it's suck

im happy tat no body wanna to read my dearest blog...than i can write everything tat i want...no nid anybody...
yesterday i cry...i cry lik hell bcuz of sum annoying thing..
Band
is bcuz of band...the member...the senior...the junior..including me...becus of this..i cried... sumbody tel me...they hate me...they say im so shit...wanna slap me..they hate me...say i nt respect senior or wateva...say i demerit 35 mark..say im bad...
i didnt respect senior?alwayz lawan they all?wanna b the head in band?wan a jawatan?
plz...stop it...say i didnt respect senior...u wan i respect until how?!!!wan i everytime saw they...wa lik saw dou a king or queen...'good morning king'...'we wil respect u'..'u r our god'...u wan us respect u until lik tat isit???lawan u al?no!tatz just my idea!!everytime...we keep queit wan to listen to u all...than wan us to giv idea...giv idea...than say i over highper...stay queit...say i sombong...i do wat to u all now?!im nt perfect la wei...lawan tat meanz is not respect?i just say the true!
yaya...i realy hope to touch the maice...but i didnt think wan to do!i just hope...i know beh is vr good..im impossible...although no beh...i also wont think about tat!i just hope i can be good...better n better...hope i can b the best! al cal us wan to be the best tat i can..i just try to be the best..than u al say i show off..ok lo...i everytime practice..of snare...stand at the corner there...i do lik tat..u al say i stil show off??!i didnt think i can same v my sis aso...i didnt thk wan to be the leader aso!y u al wan to say me lik tat?!!!!
ya...sum thime practice i gt say my fren wat they do wrong...but i didnt scold orh!i ust say out their mistake...the aso accept wad...we teach each other cant me?although they are form 3...i know...but i also gt treat they al lik my senior also!they say wad i do wat...i just say their mistake...if not saw they al wrong then i stil keep queit mae?u wan i respct until how?i form 2...they form 3...just 1year...although is teacher i also wont respect u lik a king also!u al say 1 band 1 sound...we r a family..i try to treat u as a fren...as a fren of my senior...but u al.....ish!y must keep a distance from u and me?!
u r same v me...also is a student...y must we do lik tat?
i didnt meanz dunwan to respect senior...but u wan us respect until how? plz tel me!
demerit ?yaya...i alwayz lawan teacher..so i get demerit...wei...now no disi alr la...although gt...disi is for ofenz slip...nt demerit..demerit is for the class...band is band..clas is clas....at band..i keep disiplin...cuz of band...if not...i wont do tat!!!clas..im a realy bad girll...cuz of band..i try to be good...
y u al dint c us wat we do for band..y u al oni c wat we do wrong for band??!!

im started to hate band...cuz i over love band...so i started to hate band...
i realy wanna tel samantha tat i wan to quit...now i started feel stress!cuz of senior!
it is the suck thing of my life...