the status of my feeling now

scare that the air suddenly so silent

scare the worry from my friends

scare the memory suddenly roll and foam the angina put down

scare that suddenly heard your news

if miss can have sound

don't care that was sorrowful cried

finally i have become the me of me

only the tears can't lie on me

suddenly miss you

where are you

are you happy or sad

suddenlt miss you

suddenly the sharp of the memory

suddenly the blur eyes

we are like the beautiful song

become the two sorrowful films

why you bring me

pass by the unforgetable journey

after that leave the most painful memento

our pass was

so sweet

so true

so crazy

so ardent

but why the end

we must go straight respectively

in happy and regret

getting longer and longer

suddenly miss you
where are you
are you happy or sad
suddenlt miss you
suddenly the sharp of the memory
suddenly the blur eyes

scare that the air suddenly so silent
scare the worry from my friends
scare the memory suddenly roll and foam the angina put down
scare that suddenly heard your news

scare that i decided want to let you go

after that heard your news

《突然好想你》

五月天

阿信

the force...

not science...not fritional force, magnetic force al tat..is the force from my violin teacher...actually she not really force me...is myself force myself can say..but aso canot say i force myself ...i aso duno how to say la...she call me wear dress for performing the mini concert at my teacher house..n im the 1 who say I MUST PERFORM!!so...wat to do...i really wan to perform la...i dunwan to lost the chance la...although my mum cal me dun go for it n go for kuantan journey..but i choose for perform cuz i dunwan to miss a thing....n it was the 1st time i ply song v joycelyn...n teacher aso vr hope we cn ply tat song so tat i had promise...but at the last week..she oni told me i must wear dress...so...haiz...i dunwan my teacher sad la..i aso dunwan to be so bad aso...n last afternoon...n i was to free so i go n try my sis dress...cuz my mum 1 is so freaking ugly !!!n sexy aso!!but my sis actually aso is sexy aso...but at least luk more nice thn my mum 1...n i take picture lo..haiz...n tat morning...i have watch the cinderella with my fren at scol...am i will be weird or prettier or anythng??but actually aso duno wat 1 thk now...dunwan to say abt tat 1st...this thng was fun n i dunwna to say until sad...ya rite...lets vote..i suitable for cool or cute??XD

the love

finally dominic n i talk back alr...its vr vr vr hapi n excited for me..although is just 1 word..nvm...
this few days..i chat back with chrissen...chrissen is my first love...we dint couple...we she was the first person which i love the most...n hurt the most aso...wateva...she cal me xiangqin...xiangqin is a love drama main character of the girl..n we both aso like it alot...n she say my atitue like the xiangqin so she cal me xiangqin...n she luk like the bf of the xiangqin...n in the drama...they both have married...so i sengaja cal her laogong...laogong meanz husband in english...n she accept alr la..n she cal me laopo(wife)...n it was fun...but i dunoy...i felt vr happy...n sweet aso..i aso duno y..i feel lik wan to together v her aso..a little bit meaning is just wan to couple v her..n i thk properly...how abt...dominic??ya..i really love dd aso...but i aso duno y..i will feel if i couple v dd...i feel vr cacat..but in oppesite...i feel if i couple v chrissen..i feel vr normal...izit bcuz i alive v girl..so tat i feel v girl normal...n the guy is like the special thing for me...so tat i feel couple v guy is vr cacat situation....i duno...ya rite...i aso love dominic...n deep inside my heart aso have the love to chrissen..its alr a mark...cant chg
ya rite..if really wan to balance which ppl i love the most...the ans is chrissen of cuz...when the moment i love chrissen...the feeling is like so true....the feeling just same like the coffee...is sweet n bitter too...n now let c dd...the feeling is lik just a puppy love to dominic...i duno...
not i contact v chrissen alr...n i vr less thk abt him any more..but aso gt miss la sure...just not so much like last time...i duno arh...just feel like aso wan be with dominic...n aso...wan couple v chrissen.....which 1 i must choose??

September 28th

for others is just a normal day in september...but for me is a vr various day...no la...aso is vr excited la...yaya..dominic burfday...is alr vr long time alr...i knw...but i seldom on9..wat to do..
1st 1st..is i curi curi go on9 for facebuk...n evrytime i go fb...sure will go to his profile at least 1 time...thn i sure gt go tat time...n i saw sumbody comment him hapi burfday...but tat time he told me tat his burfday is at october...but..i thk maybe i rmb wrong...cuz his fb aso is write 28 sept...so i aso comment him la

happy birthday...^^

n i told my sis...n my sis call me to sms him...i aso forget alr...but tat time alr eleven oclock...but...haven twelve wad..i faster go n type a msg...n send him..

hapi bufday...maybe not the 1st..but i thk nt the last bah...i xxxx u

i didnt thk anythng..just straight away send him....n after i send him...i menyesal alr...arh!!!wat will he thk to me??!!did he will ignore me???!!!this was the last msg i send to him at september...n he didnt reply..maybe he really wan to ignore me alr...why im so stupid...after i fall in love?