fuck off!!! 凸

go away la
dont make me more hate you can or not
u say want me treat as a sister..
ok la
accept la..
fren th fren lo..
no nid to irritate me la..
i told you i dont want to read tat stupid book alr..
u stil gv me for wat
u no nid to sengaja tell me tat u wan to kill urself
u wan die thn die..
non of my buisness!!!
dun cum n find me again..
u make me more hate u thn last time!!
fuck off!!

complicated

i duno when

n i aso duno why

i acpeted her

and couple v her...

i duno what am i thinking..

al my fren dun lik her at al..

n i started to fel regret

and feel sory to her aso

i tot she knew i lik another guy

n i rmb i told her alr..

n she duno

i duno why she dint knw

maybe she not understand my meaning

n i heard she say nvr mind..

so i say 'yes'

n the problem started

n i aso duno wat she thinking..

she treat me vr gud..

i sneeze she aso help me buy vitamin c n wat fish oil

although i dun lik it at all..

but i  knw she is faling deeply n deeply..

n the moment she gave me the big present..

i felt thankful more thn happy..

and when the time i acept her

im bringing the ply ply feeling..

i dun knw she will be so seriuos..

i dun knw

she wanted to be with me last year..

tat time i oni knew i had did a very big mistaken

finalli break up

she ask to..

but i feel vr sry to her to hurt her again

i knw im doing a same mistake..

like last time wat i did..

i knw im childish when i went into the line of love

sry sry sry

we r not suitable

i knw it

but i ...

haiz..

u r rich like a princess..

im just a little girl n dun hv any thng..

wat u talk i feel u r showing off with me..

n wat u say ur mum did to u

i felt is u r childish sumtimes..

it more worst thn my fren

wateva...

is over alr

god

im lose

im wrong

i must follow ur plain n

walk the way u called me to walk..

n i promise..

i wont go to river at the side of the road...

i had fall in the river

n i had injured..

i will do wat u want me to do..

i will let it go naturaly

n wont did this mistake

forgive me..

just love dominic

maybe not forever..

but is now wat i reali wanted

n loved

i love dominic

i found the truth

i finally found wat i wanted..
im still love dominic..
not until deeply fall in love
i thk just like...
but is close to be love..
ya...
i like fei more thn xiang
but in 3 of them..
i will choose the younger thn me 1
he is dominic..
watever la..
i thk this year will go like normal
nothing chg..
cuz i thk dominic..
is not like wat i hope..
i thk in his heart gt others bah..
haha
i duno la..
maybe i thk too much..
i wont thk abt this in this year..
trying to be mature

my burn..
i mean my skin which burn by xiang..
he is not sengaja..
just ply oni la..
watever..
its geting well now..
but its aso geting ichi n ichi..
who can teach me the way to stop the ichines??

birthday is getting closer now..
i think the person which i wanted n loved..
is duno....
n he aso dunwan to knw it too..
reli hope tat he will say to me 'happy birthday'..
thatz enough for me now..
watever la..
not reli want the present..
just want this year to be a better year..
tat just my wish...
going to buy 2 new drums stick to myself for my birthday present..
hoping on tat day will hav any 1 to string along with me..
go to kepong jusco..
can say date gua..
i hope it was a date..
aso hope it can be a celebration..
i thk wont b celebration bcuz tat day i stil nid to work..
tatz the reason y i wan to choose jusco...

god bless me...
thanks..

new life

one night

i duno which night

i cant fall in sleep

i duno y

thn i think abt the triangle love la...

and i feel

i like fei more thn 2 of them

i knw i maybe is flower heart

or maybe just i havent meet that person

but

watever..

it was the feeling wat i feel now..

