Happiness

ytd

ah tukk sprained his left leg

=.=

is an accident

but if u do warm up

u will lower the percentage of injuring

dun blame the bad luck

if you kip thk tat ur back

u'll alw bad luck

thk positive la~

want competition jor

PBC want c WENJIE n GINWEI

take medal back d lae!!!

hahahaa

recover soon

pray for you

=P

ytd 2.00am slp

b4 slp check my phone n arrange something

n accidently press ALEX's number

n it automatically call

n i kip press end cal

it just cant work n lag thr

finally it end call

but suddenly

received a miss call msg from ALEX*my ex

0.0

so i call back her

she dint pick up

so i just leave it

n my phone rang

pick up

i just say sry bcuz i accidently press

she asked hw was my lfie going on

i said nt bad

*actauly i tell the same ans to everyone

n tell my short story

she asked me not to thk too much

n i said i didnt

i just let it go naturally

she said i alw imagine too much

yea i knw

but i'd controlling myself

but seriosuly

i nt thinking too much!

she had gf edi~

her life seem like going on very well

with happiness n joy

after end call

i feel nth

without jealousy or envy

just feel happy for her

hehe..

it means she is the past

but i thk for a moment

when will she feel happy to me?

hahaha

well

i'll show how happy n nice was my life soon

hahahahaha

 wateva la~

bcuz i love my life now

btw..

i feel now my life is nice n peace

with happiness

but

i just scare

the hurt n the tears with come after the happiness

yea it sure will come

n i just hope it dont cum so fast

let me enjoy more

smile more

laugh more

be more strong

tears give me weakness

n u knw

i hate being a weak person

actually most of the reason is because after breaking up with her

she taught me a lesson

be in a relationship after u'd fall n make sure

the one you loving love you too

n the fear of scare became weak is come from after breaking up

the feeling of lost

life like so emptiness

unmeaningful

and thx for JALA pull be back from it

thx for them make me at least work a little bit for PMR

if nt

i don't knw wat will i be now

hahahaa

the conclusion is

i alive with happiness

n the past really had passed

n i love the new life im being

=) 

*nt HER anymore