tired

im tired
i wanted to rest
can i?

the sport day is nearer alr..
n the scol chg the date to more early
su*k
i thk i had injured or over sport alr
evry times i after training (band)
n i sit down..
my foot will pain
walk aso pain..
even stand aso
n evry time i wake up at the morning..
my shoulder*the part i carry drum
will vr pain
even when i sneeze..
will more pain..
my eyes bag is gettong darker
bigger
n my skin aso darker and more bad aso
vr tired..
evry day i came to scol..
i wanted to slp
but until saturday..
i want to go metro politan run..
i wan to b an atitlit
i wan to run faster..
although i knw i wont get champion..
but i want to..
i want to rest
n i want ot train myself..
which 1 i nid to choose?
n sport day is getting closer.
if i not start train myself now...
i will not b choosen
even reserved aso impossible...
n saturday n sunday
i nid to work at night
i dun want to continue work actually
but i also not dare to told boss..
1st is not enough ppl
second is i dun want to leave my fren lo..
i mean xiang n fei n others aso..
i duno la..

im tired
i wanted to rest
can i?