你知道我在等你吗？

一个你让我沉醉让我迷恋，

合你在一起总有说不完的话题……

每一句的交流都有快乐陪伴；

合你在一起总有道不完的情，

每次交谈都有甜蜜伴随……

等你想你不能没有你，

想你念你等待你

没有约定的相伴，

让你我心心相连；

没有约定的牵挂让你我心心相牵。

你我已经是心有灵犀一点通，

你知道我在等你吗？

等你是一种痛苦的煎熬，

想你是一种甜蜜的期盼，

我每时每刻都在用心等待你，

我每时每刻都在用爱盼望你，

用我全部的真情来等待你。

just a poem from a book~

=D

touching~~

I MISS YOU

yesterday is the last day of badminton

I mean is the last day of badminton for BEFORE exam

and yesterday is a little bit special

because I almost can step into my ex-secondary school!!

where is seriously miss it, alot

quite much

early in the morning

you know how early I woke up?

9.15am

DUUHH

realise my routine had changed

totally 360 degree changed!!

i knew it's good for our health bla bla bla~

but

i just not statisfied why am I waking so early nowdays

SATURDAY and SUNDAY!!

I should be sleep as much as I can!!!

but....FINE

and what can I do?

FB lurh~

and i just suddenly feel like wanna go back Taman Selayang

for recalling the memories that i'd been there

and JUAN said 12pm they finish

or maybe I see wrong or missunderstand

so I went out at 11am

and after that I get masange from WENJIE

they finish at 12.30pm

LOL

in the end walk with him under hot sun

nevermind, I'd used to this situation

but in the end I still didn't step into Taman Selayang

until Sri Selayang front door than cross the road 

to meet up our beloved badminton gang

=P

and then walk back to warta again

under the hot sun again

WJ, why didn't you stop me when I said I wanna walk back?

T.T

nevermind

can't blame you also

and thanks for teaching me MORAL!!

XD

JALA

come come

I teach you all

after I hafal all the definisi

I think I will be quite pro in MORAL jor

ahahahaha

hopefully lurh~

then went to SM

play play play~ 

after that went to snowflakes as usual

today just feel like want to waste all my money

last day ma~

XD

so jiak tomyam and snowflakes

in the end look into my purse

really ngam ngam

left 1 ringgit for me to take bus

LOL

but the good thing is

I didn't feel regret for that

and to YAM WEN!!

be happy la

it will be okay~

I will tell her about the BYE BYE stuff

she will get dou your BYE BYE soon~

XD

happy time will always move very fast 

so it just pass so fast 

so fast already night time 

and my hot tiket.....

T.T

need to collect money for buy hot tiket again jor

whatever la

as long I happy enough

=]

hey guys

I' ll miss you

and

I miss you alot

=]

下雨天了怎么办？

我好想你

Oral Test

Michael is the kind of guy you love to hate. He is always in a good mood and always has something positive to say. When someone would ask him how he was doing, he would reply, "If I were any better, I would be twins!"

He was a natural motivator. If an employee was having a bad day, Michael was there telling the employee how to look on the positive side of the situation.

Seeing this style really made me curious, so one day I went up to Michael and asked him, "I don't get it! You can't be a positive person all of the time. How do you do it?"

Michael replied, "Each morning I wake up and say to myself, 'Mike, you have two choices today. You can choose to be in a good mood or you can choose to be in a bad mood.' I choose to be in a good mood.

"Each time something bad happens, I can choose to be a victim or I can choose to learn from it. I choose to learn from it.

"Every time someone comes to me complaining, I can choose to accept their complaining or I can point out the positive side of life. I choose the positive side of life."

"Yeah, right, it isn't that easy," I protested.

"Yes, it is," Michael said. Life is all about choices. When you cut away all the junk, every situation is a choice. You choose how you react to situations. You choose how people will affect your mood. You choose to be in a good mood or bad mood. "The bottom line is: It's your choice how you live life."

I reflected on what Michael said. Soon thereafter, I left the tower industry to start my own business. We lost touch, but I often thought about him when I made a choice about life instead of reacting to it.

Several years later, I heard that Michael was involved in a serious accident, falling some 60 feet from a communications tower. After 18 hours of surgery and weeks of intensive care, Michael was released from the hospital with rods placed in his back.

I saw Michael about six months after the accident. When I asked him how he was, he replied, "If I were any better, I'd be twins. Wanna see my scars?"

I declined to see his wounds, but did ask him what had gone through his mind as the accident took place. "The first thing that went through my mind was the well being of my soon-to-be-born daughter," Michael replied. "Then, as I lay on the ground, I remembered that I had two choices: I could choose to live or I could choose to die. I chose to live."

"Weren't you scared? Did you lose consciousness?" I asked.

Michael continued, "The paramedics were great.They kept telling me I was going to be fine. But when they wheeled me into the ER and I saw the expressions on the faces of the doctors and nurses, I got really scared. In their eyes, I read 'He's a dead man.' I knew I needed to take action."


