On the way

no..

you don't know

wat's life going on now?

don't feel like think too much

just let it go naturally

let the feeling keep going on

don't feel like let it go

and no energy n times to waste on it

waste?

in my mind

at my age love is just a useless stuff

its just want to spent ur time

without it

life can't be colourful

i knew it

but

just feel like don't want to touch it anymore

scare?

no

i want it

than?

nothing

i just want to have a peaceful life

so i'm trying to forget about

trying to control myself

see how long i can i control

not to think about love

how to see?

see howlong i won't post about love on my blog

love

love love

love~

byee..

see you when i see you

february is coming

chinese new year is coming

and valentines is coming too

ahahahaha

what i gonna do with him?

chocolate?

duhh

i will finish it before it reach on his hand

XD

so

no need la~

waste money

no love

no love

......

hmm...

badminton

cn't alive without badminton now

my backbones

erm..

don't know

i thk is waist

is paining

i don't know where

when i more my waist is somewhere

i will feel pain

that's all

because of badminton?

no

because i played badminton on saturday

should be pain on sunday!

but i start pain on monday

which is after essembly

@_@

actually i'm still muscle pain

even though saturday i'm stil paining

but

i just feel lik want to touch my racket

play badminton madly

fall down..

okay la..

trying not to fall

my buttox was pain..

but my buttox get nothing in the end

but my knees get 'present'

blue black la

i mean bruise

but i still want to play la

why must u all koko on tuesday?!

which is the only day i'm free..

duhhhhhhhh

havent pack my bag yet

nowadays

i won't feel lazy or tired for doing something

but

only pack bag

keep stuff

arrange books

clean my room with putting my books back to the normal place

this kind of thing

i ONLY feel lazy for it

sports everything semangat

hmw n study okay

but cleaning..

aku benci!

XD

k la..

i will pack it

trying to chg my bad habit

being gud girl

as a training of being a gud wife in the future..

XD

JOKING!!!!

AHAHAHAAA

nites..

sweet dream..

*if i can, i love you forever

排行榜

不知为何

我好像没感觉了

不喜欢了？

应该把

厌倦了所谓的暗恋

厌倦了付出却得不到一丁点回报

或许这就是魔羯座

事业心强

发现

现在对我最重要的东西

一：学业

二：责任

三：感情

而在感情的排行

友情与亲情有着一样的位置

而爱情就排在最后面

所以

我允许你说我花心

允许你说我孩子气

因为

我也这么觉得

或许还没找到一个对的人

或许那个不是命中注定的人

不想和老天爷作对

所以我选择沉默

或许这是老天爷给我的挑战

或许这是老天爷要我放弃的讯号

我就跟随您想要的

所以我现在不想爱了

可是我没难过

所以

代表我以前的所为

只是一场游戏

朋友，别误会

*=）

Muscles~

muscle paining now

=3=

nt as pain as i expected..

sobb

u should say tat im crazy

is i feel more pain

i feel more successful..

XD

why i muscle pain?

ytd

jogging..

ran from 10th down to G floor

from G floor run to 25 floor ++

*i dint knw my condo have 26 ++ floors!

i assume tat i cn go the top of the condo

n luk to the ground from 25th floor

but

i dint

cuz i feel the door is locked..

so i dint continue run up

just ran down back

=3=

whn i ran down

i ran for 1 rround for each floor

until 10 floor i stop

just str8 ran to 2nd floor

which is a car park

i ran lik 5 or more rounds for 1st n 2nd floor

after tat from 1st floor ran up to 10th floor

duhh

realize my vital capacity is soooo weak

*肺活量's sciencetific word

the next day means today

gt a little bit pain

T^T

bt my muscle was hard

ok la

pass lo..

wan to train my vital capacity MORE!!

god bless for tis year merentas desa

duno cn top 10 or nt

but i nak!!

the next exercise day..

duno when la..

but thn wan add frog jump

pumping

sit up

tat day too tired liao

dint do dou

gek sei

USELESS 1!!

esok badminton..

WEEE~~~

*i hate pimples..

The Birthdays

hmm..

start from friday..

hahaa..

my birthday was cuming soon

so

JAL wan to gv me a suprise..

but really sry la..

im just too clever alr

or chould say im nt gud in acting?

xp

sry for spoilng u all's plan

ahahaha

but it had chg to a chit chat day

had long time ne never talk for so long with heart..

stil feel lik wan to talk although is alr vr late!

