alamak...

mao mao,cherry,a boy,chibu,tiantian,mery,tuntun>>>workers..
XX,FF,dominic>>>>main characters now
kkk...story start...erm...1st...ya rite...i thk evrybody knw i love dominic...cuz i alw post in fb...n i thk like tat aso...i just feel that i like him...cuz i dint feel any guys wil make feel same v dd ...n after i work ....n the part time waiters..make me gt abit bit bah...i thk so...i just confusing now...mao mao n cherry told me...xx say like me...ff aso...but ff let xx take me...i duno la...ff is 17 now...next year go ns..i mean nasional service...it make me worry if i choose him i will miss him n cant c him like last time how i love chrissen...scare alr..~~...xx lae...erm...cant feel he wat wat me...n...i dun like a guy who speaking bad words alot..but he stil ok for me...n dominic...erm...he treat me cool like an ais...after he knw me i like him...
i like ff more act...although he not tall as i wanted...but...he going to leave me...erm..i mean for 3 months...n maybe we wont meet again...n...i scare i wil love a person which is nt beside me...haiz...i duno la...
ya...how abt dd??n after i knw they maybe likes me...i thk back la...izit i really love him as wat i thk??izit i really wanted him as wat i want??n the last time i miss him is at cameron highland...n not i automatic miss him...is bcuz of plying true or dare...n sumbody ask me abt tat..n tat nite is the last day i miss him...
i just let it go naturally...dun thk too much...

>.< i'm still love him !!!

erm...long time dint write blog ler...n long time dint talk abt him aso...not bcuz im not loving him any more...is i dunwan to irritating him...cuz i scare tat he will feel that i vr anoying...i realy duno wat his feeling to me now...but just 1 word...i stil love him...i love him...i love dominic!!!!!!!!!!tatz all i wan to write for this article...I LOVE DOMINIC!!!

the status of my feeling now

scare that the air suddenly so silent

scare the worry from my friends

scare the memory suddenly roll and foam the angina put down

scare that suddenly heard your news

if miss can have sound

don't care that was sorrowful cried

finally i have become the me of me

only the tears can't lie on me

suddenly miss you

where are you

are you happy or sad

suddenlt miss you

suddenly the sharp of the memory

suddenly the blur eyes

we are like the beautiful song

become the two sorrowful films

why you bring me

pass by the unforgetable journey

after that leave the most painful memento

our pass was

so sweet

so true

so crazy

so ardent

but why the end

we must go straight respectively

in happy and regret

getting longer and longer

suddenly miss you
where are you
are you happy or sad
suddenlt miss you
suddenly the sharp of the memory
suddenly the blur eyes

scare that the air suddenly so silent
scare the worry from my friends
scare the memory suddenly roll and foam the angina put down
scare that suddenly heard your news

scare that i decided want to let you go

after that heard your news

《突然好想你》

五月天

阿信

the force...

not science...not fritional force, magnetic force al tat..is the force from my violin teacher...actually she not really force me...is myself force myself can say..but aso canot say i force myself ...i aso duno how to say la...she call me wear dress for performing the mini concert at my teacher house..n im the 1 who say I MUST PERFORM!!so...wat to do...i really wan to perform la...i dunwan to lost the chance la...although my mum cal me dun go for it n go for kuantan journey..but i choose for perform cuz i dunwan to miss a thing....n it was the 1st time i ply song v joycelyn...n teacher aso vr hope we cn ply tat song so tat i had promise...but at the last week..she oni told me i must wear dress...so...haiz...i dunwan my teacher sad la..i aso dunwan to be so bad aso...n last afternoon...n i was to free so i go n try my sis dress...cuz my mum 1 is so freaking ugly !!!n sexy aso!!but my sis actually aso is sexy aso...but at least luk more nice thn my mum 1...n i take picture lo..haiz...n tat morning...i have watch the cinderella with my fren at scol...am i will be weird or prettier or anythng??but actually aso duno wat 1 thk now...dunwan to say abt tat 1st...this thng was fun n i dunwna to say until sad...ya rite...lets vote..i suitable for cool or cute??XD

