she leave him n enjoy after he'd in disaster

duhh

u have ur own wife alr thn shut up

u have 3 sons too

being poor abit thn is disaster??

thn meaning tat im in the disaster since i was born?????!!

im ur daughter so what??

a 9 years old child can wear a spec which cost 1000+

n chging every year

n ur daugter just wan a yonex racquet

u said u had no money

somemore whn the time i asked to is whn the time i was primary scol!

u can simply buy a cheap 1 or fake 1 for me

better thn said u hv u no money

n in the other side u're keep wasting money soo much

showing off here n there

wanna let ppl knw tat u're boss

but actually u duno everything

n in the end ur shop had bankrupt

because of no workers who got experience

ya this is the past

n now seems lik u're in a disaster but actually is just normal

n now i just hoping u can just leave my mum

let her being enjoy n fun in the rest of her life

treat ur sons as good as posible

enjoy ur life

n mum, sis n i will enjoy ourselve too

dun call me

dun call my sis

dun call my mum too!

sending wishes during the red-letter day is accepteble 

but seriously

dont make ur image in mind geting worst n worst please

i'll be very thankfull to you

very very thankful

*take care la you

useless

seriosuly

i hate myself

i get nothing again

n those who normally will get place

they dint get too

i thk

this year challengers is too much

wateva

i just feel myself useless again

again n AGAIN

but

i knew i wont get

i cried silently after i run

i sit at the corner

dun feel lik crying

but tears just drop from my eyes

i was hungry

but dun feel like eating anything

sry my buddies

when the time i being silent

n without a smile on my face

actually im calming myself down

controling

i mean when the time at SM

dun wan to embarressing u all

n my image too

wahaha

just trying to be strong

n doing everything without any body's help

lost make me feel myself weak

n i just hate when the time i feel im weak

but i am weak

so forgive me to be target too high

or target something that is impossible

10.41pm

im slpy actually

but just feel like dunwan to slp

n im in the house alone

quiet

n so silent

love the time im being alone

but i just feel lik wan to hug somebody

cause sometimes im just tiring for being too protective

or should say

being a fake strong

wateva

just get used to it

cause i dont feel lik wan lean on others

nt bcuz of trustable or not

but just dunwan to be troublesome

wateva

anyway

i have a great badminton day

always

im nth gud at

but thn badminton can make me feel at least abit better

wateva

normal but useless

wahahaa

time to go on bed

i thk i will fall in slp very fast

n just hopefully i wont get a nightmare

dont worry

next year it wont be happen again

i dunwan to give up

but seems lik it wan me to give up

wateva

i dun care anymore

and i dunwan to care n think too

slp

peaceful life

be with me

always forever

n ever

wahahaa

night

*i think i'd fall

on you...

EXCITED!!!!!

lalalalaaa....

tomorrow is the day!!!

MERENTAS DESA!!

which is the day i waiting for soooo long

wahahahaa

hope everything will be okay

my respiratory system can work well as usual

no sneezing

no nose stucking

take a deeeep breath~~~

hahahaa

and very happy

we end latest by 9.30

so we can go for the 10am badminton jor!!

wahahahaa

1st time 10am jala can go badminton together

ahahaha

cause lui takda training tat day!!!

cuz teacher lazy

XD

ahahahaaa

being lazy can make ppl feel happy sometimes

ahahahahahahahaha

seriosuly

i very excited for the next day!

i mean tomorrow la

i dunoe i can get top 5 or not

but i think i can

i mean at least above 30

lalalalalaa

i duwan to repeat anymore

T.T

my lovely dearest badminton gang n jala too

if really top 5

order something cheaper nia

i going to bengkrap jor

but i will keep my promise 1

=)

lalalalalalaa

excited excited!!!

buahahahahahahahhahaaa

god bless me god bless me

i love you i love you

dun become a dream

please please

willing to sacrifice everything

for the tomorrow

nt more

above 30 really statisfice jor

=D

GOD BLESS ME

*BLUR~

25 minutes...X)

just simply put this picture

nothing special

wee

today quite statisfied

improved 5 minutes!!