=)

2mr going to ISKL

which a ~

middle high school music band festival

n having concert on 16th of january

which is on my birthday

n 2mr they are goin to train us for the concert

but i slep at 2am..

tired...

15th january

i had spent lik..

15 ringgits for the food!!

k

their food is sooo nice

n soo many choices

its nt lik a sol canteen

but the price aso vr shocked

wat i mean is sooo expensive

sandwitches 4 ringgit

pizza 4 ringgit

a row sushi 6 ringgit

orange juice 2.50 ringgit

bla bla bla...

but really cnt stand al the food

fat girl...

as wat i thk

end at 5pm

reach scol at 6pm+

reach scol alr

mum still wan me to wait for her lik 15 minutes

for wat?

buy pizza..

DUHH

told u no nid alr la..

tell u the conclusion b4 the story start

im just too clever

i was trying to act lik

suprise!!

but

cnt la~~

haha

 k

gin wei called me 1st

ask me at whr go down bus la

bla bla bla..

after i told him lik few minutes

he suddenly sms me

eh..im nt going ..

==//

dong ngo lu lu

i just reply lo..

dun ply la..buy liao pizza

he said

stil gt lui, jin n ali ma

after tat dun feel lik replying jor..

hahaha

after few minutes

he miss call me

zzzzzz

ask him why

he dint reply..

lol..

n JAL called..

i went down n bring them up

lol..

tat jin alw act clever 1..

luckly gt listen to lui

if nt 3 of u really ma fan ppl jor..

ahahahaa

bring them up..

alr reach the front door

jin n alicia suddenly said wan buy sumthing wor..

thn went down jor..

LOL...

i sure cn guess sumthing liao d la..

sitting at the sofa with lui

lui sumore ask

ginwei dint cum lae

hehe...funny, dun ply me la..

bla bla bla

ahahahhaaaa

she finally tell me the truth jor

ahahahahaaa

n wat i guessed is correct!

after tat

i here sumbody slipper walking towards..

lol

i had live this house so long alr..

how neighbour's steps heard lik i aso knw la..

b4 they ring the door

thn i just open the door liao

b4 wan open the door

i saw a shinny shinny thing walk over through the window

lol...

ahahahahaa

as wat i thk

ginwei came

but i dint knw wenjie came too..

XD

bring them in..

sing

wish

blow

cut

n fridge

after tat chg baju

whn down to the swiming pool with pizza..

n b4 i start eating the pizza..

i run up and down for twice

1st i wan to take camera

put wei's baju back

*cuz raining cnt swim jor!

n i wan to chg back my shirt

the 1st time i go up..

n cum down

i 4get to bring the camera down!

SHIT!!!

go up again

finally back jor

saw this

ahahaha

made from jin..

if im nt mistaken

ahahaha

the 1st thing i said is

yerr..so waste

ahahahahahahahahhahahaaa

sry la

touch dou liao d la..

acting oni la

ahahahaha

THX!! MUAKX!!!!

after finish..

no havent finish

left 3 drumstick n a pizza

thn went bck house for ply games~~~

after drank revive

all went into my room

ply wad lae..

thk thk thk

wad arh

i call it

HEART ATTACK

but otthers call it

KAM MIN PUI

ahahaha

i duno la

@@

ply tat 1 really tiring

u knw why?

laugh until tired tat kind..

XD

wenjie beginner ..

jin, ali, wj alw noob d..

exspecially ALI!!

ahahahahahhahaaa

after tat thn CHO DAI D!

sei jin duno hw to take 1..

so ugly!!

but this is the only pic

i mean in the room la.

so cnt delete..

X(

k..

wei really pro d lo...

ahahahaa

DL!!

so many rounds but i dint even win once !!

yerrr!!!

all start tired jor even myself

after tat all went back lo..

after wei n wj back

thn ali n jin

n left lui

talk talk talk

n solve the ball!

sei wenjie

ask him dun turn liao d la

dunwan listen to me

nw wan me turn back pulak..

go die!

after tat receive msg from my mum

lol

she nt next door mae

she ask me

all go back alr?

no left 1

boy?

girl la!1 dun kip missunderstanding la

after few minutes...

so late alr stil dunwan go bck?

sis fetch ma...

zzzzzzzz

n open present!

ahahahaa

lui dun yam xiu thr la..

ahahaha

JALA!!!