but he 2mr will go ns alr

and this night

i on my computer

hopefully can chat with him this night

but at last

he dint on

aso can say anythng gae

he 2mr aso nid to wake up early

although he dunwan to sleep

i think i aso will call him bah

and today

restoran vr bz

i mean the place i work

and he came

i dint talk to him actually

cuz i reli very bz

but luk at him thn ok le bah

haiz

i think i dun think too much better

it reli vr irritating

it chg myself alot

let it go naturally bah

and i think

single is the best bah

haha

although i reli wanted the only 1 person

sry dominic

sry xiang

and

aso nid to sry to fei

although i choose him if he want me

but

3 of them i aso will say no

cuz

i just hav 1 heart

if i confusing abt it

mean

im not reli love 1 of them

it just a missunderstand

scol going to start now..

im plaining to join

taekwondo

hopefully its not how my sis say

hope my quatz can ply properly for sport day

my basic skill can approve

n i aso plaining to be a class monitor..

XD

i just want to try la..

1st

i knw me

if i had a jawatan..

i will be vr disiplin

if like that

i will do all my hmw

be the best in class...

like tat

i thk my result will be better in pmr

just want to get better result

but i thk it was just a dream

cuz novody will choose me

bcuz they haven saw the leader of me

haha

watever

hope my 2010

will be peace and happy

god bless me

alamak...

mao mao,cherry,a boy,chibu,tiantian,mery,tuntun>>>workers..
XX,FF,dominic>>>>main characters now
kkk...story start...erm...1st...ya rite...i thk evrybody knw i love dominic...cuz i alw post in fb...n i thk like tat aso...i just feel that i like him...cuz i dint feel any guys wil make feel same v dd ...n after i work ....n the part time waiters..make me gt abit bit bah...i thk so...i just confusing now...mao mao n cherry told me...xx say like me...ff aso...but ff let xx take me...i duno la...ff is 17 now...next year go ns..i mean nasional service...it make me worry if i choose him i will miss him n cant c him like last time how i love chrissen...scare alr..~~...xx lae...erm...cant feel he wat wat me...n...i dun like a guy who speaking bad words alot..but he stil ok for me...n dominic...erm...he treat me cool like an ais...after he knw me i like him...
i like ff more act...although he not tall as i wanted...but...he going to leave me...erm..i mean for 3 months...n maybe we wont meet again...n...i scare i wil love a person which is nt beside me...haiz...i duno la...
ya...how abt dd??n after i knw they maybe likes me...i thk back la...izit i really love him as wat i thk??izit i really wanted him as wat i want??n the last time i miss him is at cameron highland...n not i automatic miss him...is bcuz of plying true or dare...n sumbody ask me abt tat..n tat nite is the last day i miss him...
i just let it go naturally...dun thk too much...

>.< i'm still love him !!!

erm...long time dint write blog ler...n long time dint talk abt him aso...not bcuz im not loving him any more...is i dunwan to irritating him...cuz i scare tat he will feel that i vr anoying...i realy duno wat his feeling to me now...but just 1 word...i stil love him...i love him...i love dominic!!!!!!!!!!tatz all i wan to write for this article...I LOVE DOMINIC!!!

the status of my feeling now

scare that the air suddenly so silent

scare the worry from my friends

scare the memory suddenly roll and foam the angina put down

scare that suddenly heard your news

if miss can have sound

don't care that was sorrowful cried

finally i have become the me of me

only the tears can't lie on me

suddenly miss you

where are you

are you happy or sad

suddenlt miss you

suddenly the sharp of the memory

suddenly the blur eyes

we are like the beautiful song

become the two sorrowful films

why you bring me

pass by the unforgetable journey

after that leave the most painful memento

our pass was

so sweet

so true

so crazy

so ardent

but why the end

we must go straight respectively

in happy and regret

getting longer and longer

suddenly miss you
where are you
are you happy or sad
suddenlt miss you
suddenly the sharp of the memory
suddenly the blur eyes

scare that the air suddenly so silent
scare the worry from my friends
scare the memory suddenly roll and foam the angina put down
scare that suddenly heard your news

scare that i decided want to let you go

after that heard your news

《突然好想你》

五月天

阿信

the force...

