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Thursday, September 9, 2010

OpeN


wuhuuuuu~
i thk if the ppl who alw stalk my blog
i thk they will knw
now i kip on publish n private my blog
not al fo u knw
bt nw im telling the reason

PUBLISH
i want to show off how sweet we are

PRIVATE
i want to hide how hurt i am

tatz all
im tat kind of person like to show off if im gud enough
but if i cry or hurt
i prefer to staying alone
im tat kind of person who cant drop my image
for me
TEARS will drop my image
i knw
like how ALEX said
面子不能当饭吃
i duno how to translate la..
but
my atitue is like tat
cant chg
if ask me to chg
i dun thk i can chg
but if compare to last time
im better
at least i will c whether the things
is important for me or not
last time
suan la
dunwan say alr
n im proud of myself that im growing

yes~
this few months gt fight with alex
but evrything is missunderstand
i thk all those not supporting
that i cant be last long with her
sure will say sumthing d
yes la
i nw adays gt fight with her
but at least
after fight with her
out distance getting nearer
n the rate tat i love her aso increase
after fight we talk with each other
can knw each other better n more

last time
im care that others knw im fighting with her
i dun lik ppl feel that we cant be last long
but i nw thk properly
i have no reason to care abt this
nw
i gonna show off that
i gt fight with her
n i want to show that
we r becuming sweeter
n nearer

after we fight
n im proud of myself thn im having her
n im happy that im together with her

yea
she makes me cry
not many
but more thn 1 time
but im happy that she hurts me
because hurt can make a person stronger
i knw my shell is hard
but actually inner is not
trying to be stronger
n trying to mature

so now
i will open my mind
n say

I LOVE ALEX
n welcome to my blog

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