I LOVE U ALL LAE!! MUAKZ!!

i nvr had a nike things b4 aso..

next time no nid spent so much money d la..

belanja makan with cheese cake thn enough alr d..

but really lik tat bag lae..

wenjie gv me d cup..

nice lae..

ahahahahhahaaa

but my house gt many cups jor

find 1 day i sengaja go break 1 cup

thn i can use tis alr

XD

tis from ginwei d tabung

ahahahaa

u stil rmb im capricon

gomdong

T^T

XP

so i wan kip my doraemon tabung d chg tis jor

ginwei

r u trying to tell me n ask me to save money?

cuz i spent too much money alr

LOLLLL

XD

whn i cum out from the room..

i oni realize..

my mum actually go out alr 1

ZADAOOO!!!

after lui bck

ate the food which left just now

chat here n thr lo..

wanna write blog d

tired lae...

until 0000!!

who was the top?

1st : GINWEI

2nd : TENG!

3rd: WENJIE

ahahahahahaa

ginwei really sent at 0000

teng late few seconds

ahahahaha

nvm nvm

ahahahaa

ginwei

i gonna be the 1st for ur cuming birthday on may!

hiek hiek!

 

lol..

forget write

my sis call me!!

n kip wishing my happy birthday la

even she aso called again whn 16 january!!

walao

n she said  she miss me wor

walao

omg

she eat wrong medicine izit..

why she chg until lik tat alr 1!!

but..

thn so fast cum bck lae..

i love ur place lae..

i mean the bed..

XD

k la k la

c u on CNY!

b4 end tis post

wanna thx to all my friends who wished me on fb or in realife

thc to my band members for singing so many birthday songs with me

n my dear percussionist who done a vr good job at ISKL

n they had did a nice high-tac

which is a drum solo on ISKL emergencyly

but thn we r stil get accepted from the tutor

so well done ya

n exspecially to my JALA

CRYSTAL GAN TZE JIN

ALICIA ANG SHIAO YIN

LOUISA LOW JIA PEI

n aso that 2 badminton players

OOI GIN WEI

WONG WEN JIE

who had attend my..

so call party la..

on my birthday eve

even though its just vr simple

n i dint really get shock or suprise for it

but im just really vr happy tat

wat u all did to me

its my best bithday tat i ever pass b4

i really love u all!!

MUAKZZ!!!!!!!

* I MISS YOU AGAIN

ALWAYS~

I'M NOT PONTENG

oh my godness...

i saw my blog's viewer total..

drop jor lae..

cuz 3 days never post new post

ahaha

so

wondering hw was my journal..

i stil havent finish yet

sobb

so

im nt goin to write abt last few days

wat happen n all tat..

just let it pass

n recall it whn i wan to write journal

duhh

u knw wat happen to day?

my mum slept late

whn she woke me up..

i tot was just a normal day to go on..

n u knw wad she told me

'ei, late alr, stil wan go scol?'

u knw wad i ans?

'arh?! o dunwan go la..'

*slp back

............

until duno wat time

i woke up

go for toilet with closing eyes

after tat went back slp again

n duno wad time

abt biology experiment

*tomorrow having..

iskl form

*which i must pass up today

evrything tat i nid to do for today suddenly pop out

and is very important for me!!

finally i woke up alr

n my mind just think

GO BAND NOW!

i run out from my room without spec

brush my teeth with fastest speed

n i cant see cleary the clock which hang on the wall

so i luk at my hp

3.15pm

SHITTTT

WAT THE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

>.<

hopefully i cn pass up tomorrow

hopefully evrygroup will bring onion 2mr..

>.<

hopefully tomorrow wont have any trouble

trouble?

TROUBLE??!!

SHIT

I HAVE A TROUBLE NOW

BOOKSSSSS

!!!!!!!!!

all text book i had leave at scol

n i plan to take back sum today

n i din go scol today

so i nid to take 2days booksss tomorrow..

oh my godness...

>.<

n u knw

2mr im going to ply badminton

n take bus myself go back

n...

T^T

tis nt my fault aso..

why god punish me nt my mum??!!