the love

finally dominic n i talk back alr...its vr vr vr hapi n excited for me..although is just 1 word..nvm...
this few days..i chat back with chrissen...chrissen is my first love...we dint couple...we she was the first person which i love the most...n hurt the most aso...wateva...she cal me xiangqin...xiangqin is a love drama main character of the girl..n we both aso like it alot...n she say my atitue like the xiangqin so she cal me xiangqin...n she luk like the bf of the xiangqin...n in the drama...they both have married...so i sengaja cal her laogong...laogong meanz husband in english...n she accept alr la..n she cal me laopo(wife)...n it was fun...but i dunoy...i felt vr happy...n sweet aso..i aso duno y..i feel lik wan to together v her aso..a little bit meaning is just wan to couple v her..n i thk properly...how abt...dominic??ya..i really love dd aso...but i aso duno y..i will feel if i couple v dd...i feel vr cacat..but in oppesite...i feel if i couple v chrissen..i feel vr normal...izit bcuz i alive v girl..so tat i feel v girl normal...n the guy is like the special thing for me...so tat i feel couple v guy is vr cacat situation....i duno...ya rite...i aso love dominic...n deep inside my heart aso have the love to chrissen..its alr a mark...cant chg
ya rite..if really wan to balance which ppl i love the most...the ans is chrissen of cuz...when the moment i love chrissen...the feeling is like so true....the feeling just same like the coffee...is sweet n bitter too...n now let c dd...the feeling is lik just a puppy love to dominic...i duno...
not i contact v chrissen alr...n i vr less thk abt him any more..but aso gt miss la sure...just not so much like last time...i duno arh...just feel like aso wan be with dominic...n aso...wan couple v chrissen.....which 1 i must choose??

September 28th

for others is just a normal day in september...but for me is a vr various day...no la...aso is vr excited la...yaya..dominic burfday...is alr vr long time alr...i knw...but i seldom on9..wat to do..
1st 1st..is i curi curi go on9 for facebuk...n evrytime i go fb...sure will go to his profile at least 1 time...thn i sure gt go tat time...n i saw sumbody comment him hapi burfday...but tat time he told me tat his burfday is at october...but..i thk maybe i rmb wrong...cuz his fb aso is write 28 sept...so i aso comment him la

happy birthday...^^

n i told my sis...n my sis call me to sms him...i aso forget alr...but tat time alr eleven oclock...but...haven twelve wad..i faster go n type a msg...n send him..

hapi bufday...maybe not the 1st..but i thk nt the last bah...i xxxx u

i didnt thk anythng..just straight away send him....n after i send him...i menyesal alr...arh!!!wat will he thk to me??!!did he will ignore me???!!!this was the last msg i send to him at september...n he didnt reply..maybe he really wan to ignore me alr...why im so stupid...after i fall in love?

