yesterday...when duno wat period la...suddenly gt 2 girls cum n find me..say duno wat teacher wanna find me...im so damn shock...vr scare..in the way...im thinking...izit i gt do any thing wrong?y suddenly teacher find me?vr scare u knw....they bring me go bilik seni...i go in...saw 1 teacher...
teacher: amelia kan?
me: ya
teacher: kamu punya MASYARAKAT MADANI TANPA DADAH ( a poster ) dah menang pertama...
me: har??!
teacher haven say finish i straight away say har...i aso duno lo...the word sendiri cum out from my mouth d lo...damn fish lae..
teacher: yaya.....oleh itu...kamu akan jadi wakil sekolah pergi ke sekolah lain pertanding la...
bla bla bla..
wakil sekolah...pertama....pertandingan....OMG!!
im damn shock man!than go out la...than lik tat lo...n teacher cal me go find her when the period free...wakakaka...im sure go when sejarah la....pn parimala....kakakaka...bye bye...
lik tat lo...teacher say my drawing is too cartoon....my colour is vr sharp....but stil gt empty space...wan me add more thing...haiz...so i today go back draw...2mr bring to scol let teacher giv sum comments lo...so the whole day i vr bz...i dint talk to artisha, temi, crystal they aso dint hav...cuz when class...im doing our band percussion essemble for the speech day...nt they all cal me do..is wanna do...cuz i love band...although im vr dissapoited to join percussion i stil wan to do tat...actually im going to chg section...i vr hope to ply sexaphone...from the time i join band...i alr wanna ply tat...ut i gt asma...o tat time i join percussion...
but now...i feel im strong...nt lik last time so teruk alr...i run 10 minute also dint feel tired...i really hope to chg...but...percussion lae...im the oni 1 form 2 in percussion...sarah dun k her la...she alwayz go wat meeting...she is same lik dint join band aso...so...wat can i do...just work hard...
i do until half...cuz i just knw at tis monday...so i gt 2 days to do...gt many intrument...over ten...im vr tired...but i can give up...i gt thk to giv up aso...but i dunwan...
until wednesday...i bring the score go band...i haven finish yet...i let tania c...she say vr gud...haiz...i duno la...cuz hadaina do hers alr...so she tel me...my assemble next time oni use...actually i aso duno my feeling is wat...can say is hapi...but aso can can say is sad...
1st...i work so hard for the score...i dint listen to teacher...dint do anything at scol...just create the assemble...but now they say dunwan use mine...2nd...tis week im alr so bz....wanna ready for the competition...n the score...they say dunwan use my score....than i can write slowly lo...no nid so fast edi lo...can rest alr lo...
tat day...our percussion disiplin is damn bad...vr dissapointed ....at night ....im colouring my drawing...vr tired...suddenly jaice cal me..she tel me tat she vr sad...she say she vr breakdown...she say the 1st day she become the percussion disiplin...than the percussion al is lik...haiz....al is nt alert...when jaice whe scold sum body tat do sum wrong thing lik dint ans yes...they al lik ....i feel they al is hate jaice...ya..kesian her...but wat to do?cuz the percussion member atitue is realy realy bad...no 1 is suitable to do aso...
well...we chat sumthing lik 1 hour 30 minutes sumthing...than cut alr...im drawing my poster...i draw until 12 sumthing....im so tired...i wanna slp...i really vr sad...tat competition oni have 3 hours 30 minutes to draw..i vr scare i nt enough time to draw finish...i scrae i lose...im alr many years dint join competition...i realy very scare...
2mr...i bring my poster go scol...recess...i dint recess v artisha they all aso..cuz i wanna find the teacher...i wanna her comments....she tel me tat my draw is vr normal..my colour is nice...but tis type of drawing is many ppl knw to draw...so she cal me add sum design of the traditional clothes...add more ppl...but she say my poster is alr vr gd...but if wanna win champion...must add more thing...i say than go out alr...2day...i dint do my score...cause i wanna rest...i wanna relax...i talk n ply to allene n crystal...i feel..i vr hapi...^^
im so hapi...piano read finish my novel alr...sh pass to me...n than gt so many ppl wanna borrow my novel...thx for u all support...i will work hard to write my novel...thx^^
at band...meeting...they all cry...haiz...i aso feel wanna cry...my nose feel sour...but i tahan...strong..is my style...they all suddenly say wanna use my assemble...cuz yesterday weng yian sms us...say our assemble is vr....hehee...bad...so they say wanna try to use my 1...but i leave my file at class....today is test...T.T i forget sj 4 la!!!rolling fail....
reach home...i bath...sit at the sofa there...ter-slp....at my dream...my mind is al about drum beat...drawing...poster...test...time...all is around my mind...nt a gud dream...than i wake up n go my room...i thk slp on the bed will feel better bah...
no....i realy feel wanna die...
drum beat.....drum beat.....drum beat.....
competition...competition...competition...
nt enough time...time...time...time...time...
i punch my head myself...i really vr slpy..vr tired...but i cant fall in slp!sumore...my mum n my sis is making noise out side....
ga zat arh gazat arh...yor! so scare for wat la......................
i wake up....watch tv.....but duno they al talk abt wat...haiz...jaice call me...than we chat lo..she mum cum back alr...so cut alr lo...i watch the show...vr bakchi d show la...haha..vr funny lae..XD
i feel more better...but im stil tired...izit tis cal stress?
hope next week can better...im tired now..
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