"What did you do?" I asked.

 "Well, there was a big burly nurse shouting questions at me," said Michael. "She asked if I was allergic to anything. 'Yes,' I replied. The doctors and nurses stopped working as they waited for my reply. I took a deep breath and yelled, 'Gravity.' Over their laughter, I told them, 'I am choosing to live. Operate on me as if I am alive, not dead'."

Michael lived, thanks to the skill of his doctors, but also because of his amazing attitude. I learned from him that every day we have the choice to live fully. Attitude, after all, is everything.



my oral test, I gonna tell this story, don't you feel meaningful?? =]





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3.09am POSTED

I dont know what to do with my life now

that's my question for now

exam is evil

and teacher is a devil

the devils create question for the evil

easy or hard?

depends on the devils

but some of the devil is an angel

they give us shine and the brightness of out future

they tell us the way to kill the evil

but some of the devil

they are just a devil

why can't they be an angel that we loved only?

I prefered the world with angels without any devil

which is life with joy and fun

without any evil

peaceful and lovely

Fine

let's just direct to the main thing that I want to say

exam made our life change

because of exam

we can't continue to play badminton as usual

we can

but some of us are not

actually

I'm the one that really need time to revision

but

I'm the one who is the most relax among my gang

I know i need to change my attitude

if not i don't know what my result gonna be

if say with more details and precise:

I DON'T KNOW WHAT MY FUTURE GONNA BE

until now I'm still writing this post

until now I still checking notifications at facebook everyday

and seriously

I counted the timing from now until the exam weeks

and really not eough time for me to work for my so call 'evil'

next week Wednesday I need to represent school for a drawing competition

and this Sunday I surely need to practice at least once

and the paper size is the largest size

imagine the normal size paper I need to use half day

and now I need to draw a huge poster

impossible the real day I can use half day

but

I started to scare of it

why am I say yes to teacher so simply?

*regreting*

I not even have 1% of confident

and I told teacher I can went for it

and live draw at there

and the next Saturday I need to went for a chinese essay competition too

and now i not even start to read lots of chinese essay

not even read any thing about chinese

so how am I going to write an essay?

and now I'm stil wondering why teacher choosen me but not Louisa?

what I can do now is pray for my coming week

and try to ready for it

but

if I ready for that

how about my EXAM???

seriously lacking of time now

but

I still can't alive without my lovely badminton

and PBC, too

but fine

if really wanna take a rest

rest after this week please

this Saturday

the last day for me to take U209 from Jalan Ipoh to Selayang Mall

*until finish exam*

I hope time can walk fast

to pass the evil fastter

but beside

I want the time walk slower

for me to do more revision

repugnant

3.00am

still left 3 hours for me to sleep

for me to go my honey chaneel

*honey channel = my dream*

XD

hoepfully

tomorrow is a better day

which will not lost my image

because today I lost my image in school

more details I will not tell

and don't ask any one of my friend too

appreciate

tomorrow not going for training

but just wanna skip 1 day band

for rest or revision or others

后知后觉又过了一个月

$$$$$$$$$$$$

nowdays

i just being so scare for looking at this thing

PHONE BILL!!!

@@

this month charge:RM131

walaooo

cant c clearly?

lets zoom in

1st row

is common charge for every month

2nd row

Domestic charge

mean the call charge i'd used

3rd row

GPRS

the internet stuff

because i changed new phone maybe

@@

n total is 131

i minus the GPRS

131-50=81

i stil used RM81!!!

OMGGGG

i wondering this month how much it will be

when digi web n search for this

i tot 1 sms is maybe just~~5 sen or below

i dint know it cost 10 senes each!!

T.T

i went n download 1 software into my phone

which can count the amount or call n sms u'd used for this month

sms had over 250

call nt much

but...

its just begining of the month

n mum had warn me

if next month over RM40

CUT LINE

@@

maximum just RM40

mum had extend the limit

normally is RM30

but im alr very appreciate that 10ringgit more

>.<

don't la

but

now my mind just keep thinking

if really cut line

used postpaid lurh

but thn

i got $$ to pay mae?!

everyday pocket money 5 ringgit

now had started collect every week 25 ringgit

but used for badminton day at least 20 ringgit

minus bok sat

minus lunch

minus breakfast

minus snowflakes

minus my beloved tomyam!!

aso need 20 ringgit AT LEAST!!

@@

wondering

hw i gonna pay for the birthday present for the coming birthday girl n boys

if not go work?

actually got job waiting for me

but

salary sooooo low

2.50 ringit per hour

so tired get so little

lack of time but stil go work

n get so little money

>.<

but

seems like now i have no choice

money money money

why the world created MONEY?!

why dont we just like the past

exchange animal, food or other stuff??

maybe a highlighter cn get 1 hour of badminton court?