XD

run 4km with 25 minutes

okay la

at least it start from twenty-

ytd didnt take a nap on evening

so today damn tired
terslp at sejarah

kena scold pulak

T.T

realize i'd used to take a nap

if nt the next day i will be tired

ermmm

izit a gud thing or a bad thing??

wateva

as long i wont slp in class enough

take a nap everyday thn everyday
lalalalalaa

just now band time

scolded my percussion members again

=)

darlings

giving u all some pressure is good for you

play the time when u CAN ply

enjoy whn the time we CAN enjoy

serious when the time u NEED to serious

but 1 thing

you need to behave yourself, ALWAYS

band concert is nearer

btw

we havent start our essemble yet

but drum solo

is almost half we'd done

just need more practice

so

rmb the basic

dun complain n absent

because u r the band member

n u cant reach the level

so u have no right to absent

otherwise u can just leave

wahahaa

i thk i talking too much abt

XD

going to bath now

n take a nap

until...

9pm?

anything la

haha

*Love to be Loved by YOU

I MEAN IT!!

being so damn freaking hot n sweaty now

but just feel lazy for bath

wahahahaa

dun say me dirty or lazy

or both

cuz i need to wait the sweat dry 1st

than only i can when for bath

if nt will sick 1 lae~

XD

*actually it's just an excuse

wahahaa

yesterday

went for my 1st mission:

jogging for 4km

n i assume tat i cn run for it with 20 minutes

but i used 30 minutes to finish it

T.T

WEDNESDAY!

im gonna reach my target

although i cant breath!!!

*if possible, try my best la

lalalalalalalala

duhh

u knw wat?!

ytd

i take a nap at 7pm+ after bath

n i gt ask wj to wake me up at 8.30pm

n u knw wat time i woke up??!

6.00AM!!!!

DAMN IT!!

when this morning

i woke by my mother

n i tot its just maybe lik 8pm or wat

but i just feel sumthing wrong

so im searching for my hp which i put on the table b4 i slept

for luk for the time

n the hp is nt on the table!

i luk at the floor

maybe i ter-bang the table n it drop on the floor

but nothing!

so i was

sei lo!

n i searching for my hp

its on my bed

beside my pillow

luk at the time

6.03AM!!!

i was like

AGAIN!!

gt msg from wj:

u stil continue slp arh??

huh??!

he gt wake me up mae?!

i checked the call list

WONG WEN JIE

28 FEBRUARY 2011

8.45PM

*i put everybody name as full name d...xp

DENGGGGGG!!

its nt miss call

i gt pick it up!!

but i dun even rmb i gt pick up the phone!!

dint even rmb i gt touch the hp aso!!

DAMNN

got ghost jor

@@

i wan to wash cloth aso cnt jor

wan to do revision for bio aso cant!

arhggg

T.T

n today

JALA

our 1st badminton training

no

should say 1st training for jin n i

ahahahaaa

kedua-dua orang itu ada train b4 1

n conclusion

I VERY LAN CHOU!!!!!

T.T

JAL not bad

all gt future 1

*you qian tu

XD

aahahahahahaa

only me

SUCKS LIKE HELL!!!

saturday i wanna ply madly non stop!!

>.<

btw

IM GONNA WIN FOR

MERENTAS DESA!!!!!

MY LOVELY BADMINTON GANG!

WAIT MY GOOD NEWS!

IF ABOVE 5 PLACE

*mean 1 - 5

I BELANJA MAKAN SNOWFLAKES!!!

WAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAA

bt i will try my very very very very very very best

to get tat!!

although i nid to belanja!

wahahahaaa

wait my gud news la!

hahahaha

XD

i said it

n i mean it!

*guilty....