UPNM

pnm lae..

is a...

i forget the full name of it alr..

but its a universiti for the army of malaysia..

and my cousin join it..

and today is his graduation ceremony

early in the morning...

i thk we 4 or 5 am wake up la..

to ready

after that thiam(cousin) fetch us go to the upnm

vr tired..

but wat to do..

thn reach thr alr lo..

there are freaking big lae!!!

if i simply walk around it..

i thk i will comfirmly lost!!

and then we went to the stadium

on the way..

i saw pancaragam..

but they are wearing baju melaju..

gt a little bit weird..

but their snare drum is at the side 1..

my sis say tat was the real snare..

n the tuba is like a snake 'wrap' around the members body..

damn yeng..

but their uniform lae..

*cough

at stadium..

one of them is my cousin orhx!

the cacat pancaragam with baju melayu

after watch alr..

thn we go out of the stadium n wait for the bus

vr slow..

so we walk lo..

for young 1 is ok

but stil gt the elder 1..

sumore under the sun...

kesian...

watever la..

thn go mamak stall eat lo..

this is jason 1..

my 'future' cousin's son

thn he buy this from a shop la..

thn i too sien take n ply..

c!!!

geng anot...

XD

bcuz of the duno wat asistant agung arh!

thn we cnt go in the camp

fu*k lo!

not say satu malaysia mae..

b4 this

alr tel us chinese must whr baju kurung aso

yak si la..

say satu malaysia..

lastly thn..

haiz..

fu*k m'sia lo..

thn wat to do..

wait at the side of the road..

nth to do

ss lo..

XD

suddenly gt icecream car cum

sure buy lo..

hot until wan die liao lae

not buy is sot d

the sakai 1..

xp

i thk the string aso wan patah alr

hehe...

i aso sama shj..

XD

young aso ss gae...

this is jason

my cousin..

i curi take 1..

cuz he dun like to take picture..

but actually he quite handsome d..

just duno how to 'decorate' hiself oni..

haha

white color shirt d is my cousin

he is tentera darat

mean at floor d la..

XD

the blue 1 is his homemate

haha

he is tentera udara..

if im not mistaken la..

he freaking tall lo..

180++ aso gt liao lo..

watever la..

lazy to write alr..

the photo memory to large alr

nid to wait vr long..

at least 1minute..

so..

waiting another new article la..XD

fuck off!!! 凸

go away la
dont make me more hate you can or not
u say want me treat as a sister..
ok la
accept la..
fren th fren lo..
no nid to irritate me la..
i told you i dont want to read tat stupid book alr..
u stil gv me for wat
u no nid to sengaja tell me tat u wan to kill urself
u wan die thn die..
non of my buisness!!!
dun cum n find me again..
u make me more hate u thn last time!!
fuck off!!

complicated

i duno when

n i aso duno why

i acpeted her

and couple v her...

i duno what am i thinking..

al my fren dun lik her at al..

n i started to fel regret

and feel sory to her aso

i tot she knew i lik another guy

n i rmb i told her alr..

n she duno

i duno why she dint knw

maybe she not understand my meaning

n i heard she say nvr mind..

so i say 'yes'

n the problem started

n i aso duno wat she thinking..

she treat me vr gud..

i sneeze she aso help me buy vitamin c n wat fish oil

although i dun lik it at all..

but i  knw she is faling deeply n deeply..

n the moment she gave me the big present..

i felt thankful more thn happy..

and when the time i acept her

im bringing the ply ply feeling..

i dun knw she will be so seriuos..

i dun knw

she wanted to be with me last year..

tat time i oni knew i had did a very big mistaken

finalli break up

she ask to..

but i feel vr sry to her to hurt her again

i knw im doing a same mistake..

like last time wat i did..

i knw im childish when i went into the line of love

sry sry sry

we r not suitable

i knw it

but i ...

haiz..

u r rich like a princess..

im just a little girl n dun hv any thng..

wat u talk i feel u r showing off with me..

n wat u say ur mum did to u

i felt is u r childish sumtimes..

it more worst thn my fren

wateva...

is over alr

god

im lose

im wrong

i must follow ur plain n

walk the way u called me to walk..

n i promise..

i wont go to river at the side of the road...

i had fall in the river

n i had injured..

i will do wat u want me to do..

i will let it go naturaly

n wont did this mistake

forgive me..

just love dominic

maybe not forever..

but is now wat i reali wanted

n loved

i love dominic

i found the truth

i finally found wat i wanted..
im still love dominic..
not until deeply fall in love
i thk just like...
but is close to be love..
ya...
i like fei more thn xiang
but in 3 of them..
i will choose the younger thn me 1
he is dominic..
watever la..
i thk this year will go like normal
nothing chg..
cuz i thk dominic..
is not like wat i hope..
i thk in his heart gt others bah..
haha
i duno la..
maybe i thk too much..
i wont thk abt this in this year..
trying to be mature

my burn..
i mean my skin which burn by xiang..
he is not sengaja..
just ply oni la..
watever..
its geting well now..
but its aso geting ichi n ichi..
who can teach me the way to stop the ichines??

birthday is getting closer now..
i think the person which i wanted n loved..
is duno....
n he aso dunwan to knw it too..
reli hope tat he will say to me 'happy birthday'..
thatz enough for me now..
watever la..
not reli want the present..
just want this year to be a better year..
tat just my wish...
going to buy 2 new drums stick to myself for my birthday present..
hoping on tat day will hav any 1 to string along with me..
go to kepong jusco..
can say date gua..
i hope it was a date..
aso hope it can be a celebration..
i thk wont b celebration bcuz tat day i stil nid to work..
tatz the reason y i wan to choose jusco...

god bless me...
thanks..

new life

one night

i duno which night

i cant fall in sleep

i duno y

thn i think abt the triangle love la...

and i feel

i like fei more thn 2 of them

i knw i maybe is flower heart

or maybe just i havent meet that person

but

watever..

it was the feeling wat i feel now..

but he 2mr will go ns alr

and this night

i on my computer

hopefully can chat with him this night

but at last

he dint on

aso can say anythng gae

he 2mr aso nid to wake up early

although he dunwan to sleep

i think i aso will call him bah

and today

restoran vr bz

i mean the place i work

and he came

i dint talk to him actually

cuz i reli very bz

but luk at him thn ok le bah

haiz

i think i dun think too much better

it reli vr irritating

it chg myself alot

let it go naturally bah

and i think

single is the best bah

haha

although i reli wanted the only 1 person

sry dominic

sry xiang

and

aso nid to sry to fei

although i choose him if he want me

but

3 of them i aso will say no

cuz

i just hav 1 heart

if i confusing abt it

mean

im not reli love 1 of them

it just a missunderstand

scol going to start now..

im plaining to join

taekwondo

hopefully its not how my sis say

hope my quatz can ply properly for sport day

my basic skill can approve

n i aso plaining to be a class monitor..

XD

i just want to try la..

1st

i knw me

if i had a jawatan..

i will be vr disiplin

if like that

i will do all my hmw

be the best in class...

like tat

i thk my result will be better in pmr

just want to get better result

but i thk it was just a dream

cuz novody will choose me

bcuz they haven saw the leader of me

haha

watever

hope my 2010

will be peace and happy

god bless me