thinK

 u really hurt me alot

seriously

a lot

i duno wat can i do

i dunwan to control u too much

but i alw care of u

worry of u

too much

i knw

maybe im over

but im just worry u

u said

not to hide anything in between u n me

im alr tell u evrything

although i dunwan to tell

but whn the time u remind me

O! U DONT WANT TELL ME

thn i will tell

cuz im trying my best to be

the best partner for u

i really dont know what r u thinking

this whole week u almost evryday go drink

almost last week we dint really talk properly!

and today actually u can

but u just say u dun hv mood

u just u want to drink with ur friends

THAN U JUST LEAVE ME ALONE

im in my room for so long

im waiting for u

waiting for u

hope u wont angry

n u knw the feeling whn the feeling of lonely came

n u treat me really cool n bad

ya rite

maybe u walk over this b4

but i dint

can u think in my way?

im strong at the cover

but

DOESN'T MEAN IM STRONG IN MY HEART TOO!

how many i had cry for u?

i dont want

u though i love to cry?

i hate it!

make me feel more tired

i hate sneeze

wasting tissue

dirty my drawing paper!

last time u did like tat too

but not worst until today

tat time i go drawing for not think abt the feeling

n just nw i did too

n i cant draw!

wat i draw is sucks!

i cant concentrate n focus wat im drawing

is soooo ugly

n i on the song

i dun hv the mood to sing anymore!

i duno y u alw make me cry

n i feel im alw the 1 sacrifice

ya rite

whr gt couple want to count who sacrifice more

i aso dunwan to count

n i dint even count b4

but after i told my friend,alicia

she said like sumthng to me

after that i oni realize

i dunwan to count

she said im trying so hard make the relationship longer

yes

i am

im doing like this

bcuz i love you

n just now

u dint even reply me

izit reply me

at least say once gd night izit so hard?

y alw must i say sry?

y alw u r the 1 angry?

y like evrything im the wrong 1?

the reason yesterday i get angry:

1.u dint even tell me u cum bck late

n the reason u gave me is just

FORGET

2.u make me waiting for so long

just for listen to ur voice awhile

n today im having exam!

u saw my status

i dun thk u saw status

n u stil can forget abt me!

3.whole week u r drinking beer

u said u want to chg the habit

n wat u doing??!!

im not saying i dun let u drink

but whole week drinking

is tat saying u want to chg?

but actually im not really angry

im just dun like

im just keeping quite

n u dint even gv me a gd nite kiss

or say ng nite or bye

whn the time i keep quite

thn u straight away cut my phone!

n i sms u

u dint evem reply!

yes

maybe i really small gas or wat

but i cant feel it

so i say sry

n i said it

im like begging u to forgive me

n u dint even reply!

n today i sms u

wat u gv me i just

no mood

did i ever treat u like this?

y must treat me like this?

y cant u gv me a sweet first love

at least few months

haiz

maybe because im born from a broken family

so i gt the DNA to feel the hurt

evrytimess

whn the time i had fell

the god sure gv me hurt

evrytimes im happy

god must gv the double hurt to me!

god

u win

u really make me hurt

but dun let me hurt again can?

or other wise u just let me die

n let me become a dog

or any animals

at least is not that complicated

thn a human life

is really sucks

seriously

it really hurts

dissapointed

but i still need you

I LOVE YOU

ALEX