its not just a crush..

last time...i felt i like him...i tot it was just a crush..just like him....but....after tat thing happen to me...i feel tat..its not only a crush..it was a true love...haiz...i aso duno y i so gila...maybe i always hope to have a lover bah..hha....because of him...i write his name at my ring...nt write...i aso duno how to say...just do his name at my ring there...n the ring there gt write ..ONLY LOVE YOU...inside the ring i write his name...n i always wear the ring...always think of him...n duno y...i nt dare to tell others..for the lessbian girl la..i dun dare to tel them i like a guy...i still tell them im a tb...i wil feel...a little bit...shame for tat..i aso duno y..just...haiz...i duno...

at tuition...i really wan to talk to him...but nt dare...just curi curi look at him...n sumtimes...i will saw him looking at me too...when we saw both of us are looking each other..we just act like nothing...or maybe is just i think too much ler bah...haiz..after know tat sumbody love him too...i become so irritating alr...i aso dunwan..but i really like him..maybe havent reach the love..but i think..i will going to love him...