>.<

watever

sobb

ytd im alr almost finish my hmw

but accept journal

but thn

i just feel lik dunwan to touch it

even nw

haha

n mum just kip say me

又摆地摊

hahahahaha

watever la

n tell u..

the buks still at the same place...XD

cuz tat pic i took at evening 1..

n now is almost midnight jor

ahahahaha

mum went out

my dinner

ahhahahahaa

pan mee

cooked by me...

ate in front of pc again

ahahaha

tis time dint drop on keyboard!

ahahahaha

sei ooi gin wei

go to die

say cn go badminton

after tat say no

thn say yes again

n thn no again

>.<

woman aso lik tat

nw man aso lik tat

duhhhhh

wat happen to the world now?

XD

joke nia

n the wheather is being hotter now..

so im just naked my upper body in front of pc

whn im alone in house

ahahahaa

i'm scared to say goodbye

'cause what's after that?

i dont know

don't ask me how

i don't know

i don't want to falled out

but we're all out of time

i was thinkin' about you

think' about me

thin; about us

what we gonna be

open my eyes

it was only just a dream

and love is all that i need

and i found it there in your heart

it isn't too hard to see

we're in the heaven

i've been waitin' for so long

for something to arrive

for love to come along

if i was blind, you could make me see

if i was down, you could comfort me

weel i ain't got a lot, but i got is true

there's nothin' that i cn't do, if i had you

*don't wanna fall now

had pass a week...

1 week has gone

so fast

form 4 hard?

stress?

i don feel now

i just enjoy my life

enjoy what happen n wat i having now

maybe it will stress soon

but i just havent feel it

=)

n 2day

i slpt at BM class

with HARGA REMAJA

covering my head..

XD

2day

2011's 1st day of band practice

warm up

static run

basketball jump

blah blahh

i just miss my muscle

ahahahaa

prefering muscle but nt FATS!

after members have done pumping

ask them went for finding chairs

n we normally take from teacher's chair

cuz all teacher have gone

n tat stingy pn parimala

dun let us take chair

GO

TO

DIE!!

arhggg

so we just took the chair which for putting the drum

T^T

later gonna arrange it back again

n weng yian

who is our ex senior

cum bck to band

she dint even hi to me

so i had feel sumthing wrong

with stefanie too

who aso our ex senior

T^T

normally i pumping for 35 times

n today pumping for 20 times more

total 55 times!!

gosh!!

my hand wan patah liao lae!!

is tis consider as a punishment?

n she talk to me

i was lik

feel so guilty

ya rite

we r really lik a shit now

we r nt cooperate at all

half of the member;'s heart for bband has gone

even though myself

cuz

sumtimes

they are really make me disapointed

n feel lik giving up

i wan to try my best

n wat get ?

only 1 member cum for practice out of 15 member

is the most worst attendance!

have fun?

but

plz rmb

u r the band member

rmb

u r nt gud enough

even myself too

if u havent until my level

shut up n dun gv those stupid reason for absent n went for having fun outside

if u dare to absent

have a dare to bcum better thn me  too

if nt

u dun hv any qualification to absent!

duhh

i just feel lik wan to end tis post now

nid to do my hmw

hopefully i cn write

luk at fb

laugh

ahahahhahaha

married with Yee An

ahahahahahaha

* i miss you..

confusing

but i just want to like you for now

SAMPAT! XD

(from last year CNY)

so fast

1 week has gone

and realize

CNY is coming soon

yesterday

actually im going to ply badminton again at sm

but i just dun feel lik goin

half of the reason is lazy n tired aso

but the main is sum others reason

i just dunwan to talk abt it

skip

so in the end

me n wei aso dint go

bt vicky, lui, jin n jas went

wat they did?

i dun feel lik wan to knw aso

=)

night

chatting with jin, lui n wei

i was lik laughing lik hell

ahahahaha

wj on9

so i add him in after ask him to on msn

i quit cuz i duno wat they talking abt

went n chat with wj

ahahaha

he asked me to ply ddt

just on ddt

they invite me to the conversation again 

lol

n i said i ddt-ing with wj

wei hap chou 

cuz jz nw he asked him to ply he dunwan

n wj is plying with me

ahahahaha

so they missunderstand jor

LOL

no la

i love wei wei oni lae..