^^

thursday...my computer finally heal alr..1st website go facebook lo..cuz no website to go alr...boring abt friendster...than accepting friend requests...got 8 sumthng...comfirm..comfirm..comfirm..comfirm..huh!!!DDDD...DOMINIC??!!he add me??omg!whne he have facebook..last time i search n search aso dun have wad..when he got it??!!!i click in..o..he just sign in..than how he knows my facebook..omg..shit!!my msn..than..he know me alr lo!!!arh!!!shit shit shit...than...sumore 2mr gt tuition lae..how gonna face to him..but..maybe he duno lae..he search me from suggestion aso can wad..we r same primary scol i thk aso can gae...aiya!!duno la..slp 1st la..
friday morning..on computer go facebook again...on9 lo..omg..he on9!!fastter chg my disply pic..but his status is away..i go say hi to him..but he didnt reply n suddenly off alr..than i just chg back to my original disply pic lo..than i go do my work..study..T.Tcanot concentrate la..always thk others thing..but i aso duno wat im thinking..
my sis go bath alr...than i go c whether gt ppl find me anot..gt..0.0!!!!DDDOOOMMMIIINNNNIIIICCC!!!!!DOMINIC??!!i faster go n chg my disply pic..but i know is too late..but maybe he didnt saw lae..T.T die la die la..!!!i answer him lo...
hi
i know who r u alr..
...
haha
erm..
n i told my sis..my sis said tell him the ppl who like him is not me lo..than i say:
erm...the ppl who sms u..tatz not me arh..dun thk too much
?than who
my fren lo
who?
canot tell..
o..
i duno whether he reallt believe or wat..i duno la..n chat with him with non sense...but dun felt vr childish..is vr vr vr vr vr happy...
tuition..i dint bring any thing to tuition..but actually i got bring the cubes..but i no moodto ply..im thinking wat will he do to me today...
n finally he cum...i look at him 1 sight..straight away put my face down...i can felt my face turn red n hot too..he suddenly put his bag in front of my place..huh..he..he...he gonna sit in front of me...i look at him...he maybe look at me too..but i duno is i c wrong or wat..he cum in to tat bar..nt sit at the corner..n take his bag to the corner..-.-
i go out n go to the toilet...n cum back lo...n i look at him when the moment i pull the door in...he look at me too...but maybe i c wrong..i saw he is smiling myseryly...mayb i really see wrong..but i hope tat is true..tat nite i didnt sms him..i scare tat he knows the ppl who sms n msn him is the same person..if let him knows tat i loving him..i aso no face to face him alr lo...who cal im a tb style of girl...feel like im so cacat...didnt i match him ?wat did he thk to me?haiz....

shame....X(

ARH!!!!!VR SHAME ARH!!!
the story is like tat d...gt 1 day...after scol go band...no form 3 cum again...=.=..dint cum aso dint tel me...i aso duno wat can i do now..after run...going to warm up...suddenly siew ann n amanda cum alr..than bla bla bla talk abt wat i need to do for percussion lo...(yaya...now i report alr have done...just forget giv oni...)n than they start talk abt my blog...har!!!!they gt go c my blog...sumore they say gt many ppl go read!!!wat the...how cum i so famous alr 1!!!arh!!! i dunwan lae...than they all know i ......wat wat v DD liao lo...yer!!!!dunwan lae...T.T...nid to chg blog liao la...i know...blog is for ppl read gae...bt the meaning of blog for me is just same v a diary...just lazy just hand write so use finger type...T.T..dun read lae...all my private bcum public alr la...wat i write for band i aso feel vr vr vr vr vr vr vr vr vr vr vr shame alr lo...sumore abt dominic..than i die lo...wan to find a hole n go inside it alr lo...i this kind of ppl falling in love v a guy...vr hard to blive d lo...let ppl know alr la...arh!!!!y i wan to write in blog wor...wat to do now..aso know alr lo...but...dun read la...T.T

watch tv..

after holidays..i always do the activities is just watch tv....wat aso watch la..final destination...high schol musical la...but hor...the most i like is cartoon lo actually...the anime which borrow from my sis friend...is damn nice d lo...duno y...after watch tat 1...didnt cry la...but in my heart can feel is vr touch d lo..this first moment after i watch tat anime...the 1st thing i think is dominic face...omg...wat will he feel to me wor...i really duno lae...i must copy tat anime to my comp alr..i wan to rewatch it again n again...vr nice arh...now i oni know anime is so nice 1...who gt anime ??!!!!borrow me!!!!

^^

long time dint write blog alr lu...who call me alr feel boring to my computer...sumore my computer alr have virus...i aso duno my sis know anot 1...i sure dint tell my mum la..i aso duno wat she will do have know gt virus alr...sumore now my condo's lift alr rosak..still didnt heal it..wan cal my cousin cum n help me do mae...although is workers i aso not dare la...haiz...this day will write many thing...hahaha