HCNY*1

i think most of you all

dun knw wat is

HCNY

the meaning of it is

happy chinese new year

haha

wateva la..

actually

this year cni is not so special

 and aso not intresting la..

but at least happy lo..

b4 go back

my mum bring me n my sis go SM buy

BRA

haha..

normaly my mum will buy new bra first

but duno y

this year

buy bra last..

XP

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after done al that

i went go to home

done all the largage

b4 i wen out home

i burn a CD with al the sings i like

thn go out alr

and the car there..

my sis sakai wan to bring her maice to practice

so she hug the maice n slp la..

wateva

this time the way back to kampung vr nice

cuz at night

\nice to slp..

XD

after that

al the way slp slp slp

i think bcuz slping..

so felt the time gone fastter..

so nice to slp in car la..

XD

the next morning

i said i wanted to jogging

but lastly

im the last to wake up

aiyor..

i nid ppl to force me mah

wat to do..

and actually hor..

i can slp more late 1..

is bcuz of  my cousin came la..

the kids all wi wi wa wa

so i just wake up lo..

until the afternoon

damn freaking hot lae!!!

>.<

we start played cards with money..

i got lose aso got win la..

wateva la..

nite..

then we start our steamboat la.

love the tomyam la..

if got crab and more tomato..

and dory fish aso

thn will be more better...

^.^

until half of the dinner

i mean the steamboat party..

suddenly no electric..

but the toilet light are stil on

the adults said

evry year like tat la..

not enough electric

we still continue eating

but freaking hot

sumore after drink the yummy soup...

sure sweat alot 1 la..

but hor..

i aso duno y la..

living room there

the fan is stil on..

just the light cant..

gek sei

but finally

on back alr..

congratz..

=]

the next day

is sunday

the valentine's day

i dint think abt dominic..

and i aso try not to think abt it too..

cuz i scare i suddeny crazy

go n sms him said that i love him..

i try to not think abt him on that day..

u knw d la..

i will be a crazy human/woman

when i fall in love

but actually i also hope to told him..

and wiah he will tell me also..

but i don't know why..

that was the

MISSION IMPOSSIBLE

for cubid

am i rite??

tat day til like the same..

ply cards with money

and

FINGERS

fingers mean..

use nothing to play..

lose alr thn cut fingers

(just jokes la)

but lastly

i sure gt win some money

but..

my cousin lae..

*cough

he lose until nid to gv bck my aunt rm 20++

n his dad start scolding

a bad nite for him la..

erm..

is late now..

i thk i should off alr

ltr let my mum smack

just let u c sum photo

hope u enjoy my article

steven ny chong thiam

*my cousin

my cousin too..

an army

i feel he slp until vr funny la..

slp aso nid to disiplin ??

i knw she

WILL

KILL

me..

so

love me thn keep quite..

all slp..

cuz too hot

no 1 wan to ply with me..

so ss la..

XD

 

the cute 1

love him la..

i want to eat him alr

my simple new clothes..

wateva..

will be continue in the future..

XP

tired

im tired
i wanted to rest
can i?

the sport day is nearer alr..
n the scol chg the date to more early
su*k
i thk i had injured or over sport alr
evry times i after training (band)
n i sit down..
my foot will pain
walk aso pain..
even stand aso
n evry time i wake up at the morning..
my shoulder*the part i carry drum
will vr pain
even when i sneeze..
will more pain..
my eyes bag is gettong darker
bigger
n my skin aso darker and more bad aso
vr tired..
evry day i came to scol..
i wanted to slp
but until saturday..
i want to go metro politan run..
i wan to b an atitlit
i wan to run faster..
although i knw i wont get champion..
but i want to..
i want to rest
n i want ot train myself..
which 1 i nid to choose?
n sport day is getting closer.
if i not start train myself now...
i will not b choosen
even reserved aso impossible...
n saturday n sunday
i nid to work at night
i dun want to continue work actually
but i also not dare to told boss..
1st is not enough ppl
second is i dun want to leave my fren lo..
i mean xiang n fei n others aso..
i duno la..

im tired
i wanted to rest
can i?

ajk

if im not mistaken
is this wednesday
samantha told us the ajk list..
n my sis had told me b4 my jawatan is vr normal..
evry body can guess aso
n artisha 1 is vr shock..
n i can guess i comfirm is percussionist leader d lo..
1st is bcuz dania wanted to quit alr..
2nd is dun hv other girl in percussion is form 3.
n artisha 1 ..
either is disiplin misstress or conductor lo..
n i aso can say i guess al correct alr
whn i knw i get the jawatan..
im not shock
im not suprise
im not so happy as wat i think
cuz
i not felt that is bcuz of my talent so they choosen me..
ya
i last time wanted this job aso..
but
just for sum times..
the real jawatan i wanted is drum major/band major...
i love mace*if im not mistaken..i thk is speel lik tat
i knw is impossible..
but i really wanted it..
but wat to do..
im not enough gud..
sumtimes gt abit jlus my sis n beh aso
n i sum times i realy wan to smack my sis
cuz she didnt did her job
i mean train her teknik to ply the mace..
n she even is weak thn mine
haiz..
evrytime aso lik tat..
sis dun like her job..
but i lik it..
human being is like tat d lo..
wat u can get is not gud..
wat u dun hav is gud..
concert is going nearer n nearer..
i will start train my percussionist vr seriously..
n i hope them can be more better thn me
stronger thn me
i will teach them the way i train myself..
but the problem is..
they feel 40 times pumping is too much
wat to do..
i at least aso want 50++ only will feel tired
hope they wont die la..
percussionist gambateh la..
god bless us

dream??