BABY~~

ahahahahahahahahaha

laugh die liao

XD

the next day

went sm for alicia's performance

bought a present for alicia

ahahaha

i so gud lae

XD

n u knw??!

jin just birng 2 ringgit cum

zzzzzzz

we shout alicia's name whn she on stage

ahahaha

she so proud lae

cuz she is the only 1 gt fans n get present

XD

ahahahahahah

after tat go snowflakes

n i feel lik wan to eat wafer cake

whn n buy

n saw yee an

he ask me to chg money 

zzzz

from rm10 bcum rm9

sei teh si an!

u owe me 1 ringgit!

go to die!

XD

i whn bck snowflakes

n they told me tehy so wei at sm

but thn

i call him

he say he at home!

so i pass my hp to jin

dulan liao

ply me

n he said he at sm now!

go die!

ur home is sm huh?! 

arhgggg

saw his sister

wee-wit!!!

so leng

XD

after tat chit chat at snowflakes lo

with JALA+yee an+wei wei

XD

i kip call wei 

wei wei

baby

honey

ahahahahahahah

kip biao bai with wei wei

ahahahahah

sampat-ing

wat a wondeful day

no 

is SAMPAT day! 

XD

*i'm a honest human being 

Not Courteous

(from last year CHY)

dont know why ytd vr tired

so slp very early tat i never expected

10am slp..

gosh..wat happen to me?

yesterday..

bio class again

teacher ask me to do d thing

i pass up to teacher jor

the thing is a list of group seating all tat

n i dint do properly

wat i mean is

i dont know techer wan the seating in lab aso..

gosh..

dissapointed

ytd bring hp to scol for the 2 times of tis year

ahahaa

feel i so brave now

ahahaa

cuz wednesday apperance checked..

so i dun thk they today gt spot check

but i just kip my hp with my sport shoes together in a plaster bag

ahahaha

my shoes is clean..

but my hp is dirty

but..

nvm la..

hor...

my beloved hp...

i knw u will forgive me d..

XD

ahahahaa

after scol

ppl kip drag n drag

so we cnt eat lunch jor..

so just str8 wait outside of the scol for waiting alicia's mum

i tak out my hp n wear my sport shoes...

ahahaa

cuz i love my sport shoes more thn my school shoes

sry!

ahahahaa

on my hp..

gin wei called

shit!

they reached jor!

i tot they 1pm finish tim

hmm....

finally ali's mum reached

n we stucked inside the car

lucky we r slim eanough..

ahahahahaa

bla bla bla...

they went n buy mcd

so we just start ply la..

plying sambil curi their makanan..

ahahahha

long time never ply with wei jor..

u knw why i dun feel lik wan to ply with him?

cuz i dun lik pro d ppl cum n ply with us

it make me feel lik they r plying with xiu mui mui

n they make me feel they vr sien

they vr sien wil make me feel guilty

n hor..

i dun lik ppl make a concesion to me..

although u wan show tat u r gentlemen la..

I JUST DUN LIK!

sry lo..XP

chit-chat after tat

st mary gang n tmn selayang gang

ahahahaa

its shows tat

st mary = sampat + talkative

tmn selayang = quiet + tak semangat

ahahahahaa

cuz whn we talk..

4 of us JALA

only is the 1 kip laughing n talk 1..

XD

we r just too hyper la

semangat ma..

ahahahahaa

n wanna say sry to wei's mum cuz my no manners la

sry la

cuz actually wei wan to fetch me n lui go warta d

but thn suddenly lui said no nid wor

i shocked dou..

sure i follow lui

cuz she alone at sm wait her parent lae

nt gud nt gud

i wan protect her d lae..XD

ahahahaa

so i rejected

but thn..

i just too sam gap to follow lui

so i reject his mum with vr no manners punya way

so vr vr vr vr vr vr vr vr vr sry la

T^T

8wei..help me say to ur mum jor mei?

T^T

reached home

saw my mum at bed there

dint on light n fan at all

knw sure is sick liao d..

pour 1 bottle of water for her beside her bed

after check liao notification thn go bath

*dun say im dirty jor! XD

ply ply ply

chat chat chat

9.00pm feel slpy liao

10 pm thn go slp..

wat a miracle for me?

ahahahaha

n i expected tat i cn ply comp for vr long time

n can until3am or 2am +

but thn!

tat time seriously vr vr vr tired la..

*you make me worry