Change

everything chg back normal

i should be happy rite

but i duno why

feel like sumthing lost

i thk let it be bah

just havent used to it only

next day open scol

duno wat to do today

this holiday is like a dream

no

should say

from 21 july to now

is like a dream

it like so fast

and so

not real..

i really thk too much

wat i doing now

i will think of u

just now

take lift go up alone

n gt 1 malay ask his frens

'balik kampung ke?'

'balik kampung, balik penang..'

i duno why

why im trying not to thk

n now everthing around me

kip on make me thk abt u

now like to stay in my room

lean on floor

although is hard

but i just like the feeling of it

luking at the celing

listen to the song

but seldom on songs

just enjoy the silent

wheather like getiing colder thn normal

n i start scare the coldness

last time love to bath with cold water

but now although bath with hot water..

i will still feel cold

practicing violin..

last time fast song is betterr n more feeling

but now slow songs is better

n gt 1 song

i duno why

very gt feeling with this song

many times

ply this song

my tears will just cum out from my eyes

ply piano

still plying the same song

黑白配, *black match white

haha

memoriable song

last time ply with smile

feeling joyful

but now it lost

seem like a vr sad song

actually im ready for this so long

practice so hard

just wan to record down n send you with mms

send it to u

whn ur birthday

but too stupid

cant finish in 1 minutes

so i cant do anything for u

mashimaro had given to alicia

no la

just asking her help me to keep it

cause it really nothing for me

until the day reach

i thk the mashimaro

will come back to me

luk at my toys..

so many

but they is a empty space thr

haha

i still leave it

cuz

i believe the mashimaro

will cum back gae

but i hope it wont cum bck

cuz

it not belongs to me any more

i duno why i will feel like this

just leave it

actually now is still like normal

just lost a person that i should miss

and add a person who i should not miss

n i dun have strength to smile anymore

haha

so funny

im the 1 say it

but im the 1 hurt

why seem like

im the only 1 sad thr?

UNFAIR!

but

i cant complain

cuz nobody can complain to

day dream is my hobby now

last time

song that i should not sing

but now is vr suitable for me

vr match

seriously

next day gonna met

al those

who feel we wont be last long

n those who wish us can last long

i duno how to face them

will they laugh

n will i cry?

i thk i wont cry bah

but i will cry after reach home

now like to close myself in the room

actually

nobody cum in b4

but it seem like

here is the most memoriable room

n meaningful room

haha

funny

but i like this room

whn i sad

whn i happy

whn i excited

this room can make me feel better

cry at this room

sing in this room

marry with it la

give me more comfortable

haiz

pmr

i hate you

sucks

dad just sms me

wat the

n ask me to take at least 5As

die la

i take how many As

u aso cant guard me at all

guard urself b4 u guard me

haha

i thk i used to th day without father

sister now is crazy to all those

'impossible' drama

yea la yea la

is sweet la

but

watch for wat

impossible aso

'dream too much

dissapointed more'

mum had forgive me

but

it seem like nothing for me

just like same

like to go out walk walk at nite

exspecially midnight

like the silent

the darkness

go minimarket but sumthings

not really hungry

but just like the feeling of walking alone

actually wan to buy beer gae

but no money lo

who can belanja??

I WAN TIGER BEER!

XD

i thk is enough alr

write so much but nobody care aso

thx for reading