i had tolde crystal that i couple with dominic
some of my fren thn blive la...
but some of them aso not believe ..
cuz if i reali together with him...
i will be vr gila n crazy..
n the truth is..
i dint..
not i fake..
not i got mental problem..
not i getik..
is bcuz i just wan crystal told her mr n what she feel to him..
bcuz ..
i felt nicholas like her too..
wateva la..
i knw it was vr fake..
n is really a fake story..
just a lie..
but i hope it can bcum true..
frens..
sry is i lie u..
bt i reli wanted to knw..
dominic..
do u like me??

UPNM

pnm lae..

is a...

i forget the full name of it alr..

but its a universiti for the army of malaysia..

and my cousin join it..

and today is his graduation ceremony

early in the morning...

i thk we 4 or 5 am wake up la..

to ready

after that thiam(cousin) fetch us go to the upnm

vr tired..

but wat to do..

thn reach thr alr lo..

there are freaking big lae!!!

if i simply walk around it..

i thk i will comfirmly lost!!

and then we went to the stadium

on the way..

i saw pancaragam..

but they are wearing baju melaju..

gt a little bit weird..

but their snare drum is at the side 1..

my sis say tat was the real snare..

n the tuba is like a snake 'wrap' around the members body..

damn yeng..

but their uniform lae..

*cough

at stadium..

one of them is my cousin orhx!

the cacat pancaragam with baju melayu

after watch alr..

thn we go out of the stadium n wait for the bus

vr slow..

so we walk lo..

for young 1 is ok

but stil gt the elder 1..

sumore under the sun...

kesian...

watever la..

thn go mamak stall eat lo..

this is jason 1..

my 'future' cousin's son

thn he buy this from a shop la..

thn i too sien take n ply..

c!!!

geng anot...

XD

bcuz of the duno wat asistant agung arh!

thn we cnt go in the camp

fu*k lo!

not say satu malaysia mae..

b4 this

alr tel us chinese must whr baju kurung aso

yak si la..

say satu malaysia..

lastly thn..

haiz..

fu*k m'sia lo..

thn wat to do..

wait at the side of the road..

nth to do

ss lo..

XD

suddenly gt icecream car cum

sure buy lo..

hot until wan die liao lae

not buy is sot d

the sakai 1..

xp

i thk the string aso wan patah alr

hehe...

i aso sama shj..

XD

young aso ss gae...

this is jason

my cousin..

i curi take 1..

cuz he dun like to take picture..

but actually he quite handsome d..

just duno how to 'decorate' hiself oni..

haha

white color shirt d is my cousin

he is tentera darat

mean at floor d la..

XD

the blue 1 is his homemate

haha

he is tentera udara..

if im not mistaken la..

he freaking tall lo..

180++ aso gt liao lo..

watever la..

lazy to write alr..

the photo memory to large alr

nid to wait vr long..

at least 1minute..

so..

waiting another new article la..XD

fuck off!!! 凸

go away la
dont make me more hate you can or not
u say want me treat as a sister..
ok la
accept la..
fren th fren lo..
no nid to irritate me la..
i told you i dont want to read tat stupid book alr..
u stil gv me for wat
u no nid to sengaja tell me tat u wan to kill urself
u wan die thn die..
non of my buisness!!!
dun cum n find me again..
u make me more hate u thn last time!!
fuck off!!

complicated

i duno when

n i aso duno why

i acpeted her

and couple v her...

i duno what am i thinking..

al my fren dun lik her at al..

n i started to fel regret

and feel sory to her aso

i tot she knew i lik another guy

n i rmb i told her alr..

n she duno

i duno why she dint knw

maybe she not understand my meaning

n i heard she say nvr mind..

so i say 'yes'

n the problem started

n i aso duno wat she thinking..

she treat me vr gud..

i sneeze she aso help me buy vitamin c n wat fish oil

although i dun lik it at all..

but i  knw she is faling deeply n deeply..

n the moment she gave me the big present..

i felt thankful more thn happy..

and when the time i acept her

im bringing the ply ply feeling..

i dun knw she will be so seriuos..

i dun knw

she wanted to be with me last year..

tat time i oni knew i had did a very big mistaken

finalli break up

she ask to..

but i feel vr sry to her to hurt her again

i knw im doing a same mistake..

like last time wat i did..

