Experiencing

working..

but blogging too

hmm

quite.....

stressful, but enjoy in this kind of life also

but

the thing that i scared of since before i start working 

was really happening now

i don't know what to do my dear

i hate the distance in between us

i hope you can join my new life too

but it seem like impossible now

being mature ?

being childish?

hmm

i feel myself being foolish now

real life isn't as easy as you see

the backstage is complicated 

and something is transparent like the air

you can't see 

you can't feel

but it's there

how about my study??

hmm...

study is just  a little part of life

once you step in the real world

you need to start from the bottom 

experience can't read from the books

and you won't know how the authors had passed the hardship in life

hence

the real success one they really seldom touch the books too

but now how i say

what i say

there will be nobody to understand