not science...not fritional force, magnetic force al tat..is the force from my violin teacher...actually she not really force me...is myself force myself can say..but aso canot say i force myself ...i aso duno how to say la...she call me wear dress for performing the mini concert at my teacher house..n im the 1 who say I MUST PERFORM!!so...wat to do...i really wan to perform la...i dunwan to lost the chance la...although my mum cal me dun go for it n go for kuantan journey..but i choose for perform cuz i dunwan to miss a thing....n it was the 1st time i ply song v joycelyn...n teacher aso vr hope we cn ply tat song so tat i had promise...but at the last week..she oni told me i must wear dress...so...haiz...i dunwan my teacher sad la..i aso dunwan to be so bad aso...n last afternoon...n i was to free so i go n try my sis dress...cuz my mum 1 is so freaking ugly !!!n sexy aso!!but my sis actually aso is sexy aso...but at least luk more nice thn my mum 1...n i take picture lo..haiz...n tat morning...i have watch the cinderella with my fren at scol...am i will be weird or prettier or anythng??but actually aso duno wat 1 thk now...dunwan to say abt tat 1st...this thng was fun n i dunwna to say until sad...ya rite...lets vote..i suitable for cool or cute??XD

the love

finally dominic n i talk back alr...its vr vr vr hapi n excited for me..although is just 1 word..nvm...
this few days..i chat back with chrissen...chrissen is my first love...we dint couple...we she was the first person which i love the most...n hurt the most aso...wateva...she cal me xiangqin...xiangqin is a love drama main character of the girl..n we both aso like it alot...n she say my atitue like the xiangqin so she cal me xiangqin...n she luk like the bf of the xiangqin...n in the drama...they both have married...so i sengaja cal her laogong...laogong meanz husband in english...n she accept alr la..n she cal me laopo(wife)...n it was fun...but i dunoy...i felt vr happy...n sweet aso..i aso duno y..i feel lik wan to together v her aso..a little bit meaning is just wan to couple v her..n i thk properly...how abt...dominic??ya..i really love dd aso...but i aso duno y..i will feel if i couple v dd...i feel vr cacat..but in oppesite...i feel if i couple v chrissen..i feel vr normal...izit bcuz i alive v girl..so tat i feel v girl normal...n the guy is like the special thing for me...so tat i feel couple v guy is vr cacat situation....i duno...ya rite...i aso love dominic...n deep inside my heart aso have the love to chrissen..its alr a mark...cant chg
ya rite..if really wan to balance which ppl i love the most...the ans is chrissen of cuz...when the moment i love chrissen...the feeling is like so true....the feeling just same like the coffee...is sweet n bitter too...n now let c dd...the feeling is lik just a puppy love to dominic...i duno...
not i contact v chrissen alr...n i vr less thk abt him any more..but aso gt miss la sure...just not so much like last time...i duno arh...just feel like aso wan be with dominic...n aso...wan couple v chrissen.....which 1 i must choose??

September 28th

for others is just a normal day in september...but for me is a vr various day...no la...aso is vr excited la...yaya..dominic burfday...is alr vr long time alr...i knw...but i seldom on9..wat to do..
1st 1st..is i curi curi go on9 for facebuk...n evrytime i go fb...sure will go to his profile at least 1 time...thn i sure gt go tat time...n i saw sumbody comment him hapi burfday...but tat time he told me tat his burfday is at october...but..i thk maybe i rmb wrong...cuz his fb aso is write 28 sept...so i aso comment him la

happy birthday...^^

n i told my sis...n my sis call me to sms him...i aso forget alr...but tat time alr eleven oclock...but...haven twelve wad..i faster go n type a msg...n send him..

hapi bufday...maybe not the 1st..but i thk nt the last bah...i xxxx u

i didnt thk anythng..just straight away send him....n after i send him...i menyesal alr...arh!!!wat will he thk to me??!!did he will ignore me???!!!this was the last msg i send to him at september...n he didnt reply..maybe he really wan to ignore me alr...why im so stupid...after i fall in love?