i knw im childish when i went into the line of love

sry sry sry

we r not suitable

i knw it

but i ...

haiz..

u r rich like a princess..

im just a little girl n dun hv any thng..

wat u talk i feel u r showing off with me..

n wat u say ur mum did to u

i felt is u r childish sumtimes..

it more worst thn my fren

wateva...

is over alr

god

im lose

im wrong

i must follow ur plain n

walk the way u called me to walk..

n i promise..

i wont go to river at the side of the road...

i had fall in the river

n i had injured..

i will do wat u want me to do..

i will let it go naturaly

n wont did this mistake

forgive me..

just love dominic

maybe not forever..

but is now wat i reali wanted

n loved

i love dominic

i found the truth

i finally found wat i wanted..
im still love dominic..
not until deeply fall in love
i thk just like...
but is close to be love..
ya...
i like fei more thn xiang
but in 3 of them..
i will choose the younger thn me 1
he is dominic..
watever la..
i thk this year will go like normal
nothing chg..
cuz i thk dominic..
is not like wat i hope..
i thk in his heart gt others bah..
haha
i duno la..
maybe i thk too much..
i wont thk abt this in this year..
trying to be mature

my burn..
i mean my skin which burn by xiang..
he is not sengaja..
just ply oni la..
watever..
its geting well now..
but its aso geting ichi n ichi..
who can teach me the way to stop the ichines??

birthday is getting closer now..
i think the person which i wanted n loved..
is duno....
n he aso dunwan to knw it too..
reli hope tat he will say to me 'happy birthday'..
thatz enough for me now..
watever la..
not reli want the present..
just want this year to be a better year..
tat just my wish...
going to buy 2 new drums stick to myself for my birthday present..
hoping on tat day will hav any 1 to string along with me..
go to kepong jusco..
can say date gua..
i hope it was a date..
aso hope it can be a celebration..
i thk wont b celebration bcuz tat day i stil nid to work..
tatz the reason y i wan to choose jusco...

god bless me...
thanks..

new life

one night

i duno which night

i cant fall in sleep

i duno y

thn i think abt the triangle love la...

and i feel

i like fei more thn 2 of them

i knw i maybe is flower heart

or maybe just i havent meet that person

but

watever..

it was the feeling wat i feel now..

but he 2mr will go ns alr

and this night

i on my computer

hopefully can chat with him this night

but at last

he dint on

aso can say anythng gae

he 2mr aso nid to wake up early

although he dunwan to sleep

i think i aso will call him bah

and today

restoran vr bz

i mean the place i work

and he came

i dint talk to him actually

cuz i reli very bz

but luk at him thn ok le bah

haiz

i think i dun think too much better

it reli vr irritating

it chg myself alot

let it go naturally bah

and i think

single is the best bah

haha

although i reli wanted the only 1 person

sry dominic

sry xiang

and

aso nid to sry to fei

although i choose him if he want me

but

3 of them i aso will say no

cuz

i just hav 1 heart

if i confusing abt it

mean

im not reli love 1 of them

it just a missunderstand

scol going to start now..

im plaining to join

taekwondo

hopefully its not how my sis say

hope my quatz can ply properly for sport day

my basic skill can approve

n i aso plaining to be a class monitor..

XD

i just want to try la..

1st

i knw me

if i had a jawatan..

i will be vr disiplin

if like that

i will do all my hmw

be the best in class...

like tat

i thk my result will be better in pmr

just want to get better result

but i thk it was just a dream

cuz novody will choose me

bcuz they haven saw the leader of me

haha

watever

hope my 2010

will be peace and happy

god bless me

alamak...

mao mao,cherry,a boy,chibu,tiantian,mery,tuntun>>>workers..
XX,FF,dominic>>>>main characters now
kkk...story start...erm...1st...ya rite...i thk evrybody knw i love dominic...cuz i alw post in fb...n i thk like tat aso...i just feel that i like him...cuz i dint feel any guys wil make feel same v dd ...n after i work ....n the part time waiters..make me gt abit bit bah...i thk so...i just confusing now...mao mao n cherry told me...xx say like me...ff aso...but ff let xx take me...i duno la...ff is 17 now...next year go ns..i mean nasional service...it make me worry if i choose him i will miss him n cant c him like last time how i love chrissen...scare alr..~~...xx lae...erm...cant feel he wat wat me...n...i dun like a guy who speaking bad words alot..but he stil ok for me...n dominic...erm...he treat me cool like an ais...after he knw me i like him...
i like ff more act...although he not tall as i wanted...but...he going to leave me...erm..i mean for 3 months...n maybe we wont meet again...n...i scare i wil love a person which is nt beside me...haiz...i duno la...
ya...how abt dd??n after i knw they maybe likes me...i thk back la...izit i really love him as wat i thk??izit i really wanted him as wat i want??n the last time i miss him is at cameron highland...n not i automatic miss him...is bcuz of plying true or dare...n sumbody ask me abt tat..n tat nite is the last day i miss him...
i just let it go naturally...dun thk too much...