XD

hahahaha

just trying to calm myself down~

thinking~analysing

isn't it.......

i need to activate my secret sim card?

which is postpaid

DIGI still

n my mum dont know i had that

but

i forget where i'd put

haha

or just buy a new 1?

hotlink?

since they gt HOT TICKET

ahahahaa

>.<

n i cant live without my hp now

cuase i love my hp

with game n wifi n eveything

now what i can do is just pray that this month phone bill wont be over limit

than i will be very appreciate it

let me some times to collect money to buy a new sims card at least

after this month over limit alr aso nvm

JUST THIS MONTH PLEASE DONT!!!

god bless me god bless me

god bless my phone bill god bless my phone bill

i close my eyes~and~pray~~

XD

wondering 2mr want to bring phone go school or not

cause i dont want my members use my hp to call their parents!!

since i need to save the credits

BUT IM A LEADER!!

DUHHHH

bring la bring la

T.T

hopefully tomorrow rehersal can go well~

=]

night night

*continue my bio peka 1st

爱其实也可以很单纯很快乐

=]

1 week had past

1 week i'd never update my blog

a special week

a busy week i had pass over

badminton tournament

didnt expect i can get anything

enjoy being a supporter

congratz to TEMISHA,THISHA,ADRIEL

n exspecially to TEMISHA

who had won the single 1st place

and the double 3rd place which partner with ADRIEL

n THISHA had won the single 3rd place too

ladies~

u had done a good job

=]

*TEMIIII!!! HOOOTTT!!

XD

nowdays

leg will started paining

when i stand too long

or plying badminton

i hate it

seriously

cause i dont know why it pain

unreasonable paining

but at least after i rest its better

n JALA aso body pain

JIN-waist pain

ALI-elbow pain

LUI-hand pain

me?

kaki pain

lol

take care la JALA

=D

realise

im a cold blooded human being

sis crying madly

but im the one luk at her

without any exspression

should say because of im capricon so im always the calm 1?

or im really a cold blooded?

hahahahahaa

good also la

it show that i will never show my weakness to the others

wahahahahaa

n my phone bill

rm130..

@_@

i duno wat to do with tat

gonna pay my mum back with my last rm100

my angpao money

which i collect for lui, wei, tat bday

nw i reli pokkai jor

cnt bok sat next time alr

T^T

sedihnya~

wuwuuuu

sam tong

cant eat tomyam jor

cant boksat

no snowflakes

saturday maksimum spent 20 ringgit enough

if nt really die la

18ringgit for court

2ringgit for bus

ngam ngam

hahaha

but i dun thk i can taham the tomyam smell

n the snowflakes

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

T^T

wan exam jor

work hard sikit la

n my physic

sure die 99

who can ajar me!!!!

>.<

*友达以上，恋人未满

TA-DAA!!!

TA-DA!!!!

i drew it myself

ahahaa

SHOW LO!

XD

hmm...

tis is the second drawing of the day

the 1st 1 totally failed!!!

nt alike

n the darkness n brightness totally OUT!!

n i threw it away

arhgggggg

bengang!!!!!!

tis 1 statisfied sikit

=)

i wan to do my hmw

but

i just being soooo lazy now

listen to song sambil do hmw

cn suddenly pigi search lyrics n sing

sing liao bcum fb

finish checking notification

continue

mum back

jiak kfc!

=P

after jiak

continue buat

after copy finish the questions

close book

draw the second show

n no hmw jor

XD

n the other side

read lui blog

dia suddenly rajin sangat

n me?

as usual

lazy sangat

XD

n lui~

bless u~

good luck for tomorrow's tournament

=)

n i need to pray for me n ali aso

n aso wj n wei!!!

XD

badminton tournament la~

wj!

ur kaki!

take care arh!!!!

ali!!!

mak kai mak kai!!!

xp

wei arh

u okay 1 la~

n thx for ur steps lesson!

=3

night~

Wahahahahaaa

nowadays

im totally nt in a study mood

everyday just feel like want to ply

slp

badminton

n bok satt!!!

XD

but 1 thing gud is

i keep reading english story book

ahahahaa

band concert!!

k

now promote promote xia

11th of june 2011

Luther Centre, Petaling Jaya

7.30pm

Ticket price: RM 25

i need to sell 5 tickets

n mum nt going aso

T^T

who gonna help me??

wuuuuu

n u knw??!!!

ALI N I GOING TO REPRESENT SCOL

FOR BADMINTON TOURNAMENT!!!

WAHAHAHAHAHAHAA

so damn happy

but forget to add

its just MAYBE

but high chance

bt just hopefully we can ply TOGETHER

nt seperately

=)

wahahahahahaaa

just a short post

april fool

duuhhh

its just nth for me

XD

im a gud n MATURE girl~

so i wont ply ppl

XD

n i never ply

n dun ply me

ltr i pek cek

u gg!

愚人节变清明节!!

hahahahaha

*be clear